Silencing Conflicts in-laws
Chapter 20 For the Sake of Deposit

"Yes, Deck! I'll definitely pray for you..." 

Hoeekkkk.

Hoeekkkk. 

Suddenly Zakia felt her stomach very uncomfortable which made her nauseous.

"Why are you, Dek?" bryan asked with a worried tone.

But Zakia could not answer him, because his throat was already full. Zakia immediately ran to the toilet to spit out her entire stomach. Bryan came walking limping to see Zakia's condition because he was very worried about his wife's condition.

"Kia! You okay, Dek?" bryan asked from outside.

Huuekk.. 

Zakia still had her bowels out in the toilet, and she did not understand why she was nauseous. Maybe it was a cold or because it was often late to eat, that was what was in Zakia's mind.

"I'm okay, Mom! Time not to worry!" said Zakia when he felt his stomach was relieved and a little comfortable.

"How about we go see a doctor, Dek? I'm afraid you're doing nothing!" Bryan was very worried. 

"Don't, Mum! I'm okay, really! Maybe just a little sauce. It will also improve, Mom. Anyway if check it out for now, where do we get the money from, Ma? For regular deposits to Mama just do not know where today can be from! I gotta find a job, Mas!" sahut Zakia's.

"But you look so pale, Dek!" Bryan could not let his wife go.

"I'm fine, Mom! Worry not! I don't want to make Mama angry and hate us more, Mom! Anyway today we still have to deposit with Mama, Mas!" answer Zakia.

"But, Deck...!"

"I beg you, Mom! I don't always want to make you angry! I have done my best, but still wrong in the eyes of Mama, especially if today we do not deposit just because of this trivial problem, Mas! Mama's gonna be mad at you later." Zakia still insisted.

Zakia already knew very well what would happen later, if until his mother-in-law did not get the money. Surely he will be insulted all out and considered as an unlucky carrier.

"I'm sorry, Deck! Mas couldn't protect you when mama insulted you. Mas is also powerless to help make money to pay for all of Mas's medical installments. This mas is a useless husband and can only be troublesome." Bryan could no longer endure all the grief over his helplessness.

"No, Mom! Don't say it like that! We are husband and wife and it is appropriate to help each other and also encourage each other. It is not even self-defeating like this, because it will only deny the destiny given by the owner of nature to us.

Our duty in this world is only to try and pray to Him, for matters of destiny and sustenance, we cannot manage it, Mas! Only the giver of sustenance can determine that. I went out to find a job for us too, Mas! So that Mama is not always angry, how to know with that Mama's heart will slowly open and willing to accept Mas well again as her son, and consider me so her daughter-in-law," the light of Zakia revealed all the contents of his heart.

"Alright, Deck! Thank you for always being faithful to accompany me in times of difficulty or pleasure. Mas promised after Mas recovered, Mas will find work more vigorously, so you no longer need to look for hard-earned coffers of money like this, Dek!" bryan's promise earnestly.

"Don't thank me, Mum! It has been my duty as a wife, to look after and help Mas when Mas is in trouble" Zakia replied.

Bryan was very moved, he could not express all his pride and happiness because it has been awarded a wife like Zakia.

"Then be so careful on the road, Deck! Don't be late yesterday! I was very worried" Bryan said.

"Yes, Mom! Pray I managed to bring money for deposit today. I'm saying goodbye, Mas!" zakia said while kissing the back of Bryan's hand.

Bryan felt very sorry for his wife, because Zakia still forced to go to find a job to get money to be paid to his mother. Even when Zakia is not feeling well right now, Zakia is still trying to be strong.

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"Sorry, Mom! Is there anything I can help here? Washing dishes is also fine, Buk!" ask Zakia to one of the owners of the breakfast shop.

"Oh sorry, Ma'am! It just so happened that the stall was quiet again, so there were no dirty dishes. My son helped me wash the dishes, Mom! Sorry, yeah!" replied the shop owner.

"It's okay, Buk! Excuse me, Buk!" said Zakia.

After that Zakia left the shop to find another job that he could possibly do. Zakia has arrived at the market and there people are very crowded, the weather began to blister, even it feels almost burning the skin.

Zakia keeps walking through the market to see if there are job openings or there are people who are in need of help, such as lifting groceries. From a distance Zakia saw a troubled mother carrying her groceries while holding two children, Zakia immediately headed there.

"Sorry, Mother! Do you need help?" ask Zakia.

"Well, ma'am! I was looking for someone who would help me lift my groceries to the car. Both my twin grandchildren are very fussy when invited to shop at the market. If you want, you can lift my groceries to the red car there. Later I give more wages, because I happen to be in need of help as well" replied the mother who took her two grandchildren.

"Weight huh, Ma'am?" ask the mother.

Zakia shook her head even though her stomach was starting to feel uncomfortable again, but she still tried to hold back so that she could lift the mother's groceries into her car.

"Come, Ma'am! My red car is near the scoopy bike. Wait there for a minute, I'll buy a drink!" said the owner of a lot of groceries. 

"Well, Ibuk!" answer Zakia.

After that Zakia again lifted the heavy groceries, it was fitting that the mother had trouble carrying it. But just a few steps Zakia walked, he had again felt his stomach uncomfortable, his throat felt full. Zakia's vision also began to blur, dizzy in the head he could no longer bear. Zakia lost her balance, she could no longer support her body.

Bruughhh.

"Astaghfirullahalazim, Ma'am......!"