
Sometimes life doesn't always go the way we want it to. Although always bestowed happiness, it does not have to be that happiness will last forever. Even though we hope that happiness will never end.
Yuna may never have expected something big to happen in her life, so she could take away all the happiness Yuna felt in an instant.
"What is Mah.?" Yuna kept repeating the question many times, but until this moment Mama Rena kept silent. Yuna did not get an answer from the anxiety shown by Mama Rena.
"Just come along." Only such remarks were repeatedly coming out of Mama Rena's mouth every time Yuna asked. He also did not know how to tell Yuna.
Both were in the car driven by the driver. They're just going alone because currently the twins and Brian are in school.
Yuna looks resigned in the car, but can not calm down. His mind began to muddle, looking at Mama Rena who was anxious and reluctant to answer her curiosity.
"Hospital.? Who is sick.?" Yuna said as soon as the car she was riding in turned to the hospital after a journey of almost 1 hour.
Mama Rena is silent, she looks to take a deep breath, as if giving space in her chest that feels tight.
The two get out of the car, Mama Rena directly holds Yuna's hand and invites her inside.
"Yuna, it's not always something that's long been ours that can't change hands." Mama Rena said as she glanced at her daughter. Yuna looked increasingly confused, she did not even understand where Mama Rena was talking.
"You must be heartened and sincere in accepting if all that happens." Said again. Mama Rena's eyes look sad looking at Yuna.
"Well, Yuna doesn't understand what you're saying." Yuna said while shaking her head.
"You'll understand after this." Legally weak.
Mama Rena stopped her steps in front of the operating room. I asked Yuna to sit in the waiting chair.
"Answer question Yuna, Mah. Who's inside.?" Yuna's eyes glazed over, her mind couldn't be about. The children and her husband are not in front of her at this time, of course I Yuna think if one of them is inside.
Not yet able to answer, Mama Rena immediately moved from her seat when she saw the doctor out of the operating room.
"With Mr. Chandra's family.?" She looked at Mama Rena and Yuna. Just then Yuna nailed on the spot, her mind getting messed up to not know what to do.
"Yes Doc, what about the operation.?" Ask Mama Rena worried.
"All the living will surely return to the creator, may the family be sincere and steadfast."
"We've tried, but God wants something else." The doctor said in a heavy voice. Several times he also took a deep breath.
Mama Rena directly looked at Yuna, her daughter just silently nailed with empty eyes, her tears flowing. A moment after that, Yuna cried out hysterically. Her body slumped to the floor, crying out as she continued to name Chandra.
"Yuna," Mama Rena ran towards her daughter, currently she could only hold her daughter.
The destruction and loss was clearly felt by Yuna.
"Mas Andra can't possibly go Mah.! He promised not to leave us.!" Yuna shouted hysterically. Mama Rena's tears also spilled, powerless to stem her tears watching her daughter so devastated.
"Mas Andra must be fine." Yuna said as she stood up, she limped towards the operating room. Mama Rena rushed to catch up with him.
Some nurses were still inside, they were still busy sewing the badly injured part of Chandra's body. His condition was already critical when he was rushed to the hospital.
Seeing Chandra who had been stretched stiff, Yuna immediately ran towards him, clutching tightly to her husband's lifeless body. Life is too painful for him. Yuna never imagined there would be a separation in this tragic way. He thought, Chandra will always be by his side until it ages.
The nurse who was there stopped her work and gave Yuna time to hug Chandra one last time.
"Mas Andra has promised not to leave me and make me cry, why now do it at the same time." Racau Yuna's. His condition was increasingly alarming with clothes and faces that were covered in blood.
Mama Rena was speechless, joined in crying beside Yuna and kept wiping her back.
Yuna did not stop whining, until she finally shouted and was unconscious.
Losing Chandra was the most painful thing in her life. It's like everything's collapsing.
...*****...
Barra drove her car to the hospital. He gets word from the workers at Yuna's house if Chandra has an accident.
While taking the twins home, Barra will ask Yuna for permission to take the twins on vacation to Singapore this weekend, but she is instead welcomed by the bad news.
Arriving at the hospital, Barra immediately asked Chandra's room. But immediately shocked to find out if Chandra was dead.
He rushed to look for Yuna's whereabouts, the woman must be being destroyed at this moment. Barra could not even imagine how Yuna was doing now.
"Well," Sapa Barra. She approached Mama Rena who was on a hasty path.
"Son Barra," Mama Rena was a little confused to see Barra in the hospital.
"Where's Yuna.? Is she okay.?" Ask Barra.
"I'm deeply saddened by Chandra's passing." Lirih.
"Yuna was in her room, she was unconscious several times." Sahut Mama Rena sad.
Barra asks Mama Rena to take her to Yuna's room.
Barra breathed heavily. He stood by Yuna's side who was lying weakly unconscious. Staring fixed on Yuna's face with the remaining tears still on her cheeks and eyes.
Barra's hand lifted, she wiped Yuna's tears away.
Until this moment, Barra's feelings for Yuna never changed. Seeing Yuna in such a state, gave off a distinct sense of tightness in her chest. Barra hopes that Yuna's grief will not drag on, even if she knows that losing the person she loves is very painful.
After waiting for Yuna to come to her senses and her condition was more stable, they rushed home to take care of Chandra's funeral.
Ever since Yuna opened her eyes, Barra did not dare to say anything to her. She chose silence because Yuna kept daydreaming and was still hysterical occasionally.
He only helped push the wheelchair that Yuna was sitting in towards her car.
That alone made Barra feel relieved because Yuna did not protest even though she pushed her wheelchair and drove it home.
Maybe because Yuna was still in shock, still trying to digest what had just happened to make her not think too much about the circumstances around her.
His eyes are still empty. Yuna did not even respond when Mama Rena spoke to her. Only tears keep dripping. Sometimes carve a thin smile, then back sobbing.
Chandra's departure is like giving Yuna deep sorrow and hurt so that she is difficult to accept reality.