
Almost a month this prospective husband did not melt him even though he had tried hard to stay away from Ryan, his number was blocked after Vika signed a statement.
Vika realizes that if the mistake made was fatal, it was appropriate for her to receive such a heavy punishment, allowing Dito to torture her, even though Dito continued his marriage.
Geck.. Geck.. Geck.. The knock on Dito's door.
"Non Vika, enter non," said Dito's maid named Yanti.
"Yes, thank you" replied Vika.
"Dito is there mbak?" ask Vika to make sure.
"It looks like there's a non, maybe it's in his room, just try to get there" Yanti replied.
"Don't you mbak?" ask Vika to make sure.
"Gak papa non, it is usually so," replied Yanti then Vika took the stairs to Dito's room.
Geck.. Geck.. Geck.. The knock on Dito's room door.
"Who?" ask Dito from inside.
"It's me, Vika, can you come in?" vika answered nervously.
Silent.. Suddenly the atmosphere became quiet, no more answers from the owner of the room. Want to go straight in but Vika hesitates, Vika is self-conscious if it is here she is the guilty one.
Coincidentally there was Dito's papa out of the room and saw Vika standing alone without going into his son's room. "Vica.. Why are you standing there?" ask Bramantyo.
"Of.. This is om, Vika knock on the door of Dito's room if there's no authorization, there's no one?" tanya Vika hid the facts. He did not want Dito's papa to know if their relationship was not okay.
"Well, the car's outside, try knocking again" Bramantyo and Vika's orders followed. Niente.. There was no word at all and it made Dinda nervous.
"Maybe sleep, just go in, yesterday he was not feeling well" said Bramantyo.
"Dito's sick?" ask Vika in shock.
"Yes.. Om thinks you're here to look at him, it doesn't know yet" replied Bramantyo.
"I don't know, Dito didn't say, '" replied Vika looking down embarrassed.
"Yaudah is not papa, just go in there, hopefully after you look at him immediately healed," teased Bramantyo, the response given by Vika just a small smile. After getting approval from the homeowner, Vika ventured to enter.
"Unlocked? Nambek but kok nanggung, "inner Vika amused.
"Darling, are you okay? He said you were sick?" ask Vika gently and sit on the side of the bed.
"Ngapain is so desperate!" pekik Dito was upset.
"I need to apologize from you, until whenever I will never get tired of apologizing," said Vika staring Dito attached.
"Don't stare like that, just look at your ex and have fun!" allison Dito.
"When are you going to keep this up?" ask Vika.
"I don't know and I never will!" dito ketus.
"I'm sorry, I admit that I was wrong, not only wrong, but I also made you hurt and even lost your trust" said Vika sincerely.
"Conscious too," Dito replied sniffling and smiling mockingly.
"Since that incident I've realized, I've repeatedly apologized but you don't forgive, if you hate me now it's better not to continue our marriage, I do not want after that there will be a commotion for the sake of commotion, getting married is not an easy thing," said Vika teary-eyed, heavy for him to express this but better say it now rather than continue.
"So you want our marriage to end?" dito asked in disbelief if Vika would say that.
"Better that, right? I kept apologizing but you had no response at all, I ran out of ways how you could forgive me, my fault was fatal and now I intend to fix it, am I not worthy of forgiveness? I also know my sin is so great even to be forgiven by God it feels difficult, so I realize if you do so, I have damaged your trust and I have made your heart hurt, therefore forgive me if all this time I can only trouble you, I do not want with you forced to continue this marriage will later have no good impact for us in the future" replied Vika crying as she pleased. Vika's heart also aches to have to say this, she desperately wants to enjoy her old days and live together with Dito.
"I haven't been able to accept your mistake even seeing you sometimes, my memory reflexively played the scene where you and your ex were having sex!" dito was furious.
"I knew.. Until anytime you will not be able to forget that," replied Vika self-conscious.
"You know I had an affair with Ryan alone has made you angry, how would it be if you knew my other ugliness, maybe you would be sure to leave me," said Vika.
"What is your other bad? Is it about cheating too?" ask Dito curiously.
"Whether we get married or not, I'm ready to accept all those decisions with the air, I'm very bad, I don't deserve you whose life is almost perfect, I don't deserve you, I used to disappear for 5 years even my aunt could not know where I was," replied Vika pessimist telling her past an inmate.
"Where are you? Been kidnapped? Brought overseas?" dito asked increasingly curious.
"I.. I used to want a man who had stopped by in my life, that man was my first love and I ever wished I could live with him, be happy with him, be with him, but we had to run aground in the middle of the road and lost contact for years, until one day we accidentally met, we agreed to exchange contacts, I think he was still single, he said, so I gave him my number, so that there was at some point where I was contacted by him not to meet or ask news, but to be asked please about the audit, please, I was willing because I thought I would meet him there, but I was wrong, it turned out that I was helping him and now this is his wife, I can't accept this, I can't accept it, at that time I was too unstable so I justified all means to make their household a mess, I repeatedly tried to trap and even terrorize them but always found out until finally impacting into the realm of law, with the evidence they've gathered, I'm found guilty and yes.. I was in jail for 5 years, I.. The woman you once loved you will even make this wife is an ex-convict, not because of violence, killing people or using drugs, he said, I was in prison for a long time because of romance," said Vika stammering even her voice almost lost because of hoarse.
Dito who hears the honesty of Vika is increasingly made to disbelieve, the person he loves was once a prisoner? Dito can not imagine if his parents will know this is forgivable, it could be that Dito's parents will become resentful of Vika.
"You're too surprising to me, Vika.. The facts from you really make me dizzy, the wounds in the heart have not healed already you make new wounds again," Dito's inner silence a thousand languages when he knows the truth.