
"Behind, accompany your mother." Said Barra who saw Yuna was confused after Mama Rena got into the car.
"Yes," Yuna rushed in after Mama Rena at Barra's request. After all, he had wanted to sit in the back so that he could keep Mama Rena who looked weak.
The interaction between Yuna and Barra was nothing more than that after they got into the car. No chatter going on. Both are confused about what to talk about. Because once they are legal as husband and wife, both seem to live each other and their marriage is just a status.
The awkwardness that occurred in the car, again attracted the attention of Mama Rena. He did not want to interfere in the household affairs of his daughter, nor wanted to know more about their lives. But the interaction and gestures of both, forcing Mama Rena to think hard about what really happens between the child and his daughter-in-law.
Repeatedly trying to think positive, but repeatedly also the attitude of both of them break the positive thinking.
As an old man who knows how Yuna's life and sadness during this time, Mama Rena hopes Yuna can be happy with the right person. To live a marriage without any failures and injuries like those that befell him.
"What is his house far away.?" Mama Rena opened the conversation. Staring at Yuna and Barra alternately.
Reviewing a thin smile to cover up any suspicions that are being felt.
"Not far from where we lived before Mah."
"The house is nice, there are lots of trees. Mama must have stayed there." Yuna said enthusiastically. He rubbed Mama Rena's shoulder repeatedly while continuing to look at her.
"Hopefully Papa doesn't know we moved. Yuna wants us to live a quiet life, the same focus on recovering Mama's health." Yuna prayed expectantly. He wants to live a quiet and happy life even though his family is no longer intact.
The presence of Barra slightly filled the void that Yuna felt after leaving the Papa who went somewhere. Although Yuna would not wish anything to Barra, at least Barra became the front man who made the life of her and the Mama until it was at this stage. Free from all the problems they face thanks to Barra.
"We open a new page well Mah, Yuna knows this is the wrong thought, but let's just say Papa is not in our hearts and lives in the future." Pinta Yuna pleaded.
"Thus, Yuna is sure we can start a new chapter." Yuna's eyes twinkled, the corners of her lips lifted. Yuna is already impatient to live a new life with the loss of one family member and the influx of new people in her life.
"Mama does not justify your wrong thinking, because whatever in your Papa. But as long as it keeps you calm and happy, Mama will not forbid. Mama knows how you feel being the victim of Papa and Mama's fault."
Mama Rena's voice is shaking. She realizes that her domestic problems with Handoko have destroyed Yuna's mentality and feelings.
Every household failure always has a negative impact on the child's psychics. Moreover, his separation with Handoko had drained tears and several times received violence in front of Yuna.
"Thank you Mah," Yuna hugged Mama Rena tightly.
The second conversation caught the attention of Barra who was silent to the end despite not giving any comments and pretending to focus on the streets.
Barra already knows a lot about Yuna and Mama Rena's life. But he did not think that the inner wound they felt would be that deep.
Now Barra began to think about his purpose which would one day inflict wounds and destruction on those who might be greater than now.
Barra begins to weigh Cindy's words telling her to be fair to Yuna. Treat Yuna well, take responsibility and learn to love her.
Barra may be able to do the first and second points, but not the third. Because at any time, he will never share his love with other women. Cindy will be the first and last in her heart.
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"Be careful Mah," Barra helps Mama Rena get out of the car.
"Thank you Barra." Mama Rena smiled proudly at her daughter-in-law. Barra's attitude does make anyone can admire his figure.
"Home's good. Yuna's right, it looks like Mama will be comfortable and at home left here." Mama Rena looked around her house.
Yuna smiled faintly at him, feeling grateful that Barra could be polite and gentle to Mama Rena even though Barra married her only in black on white.
"Thank you for the kindness of Barra. May Barra's son get more change and your marriage is always happy until the end of life."
"Aamiin," said Barra. Yuna just stared questioningly. For the second time Barra guaranteed Mama Rena prayer, even though Barra will end their marriage 1 year later.
"Yuna, open the door," Tegur Barra who broke Yuna's daydream.
"Ehh, yes," Yuna took 2 steps forward in front of Barra and Mama Rena to open the door.
They go inside, Barra still leads Mama Rena to get to the family room. Get used to Mama Rena relax for a moment and see the state of the house before being taken to the room to rest.
"I kept this bag for once to make a drink." Pamit Yuna's. She kept the bag to Mama Rena's room, after which she went to the kitchen to make some warm tea.
Yesterday Yuna had time to shop for groceries and needs for her and Mama Rena for the next 1 month. So as soon as Mama Rena gets home, everything is complete.
"I live first Mah, want to get a change of clothes in the car." Pamit Barra's.
Mama Rena just nodded.
Yuna carried a tray containing 3 cups of warm tea. His eyes immediately directed all corners of the room to look for the whereabouts of Barra who was not in the living room.
"Mas Barra where's Mah.?" Ask Yuna. He put the tray on the table, took 1 cup and gave it to Mama Rena.
"Outside, he said he wanted to get a change of clothes in the car."
"Here is ready for your husband's needs first, maybe he wants to take a shower."
"Mama's still here, she'll move into her room."
Yuna could only silently hear Mama Rena's orders. It seems unlikely that he dared to prepare the needs of Barra because it seems to deepen the role, while their marriage is not like marriage in general.
"Yuna.?" Mama Rena patted Yuna's shoulder gently.
"Why is Mah.?" Yuna replied slowly.
"Barra's gone upstairs, there after him."
"So the wife must be alert and understanding, not to be like Mama." Mama Rena is looking down.
"Why is Mama.? All this time Mama has been a good wife for Papa, it is basic Papa who can not be grateful." Yuna said annoyedly.
"Let's just now Papa Nyesel has been in vain Mama.!" Growled Yuna.
"Here, give me the tea with your husband."
Mama Rena chose to end the conversation. He wanted Yuna to be able to give her the best for Barra. Because it has been served well can sometimes leave. Especially if it is not served well. Although not all men are like that.
"Yes Mah," Yuna got up from her seat carrying the tray. Walk up the stairs hesitantly. I don't know what to say to Barra when he gets to their room.
I would be embarrassed to ask permission to enter the same room.