
Not wanting to get too dizzy with Vero's sentence, I then chose to type a reply for Zea.
@Eza_Shariq: mean I'm afraid of this same girlfriend?
@Eza_Shariq: his girlfriend is fierce, right?
After typing a reply for Zea, I reread the message I just sent. My brain then thinks hard, the message I send seems cool, no? I guess my question is excessive, right? Did I delete it before I saw it? But I don't think it's, uh, safe. I'm just kidding, all of you ask for a signal about Zea status what? Whether the woman has a lover or not. But if you think about it again like for a woman as beautiful as Zea, it is impossible if still alone, it must have had it. Uh, but could it have just broken up? Well, if this is possible.
Ah, why should I bother with the status of the relationship? That's his privacy, why should I go?
@ZeaSyazani_Albirru: hahaha
I gawked as I read Zea's reply. Huh huh? Is this the response? Keep meaning what?
Don't worry, how I read that Zea's laughing is kind of sarcastic. Is it in the heart of the woman that makes 'haha, is this a really cool guy with my guy? have a crush don't-don't'. Then the deepest side I don't accept, because I don't have a crush.
However, once again after I thought it was just a personal assumption why I became this excited.
God, God, why am I really this?
Why does it feel like I don't accept yes, if Zea really already has a guy. When did I have a crush? Crazy, see you once?
Well, that's not right with my brain.
"Why else would your face?"
Mas Tito came to me with a cold isotonic drink. I reached out to receive him, not forgetting to say thank you.
"Gue watch your mood lately, mood swim really, Za. Bersar-bertar happy, brag bete, ntar tau-know happy again, kayak kasmaran again," ledek Mas Tito while chuckling amusedly.
I was silent for a moment while digesting my manager's sentence. The hell was I like that? Just ordinary feelings.
I looked back at Mas Tito. "My time is that, Mom?" ask me not sure.
With his confident face, Mas Tito nodded and confirmed. "Lo didn't notice?"
With a frustrated face I nodded. I then decided to open the bottle and straight up, hoping to help refresh my cramped brain.
"So which girl? Yesterday or new?" ledeknya.
I snorted immediately when I responded.
"Nothing," I responded later.
Now it was Mas Tito's turn to grunt. He gave a faint chuckle shortly after, without making any comment. And I don't know why it's hitting me. My brain thinks hard. Did I have a crush on a woman I didn't really know?
"Mas," call me suddenly.
"Hmm," Mas Tito's response was sober. The man didn't even look at me, his eyes were straight ahead.
"Why?"
My daydream instantly broke. "Huh? Yeah, how, Mas?"
"Lo's not focused, Za. Tired of you? Do you want a holiday first? For a long time I was worried about being nagged by you like this."
"What the hell? It will not be, Mas. If you do, yes, maybe, but if you don't do it."
"Lo's wrong. Kan bokap lo who more do not want you to be in this world, uh, I mean the world of entertainment yes, do not misunderstand you. Moreover, this lo the youngest, the great hope bokap lo. So, my advice is not to be too hard on your bokap."
I can't hold back the wrinkles on my forehead. Wait a minute, this is what Mas Tito means? Why is random suddenly talking about bokap?
"Mas," call me suspicious.
"Why?"
I looked at Mas Tito hesitantly, trying to get rid of the asumi in the brain, I then chose to shake my head.
"No, no papa."
"Kan, strange again lo. I empty your schedule tomorrow, you play as much as you temen-temen lo or ponakan lo. Before we get busy with movie promos, how about?"
I shook my head and leaned my back against the body of the chair. "No, no need, Mom. I don't need it yet, I need more money. So, don't empty my schedule, just take a regular job."
"You sure?"
With a sure face, I nodded quickly.
Mas Tito nodded in understanding without commenting anything afterwards. While I immediately called the crew to continue filming.
After filming, I decided to start eating before going home. Because suddenly I want to buy rice Padang. About the menu eating I like random suddenly want something, fortunately today all sophisticated. So if for example I've already reached home and suddenly want something, yes, just scroll-scroll and click. Then all is guaranteed to be in order.
I then decided to stop the car at the Padang food stall. Because the place is not too crowded I decided not to wear a mask. Not meant to be arrogant or pretentious, but if visiting crowded places I do use a mask more often. Although actually the possibility I will be instantly recognized it is between 50-50 anyway.
Due to the laziness of eating here, I decided to pack. Partially more comfortable at home because I also really want to take a shower and clean.
During the wait for the order, rather than boring I decided to open the phone. Scrolling social media accounts is one of the powerful tricks to kill saturation. When I was cool to srcoll, I suddenly found a photo that looks familiar. Wait a minute, you're not a stranger?
I darted around. Huh huh? Zea was here too?
I try to focus my eyes more around to find his whereabouts. Long time searching, I finally found it. Right, that's Zea. He was enjoying his dinner and occasionally chatting with a man in front of him. The smile of the woman looked bright. Is that man the woman's lover?
Unknowingly I clenched my hands not liking to see the two seem so familiar. I even ignored the call of the waiter who said that my order was ready to be taken home.
Damn, my mood is freefalling. What is this sign? I was met by Zea accidentally when with her boyfriend? Could this be God's way that I wouldn't expect too much from that woman?
Wait, moment? Why should I hope for Zea? Who is that woman? After all, only a selebgram happens to own a bakery and betrothed fans to me. That's it, why should I be dizzy?