SURROGATE WOMB (DINDA)
Dinda Can't See Her Baby

On a clear and cloudy morning, Dinda had woken up earlier and was ready to meet the baby, she could not wait for this moment. Yes, even though her husband has given a photo of their child, Dinda is not satisfied if she has not seen it directly.

"As I can't wait to see the state of our child," said Dinda enthusiastically.

"Yes dear." replied Ryan lethargic.

"Kok looks like you're not really excited to meet your own son, what's wrong?" tanya Dinda was suspicious.

"There's no dear maybe because I'm still a little sleepy, I had a hard time sleeping last night" Ryan's alibi.

"Couldn't you? What are you thinking?" ask Dinda curious.

"I can sleep well if not in bed, where I feel at home in the hospital," replied Ryan so that Dinda did not suspect him, to be sure, originally Ryan was very agitated from last night because in the morning Dinda would look at her son, wanting Ryan to hold him back but she was afraid that the wife was suspicious of him. It is true what the doctor said if hiding this would trouble everyone.

"Gosh, I think because of what mas, yasudah yuk," Dinda asked and Ryan drove his wife to the nursery.

"Which son is it?" dinda asked while looking at some babies who were fast asleep, but there was one baby who stole Dinda's attention.. The baby boy is in an incubator with his body filled with tubes, ranging from breathing to the chest.

"Pity the baby" said Dinda, pointing to the real baby, Dinda and Ryan.

"Pity for what, baby?" ryan asked to find out.

"Because he was a child but had to feel the pain in the hose, I could not bear to see it mas," said Dinda teary-eyed.

"If it happened to our son what would you do?" ask Ryan to make sure.

"I won't forgive myself mas, for me I'm careless for making our baby like that" said Dinda as she sobbed and Ryan only silently fixated on hearing Dinda's answer.

Feeling something strange about her husband, Dinda quickly wiped her tears and asked where their son was.

"Of the many babies here, where are our children? Why didn't you tell him?" ask Dinda annoyed.

"Our baby? I.. That's it" Ryan replied, making Dinda suspicious.

"WHERE'S MAS?" peekik Dinda impatient.

"He's our son" replied Ryan softly as he directed Dinda to the baby box that Dinda meant earlier. The baby is in an incubator with his body filled with many hoses.

"WHAT? DON'T JOKE YES MAS," cried Dinda powerless to hold back tears.

"It's a pity that this is our son, I'm sorry" replied Ryan in tears.

"Why do you have to lie?" ask Dinda disappointed.

"I don't want your condition to go into shock so I lied to you like this" Ryan replied.

"It's just right that when I want to see my son you're always banned, it's what you're hiding from me, isn't it? I'm disappointed in you mas" said Dinda disappointed.

"My boy.. Forgive mom who can't take care of you in the womb, forgive mommy son.. Mamah was really sorry," said Dinda sobbing.

"Honey control your emotions, this is the nursery afraid that your crying will interfere with their rest" whispered Ryan.

"YOU TOLD ME TO CONTROL MY EMOTIONS WHEN WE KNOW OUR CHILD IS LIKE THIS? WHERE IS YOUR CONSCIENCE? WHERE THERE IS A MOTHER WHO JUST FOUND OUT HER CHILD IS SUFFERING LIKE THIS JUST BE QUIET..THINK, THINK..I'M A MOTHER SO I KNOW HOW SICK IT IS SO SHE IS," Dinda cried inexhaustible.

"But this is in the nursery baby, baby, if in the room we don't papa you cry as much" Ryan persuaded.

"Foolish with the circumstances around, where do they care about our child, ha? If you care, they should not approve of your play.. If I obey your will to be patient not to meet my son, what will be his fate after that? Do you think that our child will lack fluid or not or even something more serious happens, think until there mas," answered Dinda ignited emotions.

"Sorry Mom.. Mr.. Please be calm yes fear disturbing other babies, if there are differences of opinion please discuss outside yes," scolded the nurse who is guarding.

"Sorry Sus forgive us," replied Ryan hesitantly and pulled Dinda out.

"Why are you taking me out?" tanya Dinda growled.

"Didn't you hear the sister's reprimand?" ryan asked annoyed.

"Suster knows what it's like to be a mother whose baby is critical like that" Dinda said.

"Minda.. Stop acting like that" Ryan scolded.

"What is it like?" tanya Dinda growled.

"Don't keep blaming everyone and assuming that everyone doesn't care about you and our children, they care about you and our babies so they provide the best facilities, they want to make a show with me all for your recovery, if when you wake up I tell our child's condition, are you sure it's okay now? No right? There you'll be shock and your condition's down, '" said Ryan.

But Dinda did not heed Ryan's words and chose to go back into the nursery while trying to push the wheelchair with all her strength. Can not be denied Dinda heart really hurt to see the state of his son like that, he felt like a failed mother because it endangers the safety of his son.

"Son.. The strong yes, mommy is here, mommy will always accompany you, yuk healed son," said Dinda while stroking her baby's tiny hands with tears.

"Mommy's heart is broken to see you like this, sorry for the carelessness of mommy who can not take care of you well, mommy does not want you like this son, let's fight the pain and we heal together, mommy does not want you like this, mommy promises to take good care of you" said Dinda as she continued to look at the baby.

"The photo that Ryan loved was just a lie for me, the fact that my son is not like the one in the photo, forgive mommy who had instigated your papah lie, forgive mommy," said Dinda.

Ryan who saw his wife drooping and unceasingly crying felt his heart was very sick, then Ryan again remembered what the cause of his wife and child to be like this, all this is Rio.. He was the culprit of all the problems in his small family.

"It's been twice Rio harmed my wife and child so don't expect him to be able to live a quiet life, without the help of the boy I can do it myself.. It's all for the sake of Dinda and my son, how brazen Rio is, being an ex-husband still messes with the happiness of my little family," murmured Ryan clenched his hands and contacted Rio.

"Hello?" greet Rio by phone.

"Gue asked us to meet right now at the Stanford cafe.. I wait," said Ryan without saying stale and immediately turned off the call.

"Well what's up? I was wrong, especially?" rio's inner wonder then he chose to meet Ryan to be clear what the problem will be discussed.