
"Mom, I beg you to talk later. We're sorry because it's all true."
"But Cindy's really being hit hard right now, the baby we're about to adopt has just died." Obviously Barra with a sad face and a heavy tone of speech.
"You can check yourself, the baby's in the morgue and will be brought home by his parents." There was not a single lie in Barra's words. He reveals what really happened, with nothing to hide from them.
Since deciding not to take a baby boy, Barra and Cindy have indeed agreed to adopt a child. She is looking for pregnant women who really want to give up their children because of lack of cost and feel unable to support 1 more child. There are 4 children they have.
Barra has borne all the costs of labor, also giving a large amount of money that is large enough for them so that in the future can support their 4 children properly. But fate said another, the baby died 3 hours after birth because suddenly his condition decreased due to swallowing a lot of amniotic fluid.
Barra contacted Sisil when the baby's condition had stabilized, but it turned out that his condition had worsened shortly after she gave the birth to her family.
Cindy cried hysterically as soon as she heard the news of the baby's passing. He had seen even carrying her.
Cindy also accompanies the labor process with her own eyes because she is curious as to what and how a mother struggles during childbirth.
His heart was touched, Cindy cried when she saw the woman gave birth normally by expending all her energy.
He begins to understand why Barra can't bear to take the baby boy out of Yuna's hand. The only child that could be saved at that time.
It turns out that the struggle of a mother will not be enough if described in words.
Everyone was stunned, they were pitying to see Cindy in such a devastated condition. Continue to cry in Barra's arms and name what they believe to be the name of her deceased baby.
Not long after, the door of the room was opened again. The young man and woman came to Barra and Cindy.
"Sorry sir, ma'am, we want to give you back this money." The woman thrust a thick envelope of money at Barra.
"But I've used it a little bit to eat and buy the needs of the children." With a downcast face of sadness and guilt, the woman and her husband did not dare to look at Barra and Cindy.
"I'll give it back when I have the money." Her husband chimed in.
Barra took a deep breath, none of this was the will of him and Cindy or them. The death of the baby is also sure to be a deep sadness for his biological parents. It's just that they look more sincerely accepting because they have agreed to give the child to Cindy.
"You just use this money," Barra did not want to take it, she pushed the brown envelope plan to be stored back by them.
"But sir, our baby's been,,,
"This is not your wish, so just use it for the children's living expenses." Barra.
"For the funeral, let me take care of it. We'll also come after my wife's condition calms down."
Barra looked at Cindy, her hands clutching her shoulders as she rubbed softly.
Yuna chose to say goodbye to Mommy Sonya. Seeing Cindy's state like that it felt inappropriate to discuss their current problems. Yuna could understand how Cindy felt, the calmness she needed now.
"We said goodbye to Mom. Maybe after the funeral is over, we'll come to Mas Barra's apartment." Pamit Yuna is polite.
He doesn't want to go to Barra or Cindy, they need time for both. And it's not yet time they see baby twins, fearing the problem will get more complicated.
"Be careful, let Nicho drive you to the front." Mommy Sonya tells her daughter-in-law to drive Yuna and Mama Rena and find a taxi for them.
Barra only glanced at Yuna at a glance, despite looking confused to see Yuna holding a daughter, but Barra just kept quiet. His mind was in turmoil because of Cindy's condition that never stopped crying.
During these 1 month, he can only communicate with Mama Rena to see the baby boy through a mobile phone. Because Yuna never wanted to pick up her phone or just reply to a message from her. Barra is grateful that her mother-in-law is still kind enough to give her the chance to see Kenzie every day.
Thanks to Mama Rena too, Barra so know what the name of his son.
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Sisil and Mommy attended the funeral. They also saw the little baby.
The condition of Cindy who continued to cry in front of the tomb, making Mommy Sonya and Sisil even more sorry for her. Cindy looks more lost than the baby's biological parents.
"I wasn't even given a chance to have a foster child" Cindy said in between sobs. She loved the baby, just as she loved Kenzie. But fate still does not stand with him.
Not only Kenzie who failed to care for him, the baby also failed to be treated by him because it was taken back by its creator.
Barra breathed heavily. He began to ponder over all the chaos and sadness that had occurred in his life. All of this was the result of what he and Cindy had planted. If there were no discussion of children or remarrying, there would probably never be so many tears. There will be no wounds this deep.
Maybe her and Cindy's marriage is still fine until now. Because in reality from the family, there is absolutely nothing to urge or force Cindy to quickly have children.
Here Barra and Cindy are also guilty of not telling the truth. Mommy Sonya can certainly understand that in reality Cindy can not get pregnant.
"I'm sorry, all this happened because of my imperfectness." Cindy was crying.
He also did not want to have this kind of fate, but what could he be as an ordinary human being?.
"Just divorce me, you can live happily with Yuna and your son." He said with a pleading look.
Cindy looks sincere to release Barra. He feels that he is only a source of trouble and an obstacle to the happiness of Barra and her family.
"What are you talking about.! There will be no divorce.!" Reject Barra firmly.
"How many times do I have to say, I don't care about your shortcomings." Barra's tone slightly raised. He hated the word divorce.
"Mom," While weeping, Cindy grabbed Mommy Sonya's hand.
"I'm sorry, I told Barra to remarry in order to have children. I thought we could coexist, but I was too greedy. I can't share it."
"Don't blame Barra, just blame me." Cindy's voice sounded chaotic.
Mommy Sonya was also shedding tears, as well as Sisil. Although they are both disappointed with Cindy and Barra, they are both family and part of their lives. Of course they will be sad to see Cindy slumped.
"We'd better go home, we'll talk later in the afternoon and solve your problems together."
"We call Yuna too." Mommy Sonya said, wiping away her tears. He grabs Cindy's shoulder and helps her to stand up.
Cindy's eye gaze continued to lead to a small mound of earth studded with flowers. He seemed reluctant to move on from it.
"Bryan D's. Bagaskara, Mommy's happy even though our togetherness is too short."
Cindy took a deep breath, trying to accept this reality with the greatness of her heart.