SURROGATE WOMB (DINDA)
Dito Worry

"I haven't been able to accept your mistake even seeing you sometimes, my memory reflexively played the scene where you and your ex were having sex!" dito was furious.

"I knew.. Until anytime you will not be able to forget that," replied Vika self-conscious.

"You know I had an affair with Ryan alone has made you angry, how would it be if you knew my other ugliness, maybe you would be sure to leave me," said Vika.

"What is your other bad? Is it about cheating too?" ask Dito curiously.

"Whether we get married or not, I'm ready to accept all those decisions with the air, I'm very bad, I don't deserve you whose life is almost perfect, I don't deserve you, I used to disappear for 5 years even my aunt could not know where I was," replied Vika pessimist telling her past an inmate.

"Where are you? Been kidnapped? Brought overseas?" dito asked increasingly curious.

"I.. I used to want a man who had stopped by in my life, that man was my first love and I ever wished I could live with him, be happy with him, be with him, but we had to run aground in the middle of the road and lost contact for years, until one day we accidentally met, we agreed to exchange contacts, I think he was still single, he said, so I gave him my number, so that there was at some point where I was contacted by him not to meet or ask news, but to be asked please about the audit, please, I was willing because I thought I would meet him there, but I was wrong, it turned out that I was helping him and now this is his wife, I can't accept this, I can't accept it, at that time I was too unstable so I justified all means to make their household a mess, I repeatedly tried to trap and even terrorize them but always found out until finally impacting into the realm of law, with the evidence they've gathered, I'm found guilty and yes.. I was in jail for 5 years, I.. The woman you once loved you will even make this wife is an ex-convict, not because of violence, killing people or using drugs, he said, I was in prison for a long time because of romance," said Vika stammering even her voice almost lost because of hoarse.

Dito who hears the honesty of Vika is increasingly made to disbelieve, the person he loves was once a prisoner? Dito can not imagine if his parents will know this is forgivable, it could be that Dito's parents will become resentful of Vika.

"You're too surprising to me, Vika.. The facts from you really make me dizzy, the wounds in the heart have not healed already you make new wounds again," Dito's inner silence a thousand languages when he knows the truth.

Seeing her future husband just silent makes Vika self-conscious if he does not deserve to be with Dito. "Why are you silent? Surely you can't accept this, right?" vika asked with a bitter smile.

"There are more facts about you that I need to know?" ask Dito lirih.

"That's all, just being caught cheating on me with my status as an inmate" replied Vika.

"Who's the guy you're after? Don't tell me your ex-boyfriend is the one you spent time with at the hotel?" guess Dito and Vika nodded.

"God.. It is fitting that you will easily cheat, you used to want to damage his household by justifying all means but failed, now you have succeeded, now you have succeeded, their household may be on the edge and the desire to have it is huge, you are great!" allison Dito.

"After I got out of prison, I realized that it wasn't love but an obsession to get her back" Vika replied.

"You realized? Do you realize why you are repeating again? The difference this time you succeed, you have made Ryan in your arms" said Dito.

"Refuse me from continuing!" allison Dito.

"Who found out that I have tried to refuse, I do not want to happen a second time, in fact I was invited to marry siri I do not want! I realize being a thorn in the household that person is not good, maybe if I was in the position Dinda will feel tremendous pain, especially among them there are already children," said Vika.

"That's very wise to speak but you can't practice it!" allison Dito.

"could.. As long as that day I don't meet him, I've stayed away from him even, but yes it is.. He promised if it was the last time and he also promised not to disturb my life again, so I am willing even though I know it is wrong," replied Vika regretfully.

"Do you regret it?" ask Dito.

"Not only sorry but very sorry, I was too naive at the time, wondering what it was like to have Ryan completely, I'm sorry, all the decisions are in your hands, I'm ready to accept anything, most importantly for me, you will be happy with the right person" Vika replied.

"If I end this now?" dito asked to make sure, seeing the look of a shocked and sad face from Vika made Dito actually could not bear.

"I'm ready to accept all this, I thank you so much for accompanying my days with love, for loving me sincerely and for making me a better person," vika answered with tears.

After managing her breath well and being able to return to her grievances, Vika resumed her words, "If this is indeed the best decision for you and can make you happy, I will accept it, I will accept it, I want you to be happy, I don't want you to fall just because of me, to be honest.. I love you, I'm happy to be the one in your life even though for a moment, I feel like I'm one of the lucky women, once again forgive me for not being able to make you happy, at least I'm relieved to have told the truth who I am," said Vika trying hard.

"Why did you even tell me your disgrace? Don't you have any idea that your honesty will have a big impact on our relationship?" dito asked curiously, everywhere disgrace is kept as much as possible.

"Because I don't want you to hear that I'm an ex-con from someone else, I don't want that, so I'm anticipating from now on that you will get some outside talk, you won't be surprised or disappointed" replied Vika.

"I don't know what to say and I don't know what to decide how our relationship is, your honesty has shocked me my brain and my heart are not in sync, you better just go home," push away the fine Dito.

"I'm going home without you asking, but I'm asking you for permission to say goodbye to your parents, somehow I was accepted in this family well so I have to go well too" said Vika.

"Son.. Don't tell them anything, your scandal they don't know, I deliberately keep it all a secret, besides I haven't decided how our relationship will be" Dito refused.