Still Loving Ex
Just divorce, Roger

Lisa and Roger's marriage is on the edge, every day there is always a fight, not about Nala but about many things. The more the atmosphere of the house like hell, the child is not well taken care of, Roger is trying hard to live the household well and ask Lisa to be patient again, but Lisa already does not want to be patient, but Lisa already does not want to be patient, she's getting brutal being a wife.

"Lisaaaa, I've been trying to do what's best for you and our son!" Jerky Roger.

"You're just a charade, you're not sincere!!" Lisa replies to Roger.

"Honey calm down, remember our commitments first, remember what salekita left behind" Roger's tone began to low.

"Huuuhuuuu, I'm sorry, I got emotional"

"It's okay!"

Roger hugged Lisa tightly, himself in a state of weakness, somehow everything felt heavy, event after event should be a punishment for him. The problem that must be faced is open only about not being able to forget Nala, but about her household as well. Lisa often demands a lot of things for herself, so far Roger always obeys what he wants, as proof that he is sincere with her. However, Lisa was often unable to do so.

They often discuss this, meet an agreement or a bright spot, but it repeats itself, continuing so within a year of their marriage. The two try to defend each other despite often wanting to give up, as is the case this time, but Lisa decided to divorce alone, rather than together but hurt each other. Roger was finally able to accept, previously had refused, but if it was for the sake of Lisa's happiness then it's okay, Roger felt failed to make her happy.

Roger looked at his little princess who was asleep, as well as Lisa, his tired face. After giving birth Lisa stopped working, choosing to take care of her little daughter. Seen also some acne on his face, Roger felt guilty and confused what to do. Suddenly Lissa woke up and realized Roger was looking at them, she approached to tell him to rest immediately. Roger agreed that without saying much, he immediately lay down to sleep.

***

"Dear, sorry I haven't been able to do what you want" Roger said.

"I'm also sorry, let's raise our children together even if we can't maintain the household"

"If that's what makes you happy, just do it, Lisa"

"Make you too"

Lisa who filed for divorce, both chose without the presence of a lawyer, and agreed to follow the process that must be passed in court. They are still home until the end of the judge's decision, considering the wedding time is soon then trying to be the best of each other. No more quarrels, habits used to be when falling in love is done again, such as feeding, hugging, walking, and others. People who see their togetherness will never believe that the household is on the edge, before Lisa filed a lawsuit was never people around her know the real situation. Roger's career is increasing, has a beautiful wife who started from love location, has a beautiful daughter, a place to live and a good vehicle, financially established and always harmonious.

Roger is known to love and pamper Lisa, while Lisa is known to appreciate her husband, always accompany her at all times. How perfect was their marriage in the eyes of the people, Roger who was remembering it was laughing mingled with sadness, how great were they in acting to display happiness?. Lisa is preparing to leave, Roger is preparing to deliver, still can not believe that the love story ended like this, but he tried to accept the reality.

***

After going to court to register a divorce, they chose to have lunch at one of the cafes because Lisa did not have time to cook. They were a lot silent then focused on enjoying the ordered dish, there was a pair of eyes that observed, Lisa who realized immediately whispered something to Roger, Roger was immediately sure, the gaze was met.

"You guys were in court?"

"Try to think again before divorce, if the problem is not fatal, fix it"

"I mean mother?"

"Don't let the little princess not get a perfect figure from her Mom and Dad"

"Mom, this is our business and our choice" Lisa began to sniff.

"Continue, ma'am" refuted Roger while reprimanding Lisa.

"Even if you are committed to raising children together, your figure will not be entirely on him. Look at her tiny face, her smile, she still needs the figure of her father and mother more."

The unknown mother passed away, Lisa and Roger fell silent with a look of pity on her daughter, thinking hard about what the mother said. Lisa tried to reflect on what was Roger's mistake, there was no fatal reason just dissatisfaction, what was in Roger was beyond expectations. Roger never committed domestic violence, did not cheat, even still want to live with him even though he still loves his ex-lover.

Roger thought hard what was still lacking for Lisa? so far she tries to do her best as she can, not caring about her lingering sense for Nala, for her after marriage her main obligation is to make Lisa happy. He thought about trying to fix it once again, his household could still be saved.

***

Once at home, Lisa requests that her little princess be taken care of briefly by Roger, she runs into the room with tears ready to spill.  Roger calmed his daughter, after feeling calm placed into the cot, he rushed to Lisa who was drowning her face in a pillow, accompanied by sobs. Roger approached by stroking his head, Lisa moved and hugged him.

"Mommy still loves you papi"

"Bapy too"

"But confused how to do, if divorce makes mami happy yes please. All this time papi tried to nuruti who wanted mami, but it's not enough, right?"

"During this time papi has struggled to defend, every mom wants a divorce, papi prevent and succumb, obey what you want from not divorce" continued Roger.

"Mami is afraid of losing papi, so always want proof that papi is for mami"

"Bapy too, don't want to lose Mami and Nara"

The painful reality is that those who love each other are ultimately incapable of sustaining what has been painstakingly built. They do not want to separate each other, but choose to continue the process, the mediation process will be used as well as possible. Hopefully finding a common ground, finding a solution to avoid separation, it seems like they need another party from the external family as a mediator, of course a neutral one. The household tempest that is being sought ends, the longer the more complicated like a tangled thread.

Roger reemphasizes his unwillingness to part, but if indeed the mediation does not find a common ground, he is willing to let go of Lisa, if it is for her happiness. Lisa feels bad about the divorce lawsuit that has been registered, should be more patient, but it feels very tired, many things that do not want to happen, he said, hope of happiness with loved ones is lost.