Teapot Water
Rice Has Become Porridge
"Mister, it's here. Not dad, papa?" asked the taxi driver online while staring at Taca from behind the rearview mirror of his car, the driver was worried about Taca. How not along the way, Taca cried hysterically. Many times the taxi driver stopped his car to calm Taca who continued to cry.
"Ma.kasih sir," replied Taca as she wiped her tears. His eyes hurt, as did his thighs and arms. Along the way Taca scratched his thighs and arms until they were red.
"Sorry sir, I cry hysterically."
"Dad, Ma'am is not papa, let's get the problem done, Ma'am," said the Taxi driver as he turned towards Taca who was opening his car door and exited.
"Thank you, sir," said Taca again, he felt a little bad about his behavior during the trip.
After the car left, Taca went straight into his apartment. His favorite apartment where he unwinds and is tired.
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Taca's cry sounded faintly, her cry covered in the sound of water from the shower. Taca crouched on the corner of the bathroom wall, the air shower wobbled her body, her hands unceasingly rubbing her body.
'Oh my goodness, Taca. Abah will be disappointed with you Taca. Kang Rozak and Aa Riki will hate you, Ta.' Taca's inner self while crying as he could, Taca was confused that he couldn't possibly ask for the answer. Because as Taca remembers, he forced it. Taca was confused as to what to do now.
'What if I'm pregnant?' taca's inner again.
Taca's eyes were rounded, his head instantly dizzy. He just realized another possibility for his behavior. 'Gosh how is this?’
Taca began to grab her hair, her tears getting broken. He was confused as to what he should do. He was completely confused as to who to talk to. What's the way out. Taca's head throbbed softly, his breathing tight he silently stared at the wall in front of him.
The shower began to cool, Taca realized he had taken too long a bath, his body began to shiver. 'I have to talk to Kania, I can't get mad at him, he's wrong but I'm the one who made the sosoan thing to take one more pill. That man wasn't wrong I was stupid. God help me.' Inner Taca wirih.
Taca is not a woman who likes to blame others, she is the type of woman who blames herself on all the events she experiences. Taca is also not the type of woman who likes to share her problems with others. But, Taca feels this problem is not able to shoulder itself he has to share, he needs catharsis (express the emotions he has).
It could be crazy for him if a problem this big he is lazy. Rubbing his body continuously will also not solve any problems, which there is only a very intense pain in his body.
Taca stared red-red at his body, showing signs of possession of his chest, stomach and neck. Taca's cry almost exploded again, but she started to remember what her lecturer said first. All problems have a way out.
"Relax Taca, calm down. This problem has a way out. There's a way out." Taca regulated her breathing to suggest herself with a variety of positive thoughts.
"Silent... You can, you are valuable, this problem there will be a way out. Calm down.. When you open your eyes later you will calm down, you will be able to deal with your problems well. Quiet." Calm."
Taca kept repeating his words he struggled to suggest for himself. Set his breath in deep. Repeating the words earlier, occasionally heard the sound of sobs. Sometimes his voice choked, but he kept forcing it.
"Silent... You can, you know.rga," Taca nibbled at the bottom of his lips, struggling to hold back his tears, again the shadow of Abah entered it.
"This problem will have a way out. Calm down.. when you open your eyes later you will calm down, ka.mu will be able to face the mass.ahmu well. Relax..."
Taca was silent, his eyes still closed. He couldn't do it for God's sake. His cry broke again, suddenly Taca felt his head feel heavy, his legs limp. His legs seemed unable to support his body at all. Taca fell and the last thing she remembered was just a scream from behind the shower door.
"GUSTY...NO..!"
And Taca collapsed...!
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"Ehm..."
"Taca, kunaon maneh ? Naha can faint kieu. Kunaon, Ta ?" a shrill voice greeted Taca. The voice that Taca misses so much, the voice of her best friend.
(Taca, why are you? Why faint gini. Why, Ta.?)
"Is..?"
"Heeuh ieu's, Iis. Ai maneh kunaon? Naha can faint, jeung naha eta panto teu dikonci deui? Ieu tea Jakarta ,Ta. Kumaha seagrass maneh dibegal, ceurik atuh Abah, Ta," as usual his best friend Iis this chatty ngak no one can lose. If you say there is a pause, lose the rapper of the world.
(Yes this, Iis. You why? Why did he faint, so why was that door not locked again ? This is Jakarta, Ta. What if you are scuttered, crying that there is Abah, Ta.)
Taca stared at Iis before him between believing in disbelief and the arrival of Iis in her apartment and involuntarily crying Taca broke. Taca was crying hysterically while hugging Iis.
(Sorry Abah Sorry.!!)
"Well why are you?" finally out is already a professional nature Iis.
"Snake.urang..." (I.i.).
Taca immediately told her everything, Taca actually told Iis everything. Nothing is covered up, everything Taca tells from Taca who came to Jules' birthday event until she passed out in the bathroom.
Iis just silent, not once he interrupted Taca, he was silent sometimes Iis showed a nagging response, smiling or trying to cover his surprise by opening his eyes. Iis trying to listen to his best friend, Iis know his best friend just needs to be listened to, because Iis sure this best friend already knows the way out.
"I feel guilty, Is. I'm afraid of Abah's heartache" Taca ended the story by wiping her eyes.
"Hm..." Iis sighed, arranging well what she was going to say. Wrong words can kill his best friend. "Read, you're hurting Abah's heart.."
"Huaaaa," Taca's cry broke out hearing Iis's speech.
"Eh... the bridge is a ceurik ngalakah, dengekeun heula, ih... maneh teh, urang seriously yeuh,” said Iis annoyed when she heard Taca's whine.
(Eh.si anjr*t even cry, horrified first..!!" Uhh.. You well, I'm serious about this.)
Taca bit the bottom of her lips, then rubbed her eyes. Holding back her cries, she really needed input from Iis.
"What happened, happened. Rice is already porridge. Now it's time to make that good porridge. That porridge you can give chicken, soy sauce, crackers, or any love that makes the porridge so good," said Iis while stroking the back of Taca, who was still crying.
"As rich as this problem, this problem has already happened, we live to be rich how. With you cry until roaring, rub your body ampe gini red, or maybe even worse you suddenly want to end your life, for example. Will this be the problem?" ask Iis.
"No Iis,” replied Taca briefly.
"That's know. How do you want it now?" tanya Iis while rubbing Taca's hair.
"I. want to forget everything. I will not remember anymore. I want to sincerely just want to resign. It's my fault Is, I can't blame anyone. It's my fault."
"It's not entirely your fault either. Try it if the Kania ngak sosoan do not give your medicine, or it's a guy who is rich is handsome well.."
"Banget," Taca chirped spontaneously and immediately he regretted it when Taca saw the ignorant grin Iis. 'Campus'.
"Eh... Cieee. who likes, who falls in love," ledek Iis.
"IT..!!"
"Okay, sorry.. sorry. well if the man can keep the lust after the incident will not gini Ta. But yes, now what do you want again right or you want to hold the same guy accountable?" ask Iis.
"No. I'm ashamed, I'm ashamed, I'm ashamed, nginget did me the same he last night to I'm ashamed. The problem is that I meant him, not him who meant me" Taca said, biting his lips until he soared, reminiscing about the events of that night.
"If you are pregnant how are you?" ask suddenly.
Taca's face immediately turned deathly pale. His head hurts again. Her tears pushed out again. "I don't know Is. Maybe if I get pregnant I'll come to her place. I'll tell you I'm pregnant." Taca said as she rubbed her tears slowly.
"Keep we'd like some responsibility?” ask Iis.
"I don't know, Iis,” replied Taca while sobbing softly and immediately Taca's cry broke.
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Thank you for reading sorry there are so many typos...
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