Still Loving Ex
Be happy, Nala

Two days before Nala and Rein's wedding.

[Adlin, how is Nala?]

[The news is fine!]

[He's found a companion?]

[Already, soon to be married, you are already on your own path, please do not nudge him yes]

[Surely, I just want to make sure he's happier, nothing more. A thousand times to bring him back together for sure he won't want to, right?]

[He was right, praying for the best of each other]

[Ok, Adlin]

Hearing the news about Nala's marriage, stifling Roger's chest, until that moment Nala is still the person she loves, despite being married and having a child. The name of the child was taken from the name Nala, the name "Ailnala" to "Ailnara", Lisa did not know that Roger took a little Nala name for his daughter, because all this time Lisa knew his name was "Nala Hermawan's". Roger and Nala's marriage including luxury, Javanese customs and sumendo customs so thick, the wedding with the recipe was held in Yogyakarta and Sumatra, when the Roger family invited Nala, who was also a member of the family, but she was not present because she did not want to break Lisa's heart during her happy day, other than that to keep Rein feeling as well.

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Roger deliberately went home to his parents without Lisa and his daughter for work reasons, but the real intention was to make sure with his own eyes that Nala was married. Roger is curious about the man who has managed to take Nala's heart, the man who has made Nala kick away, but it is clear when his fiancee's day with Lisa, Nala is not sincere. When Nala came all the way to make sure, actually Roger saw it, that's where he felt most guilty to Nala. The woman Lisa has replaced, she regrets why when the problem tapered off did not come home to talk and settle directly with Nala. Though it is possible that if he did that their relationship was saved and they married, not married to each other.

Each day Roger learns to sincerely love Lisa, treating her better than she did with Nala. Strengthening each other in the oversea because it was just the two of them, Roger began to get used to the present situation, began to find happiness, but on the other hand the love for Nala was not over. Sometimes, when Lisa makes a reflex error will compare with Nala, then why not like Nala, even though it is only buried in the heart, because it does not have the heart to speak directly to Lisa.

Slowly Roger drove the car, deliberately passing in front of Nala's house, seen some people were busy preparing decorations for the wedding, he had seen Nala who was helping, looking more beautiful and happier, and happier, beset in the heart that Nala has not spared love for him, Nala already hates him, now she has been happy. Not long after came a tall man, athletic, handsome face, and friendly greet all who were there, Roger immediately knew that it was Nala's future husband. His heart felt more sliced, he wanted to see Nala's wedding even from a distance, but it felt unable because just looking at it was painful.

"So this is what Nala felt when she saw me and Lisa getting engaged?" Lirih.

"I why the hell?" Say again.

"I should be able to let go, should be able to take responsibility for my actions!"

Roger stared fixedly at the photo of Lisa and her daughter, he did not want to repeat the mistake again, lest he lose the precious person in his life, Although sacrificing them, it will not make him return to Nala. In the case of a good person, he will never leave a loved one and will never deign to do something that hurts others, even though he is disobeyed by that person. Nala deserves to be happy and deserves better, Lisa who has now become his wife is obliged to be happy, even his little daughter, lest she suffer because of her parents, not to be her daughter, he doesn't know anything.

Glancing at the clock, still at 14:00 WIB, still a few hours to wait for sunset. Although the day was still blazing, he walked down the beach while reminiscing about old memories, subconsciously smiling to himself as if seeing Nala in the distance greeting him. Without a doubt Roger ran towards Nala full of happiness because he was in the same place.

"Woiiii... Edan you are!!" A middle-aged man pulled his arm.

"Family inget Gusti Allahh, conscious, conscious!" His voice is getting louder.

Roger only realized that he was almost drowned in the sea, it turned out that he had unwittingly run towards the sea, his clothes were wet, his shoes went nowhere. The middle-aged man led him to the beach, he was a fisherman who was after looking for fish. Presented with drinks and potluck, his face looks relieved after successfully saving Roger.

Mr. Toto, that's the man's name who saved her. Mr. Toto has been a fisherman since the age of 15, not continuing his education to help make a living so that his sisters can go to school. Now his sisters have become successful people, Mr. Toto still wants to be a Fisherman despite several times his sisters asked to change jobs. For him to work as a Fisherman not just to make a living, but his soul as if it was tied to the sea, just a day not to go to sea it feels longed.

"What's the matter until you make that last choice?"

"I'm desperate, sir!"

"Delivery is natural, before taking action please think of people who love us the same"

"So I saw the person I had hurt saying hello, his face was so happy that I ran over"

"Oh yeah, I'm hallucinating. I saw from afar, mas did not run but the road was scattered towards the sea, so I immediately pursued"

"I'm not aware, sir!"

"I'm sorry I was a nabok, mas, because I was unconscious"

"It's okay, sir"

Mr. Toto gave a lot of advice, one of which was about a sincerity to accept the decree of God. Bitter events become a struggle if not a soul mate, there is nothing wrong or right because each of them follows the flow of God. Roger was cold to hear the advice of Mr. toto, after he felt calm he decided to say goodbye.

Along the way thinking about all the advice from Pak toto, he just has to live it well and responsibly that becomes a responsibility. He must let Nala be happy with others, must be legowo with the mind even though not the desired.

[You're going home? Want to find Nala?] A message from Lisa that he has not yet responded to