
Cindy stared at the watch on her wrist. The clock showed at 5pm. He stared at the large suitcase of his that was still lying on the side of the living room sofa.
He should have come to Grandma's house at her mother's request. But until this moment, he chose to stay in the apartment.
His heart was not strong enough to leave Barra.
The man who became his first love the first man who carved the beautiful love in his heart to feel himself very valuable.
More than 8 years spent with Barra, certainly not an easy thing if suddenly his life must be without the man.
Barra is the only person whose place depends on the hope of this beautiful life.
Releasing Barra was tantamount to destroying himself and his hopes.
Cindy prefers to survive, living the hardships of life she created herself.
He had promised to make peace with the situation, accept Yuna well and remove the envious feeling that had been in his heart.
Maybe indeed the decision to share is the right choice, at least Barra did not forget him. Barra's love and attention is still there for her though not as much as it used to be because now it must be shared.
Cindy got up from her seat as her apartment bell rang. He had guessed that it was his mother.
I don't know how many times Mami called her, Cindy just stared at the phone on the table as it rang.
"Mam,," Cindy's voice sounded weak.
"Still dare to call me Mam.?!" Eva immediately expressed her frustration. His face was really holding back anger. She had been waiting for her daughter to come to live together abroad, but chose to hang out with the man who had already hurt her.
The man who once promised to love and make his daughter happy, but now carries a thorn in their marriage by presenting another woman.
As a mother, Eva regretted marrying her daughter to Barra.
"I can't leave her Mam," Cindy shed her tears. He did not know how to deal with this difficult situation.
"So you prefer that man over Mami who has conceived and given birth to you.?!" Eva's voice was rising. She is disappointed in her daughter who prefers Barra, in comparison to her own mother who had sacrificed her life and death for Cindy while giving birth to her.
"It's not like that Mam, of course Mami is very valuable to me."
"But Mami and Barra are not an option, you both mean the same thing and I really need you." Cindy's tears are flowing. His heart is getting fragile.
He did not want to leave Barra, but also could not hurt the feelings of the woman who had given birth to him into this world.
"Mommy doesn't want to know, you have to go back to New York.!" Eva was not willing to be denied.
"Forget that brengs*k man.! You can start a new life, live the profession you dreamed of.!"
"There are still many good men out there who will love and accept your shortcomings."
Eva tried hard to persuade her daughter. He could not see his daughter living in agony with the wrong man.
"I'm sorry, but I can't go." Cindy said without reducing her affection for Eva.
Eva smiled miris. Heart's broken. Her own biological child prefers others who are new to her life, compared to her having cared for and raised Cindy since birth.
"You're going to cut off a child and a mother.?! " Eva stared inside. His eyes were full of disappointment.
"No Mam, there's no way I'm gonna cut off the blood." Cindy nodded quickly.
"Then go with Mami right now.! Forget Barra.!"
Cindy was silent, she couldn't answer. It's a very heavy choice.
*****
"Yuna, get up," Barra held onto Yuna's face, she gently rubbed her cheeks to wake Yuna up.
"Emm,," Yuna just squirmed. A day of walking around with baby twins made him tired.
"Kenzie cried, I made milk but she refused."
"I'm fat but still crying. Food is the same."
"Maybe he'll drink breast milk, let's get up," said Barra softly. He still rubbed Yuna's cheeks and slightly shook her slowly.
"Maybe it's full" Yuna said. He seemed reluctant to move, and looked still sleepy to never open his eyes.
"I've even replaced him because he's a pup." Barra Sahut.
"Well.?!" Yuna woke up. Barra's speech made him shocked, the article so far Barra can at least replace diaper twins if they pup.
Once it was accidentally opened Kinara diaper because it looks full, it turns out Kinara pup. And it makes Barra instantly nauseous, even a day reluctant to eat.
"Why is it so surprised.?" Ask Barra. He commented on Yuna's bengong facial expression.
"No nausea, just vomiting." Sahut Barra with a little restraining annoyance.
"Puffhht,," Yuna almost laughed, but tightly locked her lips.
He believed Barra's words because Barra's face was very pale. I don't know how many stomachs he vomited.
"Tukk.!"
Barra knocked Yuna's forehead.
"How dare you laugh at me." Barra's repulsive.
"Well, who laughs." Yuna immediately got off the bed and rushed over to Kenzie. Meanwhile, Kinara was busy alone playing with her toys below.
"So seriously Papa's beautiful son," Barra got out of bed and sat down at the bottom approaching Kinara.
He pinched the squashy cheeks of chubby Kinara.
"Ma,,"
"Pa," Kinara said as she shook the toy in her hand right in front of Barra's face.
"What are you talking about, it's funny." Barra looked increasingly at the anxiety.
"Geez, why is Mas Barra insensitive.?" While carrying Kenzie, Yuna walked towards the sofa.
"No matter what.?" Barra looked confused.
"The aura said Papa.! Time doesn't know." Yuna's voice was slightly raised.
He was anxious to himself with Barra's usual expression as Kinara called him Papa. Apparently because Barra doesn't understand.
"Oh yeah,,? You seriously he said Papa.?" Barra stared in disbelief. If that's true, it means Kinara has been calling him Papa since last night when he invited him to stay up late.
"What am I lying for," said Yuna. He sat down on Barra's back and began giving breast milk to Kenzie.
Barra smiled the day she looked at her daughter. Apparently his daughter was starting to talk. It does not feel like your children are growing up fast.
During this time Barra did not follow their development too well because he was busy working and had to split time for them and Cindy.
Barra is only full with baby twins on Saturday or Sunday. The rest is just the morning before leaving for the office and the afternoon after returning from the office.
...****...
Exactly 4 days in Paris. Yuna has started enjoying the holidays with her little family. Barra who is always alert and enthusiastic to prepare needs and make it take care of baby twins, slightly dilute Yuna's cold attitude towards Barra.
He wanted to be more conciliatory with the situation and not to overemphasize his dislike of Barra.
Even so, his decision will not be able to be challenged. The divorce she wanted was always in the future after returning from Paris.
Yuna is impatient to open a new page, living life without having to have a burden that disturbs the heart in her mind.
The breakup of Barra and Cindy will make her feel a lot better.
That morning Yuna woke up early, she checked into the babu twins bed first making sure both of them. They seem to be sleeping like her father.
Yuna went to the bathroom. He had to take a shower, then bathe the twins.
"You want to take a shower.?" Barra's voice shocked Yuna. He soared in shock and reflexively turned around while shouting.
"Oh my goodness.! Why should I be surprised." Yuna protest was upset. Suddenly Barra was already behind him as he was about to open the bathroom door.
Barra just smiled faintly.
"Let's take a shower," Barra took Yuna's hand and pulled her inside.
"Ehh, how can this be." Yuna glared in shock, especially as Barra closed the door.
"Of course we can, unless we're not married anymore."
"Don't refuse the husband's request" whispered Barra. His mischievous hands had crept everywhere, swaying Yuna's shoulders and back.
"Bas.! I don't want to.!" Pekik Yuna was upset.
"There's no sin in making your own wife*s*, right.?" Tempt Barra by blinking one eye.
Yuna shook her head to resist as Barra's hands began to slip into her clothes.
"Mas Barra stop.!" Shouted Yuna. He pushed strongly against Barra's chest field, but Barra's embrace was too tight that she could not break away.