Still Loving Ex
Second Chance
The divorce process is in the mediation stage, Lisa and Roger are present in the process because basically they still want to be together to live the household, especially a child is present among them. At first each still muddy each other about his opinion, the judge who served as a mediator was very reliable to mediate, until in the end the agreement not to divorce was chosen them. After the mediation process, the judge advised them to go to a psychologist for the mental health of husband and wife, it could be that they are too stressed and can not control their emotions, so they need someone who is an expert in their field.
Lisa and Roger go home with a thousand silent languages they are confused as to how to start over, although with these events they realize that still loving each other and separation is not the solution. Slowly Lisa opened the conversation, Roger responded warmly. The simple topics made them start to get familiar again, for a moment nostalgic how their meeting and struggle to be together.
"I know until this moment there is still Nala in your heart" Lisa said.
"But I love you so much and am selfish that I can't let you out of my life" she said.
"You're right, Lisa, but I struggle to make you the only one, fighting to be responsible as a husband and father to our child" Roger responded with teary eyes.
"Please if you don't want to help me then please just appreciate what I've done" Roger stared fixedly at Lisa.
"That's it" Roger ended the conversation.
Lisa is well aware that all this time has been selfish, all this time she was just afraid that Roger returned to Nala, but she already knew clearly that it could not happen. Marriage that has even been a year, too bad if you have to fight because of him. Lisa apologizes to Roger for his actions, he is willing to consult a psychologist, without objecting to Roger also wanting to participate. Households are both lived, if it is counseling then not one party but two parties, even when they want to improve, must be done by both parties.
Lisa and Roger decide to move house, in order to get a new atmosphere, of course, which is not far from his office. Lisa has also been active again in the activities of the wives of employees after two months of focusing on taking care of the little one. As if getting a new breath, he looks happy, the learning process to sincerely has been completed. As if side by side, Roger still loves Nala and she loves Roger, while Roger still loves Nala and begins to love Lisa completely. The peak point of a sincerity is a tranquility that cannot be explained by oral, can only be felt, felt relieved once successful.
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"Good morning, Mr. Roger!" Greet a neighbor.
Lisa gave a smile as well, a slightly cloudy morning they were walking around in the complex neighborhood, after two months of living here just had time to surround. Lisa had a lot of activities while Roger was coming home from work late in the afternoon, so tired to go again. The perumhan environment is very beautiful, besides indeed behind it is still a plantation, housing residents like to plant, it looks all the yard is full of plants, both ornamental and consumable plants. Usut had a mouth turned out to make the beautiful environment is one of the PKK mother programs, Bu RT who is a graduate as well as an agricultural lecturer, wants to apply the knowledge obtained in the nearby environment.
More and more neighbors known to Lisa, those who are mostly senior, are friendly and often provide useful information, especially about parenting. Lisa felt in the complex was a collection of talented people, although most became Housewives, it turns out in terms of education, there are first architects, agriculture, catering, environment, urban planning, accounting, administration, and so on, marketing, etc. On average, they are often involved in moving husbands tasks, so choose not to work to focus on taking care of children and households.
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Roger seemed happy, his career was soaring, his home life began to calm, he and Lisa routinely consulted a psychologist together, seeing the growth and development of his little daughter, Nara, making him more excited. Roger has not been able to forget Nala, but gradually increased love for Lisa, he felt that all this time his eyes were not wide open to see everything Lisa did, he said, when opening it then realized that what Lisa did was not simple, then it was natural that all this time felt tired and unappreciated. In principle when the opportunity is agreed, it must learn from each other and understand, arguably starting from the beginning again, starting with the better.
Lisa had never complained or mentioned Nala's name again, seeing the change in Roger and of course after introspection then she preferred to focus on her small family. Day after day she enjoys her role of taking care of children and husbands, she is also already proficient in cooking, every day always upgrading herself, to create a positive environment. Nara is getting smarter, if she hears the sound of her father's car then it will be carefree, who was asleep can immediately wake up, sometimes make Lisa anxious, the process to make Nara sleep long, so she can sleep, but it just disappeared when Roger called his name. As a result who was willing to do other things delayed because playing together, even Roger who is now more at home, more precisely will not go without Lisa and her child.
"Thank you baby, I'm happy" Lisa hugged Roger tightly.
"Sama-sama, I am also happy with your present personality" Roger responded.
"Mammmm mommaaa paaapaaaapapa oooooo"
As if unwilling to see her parents making out and ignoring her, Nara starts babbling with baby language while playing her saliva, which she bursts out of direction. They immediately hugged Nara, while apologizing for being indifferent, Nara seemed to understand what her parents said, she also displayed a happy facial expression even though she was still gushing. Their laughter also broke the silence of the night, of course silent because it is an area that is still a lot of gardens and at night a little sound of vehicles passing by, more animal sounds. It is not uncommon to find animals such as wild boar, naturally Sumatran environment, there are still many forests and plantations, to get to the airport and the provincial capital takes approximately five hours.
The beginning of the arrival of the wanderlust which includes the corners, makes them a little surprised, but for the sake of work, then learn to adapt until it ends comfortably. Roger and Lisa are different when they arrive, first Roger, different placement areas, until in the end they are one place and fall in love with each other. They recognize and realize the beginning of a relationship should hurt a good woman, over time they can only improve themselves and apologize, he said, it may indeed be their destiny if to unite must be an evil human. Regretted? certainly, even God had punished them, when the beginning of the household was almost destroyed, there was no calm in them. Until they come to understand that God is no longer a punishment but a chance to become a better person. Little by little they feel the peace, household tempests begin to dampen.