
After Rio managed to bring his wife back home, now Sisil and Rio were like someone who had just met, both of them were awkward. The thing that makes Rio feel strange and uncomfortable because this is not like the usual Sisil, Sisil used to always be spoiled and asked to be noticed by Rio but this time not.. After arriving home, Sisil immediately rushed to the room to clean up and after that prepared a makeshift dinner, he said, there was no special chat at night especially Rio was even awkward to start everything from scratch.
"Have you finished your bath? Let's have dinner first," Sisil took a seat.
"It's been.. What are you cooking?" ask Rio.
"Fried rice is the same as eggs ceplok mas, make a practical and makeshift menu in the kitchen," replied Sisil and then prepare food to the plate Rio.
"Why not ask for ART?" ask Rio.
"What did you do? It's just fried rice, already eat," said Sisil who directly devoured fried rice.
Rio who feels now his wife is different since getting out of prison and leaving the house can only be silent.. He does not want to ruin this dinner, Rio has promised to change his attitude.
"That feels so good" Rio praised.
"Thank you mas.." answered Sisil flatly.
"Seriously this is delicious" Rio said honestly.
"Yes, thank you very much, this I learned while living in prison first," Sisil replied making Rio instantly stop eating. He immediately remembered how Sisil suffered in prison and how hard he lived there.
"I'm sorry I didn't mean to offend you" Rio said feeling guilty.
"Well, I'm just telling the story," replied Sisil still remained cold and returned to feed the fried rice to his mouth.
"It's hard to live in a prison?" rio asked iba.
"Yes that's.. But behind it all there is the meaning of life that I quoted," replied Sisil.
"May we both be better individuals," Rio hoped and was answered a nod by Sisil.
"What's the situation?" ask Sisil.
"Still the same.. Mamah too," Rio replied sadly.
"What's hard for you is all this ordeal, I will help take care of both your parents but after returning home from work," Sisil replied making Rio choke.
"You still want to work?" rio asked in shock.
"of course.. What harm?" ask Sisil.
"I'm sorry that these few months I have neglected to give you a living but for now please don't work anymore, at home as usual" Rio said.
"Sorry if I used to ignore you too much but not this time, please resign" Rio pleaded.
"I'm sorry I can't, I'm under contract" Sisil refused firmly.
"alright.. After the contract is completed immediately resign," pinta Rio.
"Look at it later," replied Sisil soberly which made Rio less satisfied to hear it.
After they finished dinner, Sisil went straight to the room and broke down. Unknowingly he was already closed, Rio who saw his wife fall asleep felt very pity because of himself his wife had to feel the life of the outside world is very cruel.
"I'm sorry for my selfishness in the past, I'm sorry I ignored you, sorry also because I was too obsessed with my ex-wife, now I realize that you've been in my life.. Although later we have no offspring but I do not mind it, because you have so sacrificed for my mother, once again forgive me Sil, I still love you," rio said as he kissed Sisil's forehead slowly and then went to sleep.
Sisil actually listened to what her husband said but she chose to keep pretending to be asleep, she was still hurt by her husband's indifference that let her out of the house for months especially without a living.. Sisil was tormented by that plus his mother who was bitterly wanted Sisil to separate from her husband and told Sisil to be able to find his own money. Now Sisil realized, his mother told him like that so that he realized that if the person he loved was no longer the same as before, everything had changed.
"You say you still love me a thousand times won't change me back to what I used to be, I don't hate you nor do I dislike you.. very disappointed in your attitude that ignored me without giving a living, especially while in prison only a few times you visit and that too because of a certain purpose, all of that makes me realize that you are no longer the old Rio mas, the one who sincerely loves me and makes me the queen, let me be like this mas because I also need to strengthen myself if something similar happens again, sorry mas I changed.. I still love you too, I came back here to take care of your parents.. Either way they were still my in-laws, second parents after my mother," Sisil's inner self was teary-eyed and looked at the husband who had fallen asleep.
Then there was a chat coming in from Ronald that made Sisil feel happy.
"Hi beautiful, are you asleep? Why didn't you wait for me to come home?" fill in Ronald's chat.
"It's about to sleep Nald, sorry about that I was picked up by my husband," replied Sisil.
"Do you know you work?" ask Ronald.
"Look.. That's why I was surprised suddenly he picked me up, mamah takin said he did not tell me whether my husband knows where from, no wind no rain suddenly want to fix everything," confide Sisil.
"What did you give me?" ronald asked curiously.
"Yes I'm quiet.. Now I want to focus on my two in-laws who are in the hospital, after they recover somehow my relationship with my husband" replied Sisil.
"Well, we will rarely meet dong eh once you meet later you return to your husband," replied Ronald with a sad emoticon.
"I don't know in the future what it looks like, at least we will have one office so often meet dong ya even though in working hours," replied Sisil did not want to give hope.
"Did already.. The spirit of Sil hopefully your two in-laws will heal quickly and you can focus more on working" replied Ronald resigned.
"Thanks.. Already there sleep, I also want to rest, good night Ronald," replied Sisil who makes Ronald not sincere if you have to communicate for a while but what can you do? She is a nobody and now the person she loves is in the arms of her husband.
"My fault is why I love someone's wife, when her husband returns I am sad and jealous.. Duh why my life is so gini anyway," muttered Ronald while staring at his picture with Sisil.