Suddenly, I Became A Wife Of Lecturer
[Part 36.3 - New Wounds]

They drive to Adhi's apartment on Pak Haris' motorcycle. Hopefully the in-laws did not panic when they did not find the motor at home, because Adhi just wrote a message on the paper just in case.

During the trip, Kanaya held her arms around herself. Although not windy, but the road at night in thin clothes - the cold still felt pierced to the bone and Kanaya felt it herself.

"Sir! Can't bring the motor more flat? It's cold!" the protest was rammed.

"There is if the more narrow the road, the wind is getting faster. It's late at night, be careful" said Adhi. "You also sit too far back, so the wind passes in front of you. Come on, you sit down!" her word.

Kanaya hesitated to sit tight with the Lecturer/Suami. He's still awkward until they're stuck.

"Keep you don't hold back, I'm the one who brought the bike so it feels heavy and unbalanced load. If you can, hold onto me," Adhi added.

Kanaya can only snort, The Lecturer/Suami is difficult to refute because his words are often right. But finally Kanaya remained obedient and wrapped her arms around the Lecturer/Suami's waist.

And suddenly, he felt very alone. Even though when he was chatting with his male friend - Adimas, he was ordinary.

Hopefully the Father does not understand the heartbeat of him who is excited.

Kanaya returned back a little, so that her chest was not too attached to the Lecturer/Suami's back. But apparently, his movements were clear until he was embalmed.

"Neng, don't shake. We'll be jatoh!!"

"Sorry Sir."

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Then when he arrived at the apartment, Adhi opened the door by pressing the password. "Let's go in Neng," Adhi asked the Student/Wife.

Kanaya tailed behind.

'Hah~ he came back here, ' his mind while staring at the living room that merges with the kitchen.

"Miss!" call Adhi again as he approaches Kanaya. “Why is it still here? You're not sleepy?” tanyakanya.

“No, not Sir. I think again .. it was not unexpected that I came back here again and became the wife of Mr. now,” replied Kanaya.

“You want to see-liat first,” bargain Adhi. “Now you are afraid of going rough here,” the candle.

“Pak ___.” He didn't continue his sentence. “Not so,” he continued in a hurry.

So began the night tour around Pak Adhi's apartment, his start in the kitchen that blends with the living room and balcony. Ya~ he used to fit first came also just here aja, not anywhere.

Then they started to step forward and found the toilet next to the kitchen.

Next there is a room used as a workspace by the Lecturer/Suami, but actually it is the second Room.

Kanaya watched for a moment the room, the hanging cabinet in the corner of the room filled with many books. Then his gaze was fixed on a small blackboard full of writing that he believed was Mathematics. Ah~ he doesn't understand. Okay, leave.

After that they went down the hall to the end, there was a room for washing, drying, ironing and very complete cleaning equipment.

Hmmm~ maybe later he will spend a lot of time there. Somehow Kanaya can feel the laughter of the work of domestic women.

And the last room, the Main Room to sleep in. Yes Rabbi~ suddenly why is he so stubborn huh?

But it turns out that his curiosity about the bedroom that he will later occupy – must be delayed because there is a door blocking his view, besides that also the word of the Lecturer/Suami.

“It's a toilet inside, there go –wash feet first!”

‘Yes~ is where is he going? At his feet there will not be Tele Ayam kok,’ kanaya but still obey.

After Kanaya finished, replace Adhi who went into the toilet and finally he was able to resolve the curiosity.

Kanaya pushes the barrier door into the Main Room and enters, a large canvas painting with one of the Avenners –Iron Man figures attached to the bed. Then Kanaya can find other trinkets such as Tameng with the star symbol of Captain America, Action Figure Deadpool and some Blu Ray Disc Movies.

After being satisfied to look around, Kanaya sat cross-legged below to tidy up her luggage.

“Loh, haven't slept?” ask Adhi who just came in.

Kanaya looked over and smiled. “Beresin clothes first, afraid of being scuffed sir,” he replied and focused again folding his clothes.

“Kanaya,” call Adhi slow and sound doubtful.

“Yes, Sir!” sahut Kanaya turned his head quickly and quickly he also saw the expression of the Lecturer/Suami that made him feel surprised and unreasonable, until he turned back because he was hesitant to look at the Lecturer/Suminya. “Emmm ... What's up, Sir?” ask carefully.

“Can we talk?” pinta Adhi walks out of the room.

“Yes, sir,” answered the girl and followed the Lecturer/Suami who walked into the living room.

Adhi sat on the sofa, as well as Kanaya even though she occupied the end until there was a distance between them.

“It's about our marriage, you know for yourself that we were betrothed in a short time and therefore do not have time to know each other, let alone feelings.” Adhi spoke slowly and regularly.

Kanaya nodded briefly. But actually, deep in his mind came the question. ‘Do Mr Adhi want them to know each other? Included to create feeling.’

“Good, you have also agreed with me.” Adhi paused for a moment by taking a deep breath. “Because of our condition that we do not know each other before, automatically we never know each other's past.”

Kanaya was still listening and again he confirmed the words of the Lecturer/Suami, even though only in his mind.

“Before you have asked and I answered your questions about, my feelings and the reasons I want to accept this marriage. Then now I want to tell you about my past, and as you know that I have previously failed to get married.”

Kanaya is still waiting for the Lecturer/Suami to continue her words, although her current feelings are not calm.

“Before I apologize, because this might make you offended.”

I don't know why Kanaya started feeling bad feelings.

“To be honest .. I still can't forget the past, therefore I so always delay to get married. The pain at that time, continued to imprint,” said Adhi sounded bitter –so also with Kanaya who heard it.

“There is a woman I still love, she is also someone I want to marry –but she left me. And for that reason, I feel like I don't have enough space in my heart for another woman –sorry about that,” she continued sounding full of regret.

The deg!!

It felt like Kanaya had gotten a stab.

It's painful to know that the husband she just married, still can't forget the woman from her past.

Can Kanaya cry? Not even a day of marriage, but he was heartbroken (again). Nelangsa very love story, even though he also had a wound before and it was not healed.

The outrageous!! After claiming to have a woman who can still not be forgotten, now Mr. Lecturer is asking for marriage like a husband/wife in general –as if nothing happens. Could anyway? Kanaya doubted him so much, she was already hurt.

“I said so, because I'm afraid you're uncomfortable with my attitude going forward. A little bit of my current feelings - which still have feelings for other women, may affect my attitude towards you who cannot bestow complete affection.”

Although his talk is true –about past relationships and affection, Kanaya is reluctant to admit it. Even before their marriage, Kanaya also never felt uncomfortable with the attitude of the Lecturer's bodo-cuek.

But this ... Yes Rabbi~ Mr Adhi!! Think not anyway, precisely because the Father of the story –now they become equally uncomfortable.

I want Kanaya to say rude. What an emotion, I swear!!

“Then about the obligations and rights I talked about earlier, I will meet all your needs and desires – materially– as a compensation can not give proper affection to the wife. And rights, I do not demand to get it – in terms of meeting biological needs. Please respect each other's privacy. Can you accept all of those things?”

Kanaya did not immediately answer, she was still weighing while dampening the emotions of her soul that had been very blazing. But next, his head looked up and looked directly into the Lecturer's bead of eyes.

“I accept,” Kanaya replied firmly while holding out her handshake.

Hearing his wife's answer, you could say that Adhi was surprised – plus the girl's reaction that does not imply the slightest doubt, even impressed to challenge him.

Adhi welcomes Kanaya's handshake.

“Good Sir, I also want to tell you Mr. .. if I also have someone I still like. So~ let's not engage each other's feelings and interfere with each other's privacy, as you said. Please also fulfill your own promise, then I will do the same thing,” said Kanaya brave and full of emphasis.

Adhi was no less surprised by the answer of the Student/Wife. “Loh, can't be so dong –that's your name is cheating,” Adhi said against it.

“Why am I cheating? So, Dad dong too! Even worse, because my father has played my feelings!” kanaya's reply was unacceptable.

Instantly Adhi lost his word, after he heard the last sentence of the Student/Wife. Honestly, this is the first time an Adhiandra has received a reaction beyond what she had expected from a woman. Because he thought, the girl will monologue, cursing until crying sobbing –maybe.

“Ya .. yes, still cannot be equated. Even if I say that I can not forget the feelings of the past, but it is different from you who still like other men –while already married to me. After all, you are wrong!”

Whether realized or not, now Adhi is acting childish - he does not want to lose.

“As far as you want to say I cheated or what kek’, the point is now I am tired ngadepin Mr! I want to go home. Go home now!” reply Kanaya was no less childish.

“Go home? Where to go, you mean?” ask Adhi who seems to be deadlocked.

“Go home to my parents.”

Adhi was jolted at the answer and said, “Astagfirullah Neng, how to say that –Ora ilok, not good,” he reminded.

Then after Kanaya realized her mistake in speaking, she could only regret that and cry on the spot while cupping her face.

Once again Adhi was surprised by Kanaya's reaction and then he immediately approached her as he held the girl in his arms and gave a gentle pat to calm her down.

“Ma .. sorry sir, I don't mean to say that,” said Kanaya stammered because she faltered because of her crying that she couldn't stop yet.

“Already, I understand. I also apologize for not thinking long and hurting your feelings. But I hope, Eneng believe in my same –niat my story that because I want to start a new life with you without anything I hide,” he explained.

Kanaya nodded as if rubbing her face, as well as Adhi who helped Kanaya wipe away the tears and allowed the girl's hair.

“Neng, don't ask to go home, right? But if it is still uncomfortable, let me sleep in the next room.”

Kanaya agreed to the proposal, although it is not good to have ‘to expel’ the Lecturer/Suami from his own room. But he couldn't lie to his feelings and argue any longer.

“Ya already, let's go in the room and rest,” Adhi. “Emmm ... I want to grab a bed.”

After that long talk, they returned to their respective rooms. They sleep together, but who knows what they will do next?

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Kanaya with Pak Adhi to get along ya~

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Btw, this part is inspired by a personal story. Wkwk ...

Inget pas I dkk puyeng ngerjain scription and we have ‘pengennya syndrome in Halalin aja’.

But it turns out –word me who is married, quyengnya double.

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