Terror Use
S2 changing attitude

Last night I couldn't sleep, until this afternoon I felt dizzy in my head, but I didn't want to make them worry so I was acting normal and acting like I was okay.

Today I chose to stay home, not because my head hurts, but because I still think about that woman named Sabrina .

Who is that woman, why can Rifki say her name while Rifki sleeps, and what is their relationship, those questions keep spinning in my brain ,want to feel her I asked her directly to mas Rifki this morning , but seeing her who is still acting cold to me I undo my intention to ask .

Even mama Dewi also mbok Marni to think if I and mas Rifki were fighting until this morning mama Dewi and mbok Marni asked

"do you guys have a problem ?" ask Mama Dewi after the Rifki mas depart

"no ko ma, we're fine "me said

"but why is Iki's attitude so unusual, not like that" Marni continued

"Nuri also does not know mbok, maybe Rifki mas is just soy sauce" I said again without telling her if last night Rifki mas had several times yelled at me .

I just keep that feeling in my heart, cover it with a smile .

Because all night I did not sleep, I accidentally fell asleep in the tv room, with the tv still on .

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I circulated my gaze, sweeping away every corner of the room .

"this where ? why am I here ?"

muttered

I took my foot through each aisle , a very long hallway seemed endless .

"Nury ....Nuri .... Nuri's...."

A faint sound of someone calling me, I would keep my feet towards the origin of the sound .

"Nury .....Nuri ..... Nuri's...."

The voice was more and more clear until I accelerated my steps, until I reached the intersection, there are three aisles there but I was confused because the sound was heard from the three aisles .

"Lady....Nuri .... Nuri..."

The voice sounded simple to each other, making me confused and dilemma, must choose which aisle .

"astaghfirullah halazim.3x".

I closed my eyes, and then turned my mind towards the voice that kept calling me, reading some verses of the Qur'an.

And when I opened my eyes, the hall was no longer three but just one straight hallway from where I stood .

For sure I began to move my feet up the hallway, slowly but surely now that I was in the middle, I saw a white light in front of me, and then I accelerated my footsteps .

Until I arrived at the end of the hallway, I narrowed my eyes, because the light was very blinding to the eyes, when my eyes began to adapt to the bright light, I began to pay attention around .

A lake with blue water, the sound of birds chirping as if singing sounds very melodious in my ears, many cypress trees are embedded neatly on the edge of the lake . The cool atmosphere with the gentle breeze made me feel relaxed, I breathed deeply into the soothing scent of the fir tree , while closing my eyes, I stretched out both my hands .

But my peace was suddenly interrupted by the voice of someone who sounded familiar to me, I turned my head

"mas Rifki" murmured me

I too was about to approach but my steps were restrained after seeing a woman coming and hugging her, various in verses ,how painful it is to see what is happening before my eyes .

I silently looked at the two, mas Rifki seemed to be silent to get disrespectful treatment from the woman, the woman was shamelessly rubbing her cheeks, even kissing her , I could not see it, with tears that had soaked my cheeks, I ran over, but what happened, I could not touch it .

"mas ...mas Rifki..mas ..."

"stay away from Rifki mas, what are you doing, he's my husband "my bluff

But either mas Rifki or the woman did not touch me, I was invisible to them, let alone mas Rifki he just kept quiet with his blank stare .

"istighfar mas , this is Nuri , Rifki's mas" I shouted for free

Just sobbing my tears is all I can do now , I don't want to let that woman kiss me continue mas Rifki, but I can't do anything.What should I do .

"no no mas Rifki don't "strangle me when Rifki mas also returned his kiss and even more than that

"mas Rifki"

"hah hah hah "I opened my eyes apparently I was dreaming

"astaghfirullah halazim Nuri, you dream yes, dream what hem , until shouted call Rifki all" said mbok Marni

With a breath of sting as well as sweat on my forehead I grabbed the drink that Marni gave me .

"thank you mbok" I said

"you're having a nightmare "ask mbok Marni

"yes mbok "I nodded

"i, I dream of Rifki with another woman" said I as I hugged the middle-aged woman with tears that I could not bear

This pain is just like the pain in my dream

"istighfar Nuri, it's just a dream, Rifki can't possibly be like that ,Rifki was a playboy, but now it's not , he's promised to change , ' he's been , but you take it easy if it is proven that the child is the kind of mbok himself who will beat him " said mbok Marni

"astaghfirullah halazim, ." said I obey what he said mbok Marni.

"now you better wash your face gih, mbok ready for lunch "

"Nuri hasn't wanted to eat mbok "my mouth

"you have to eat, you may not want to eat, but here is what needs to eat, you eat yes" said Marni as she touched my stomach

"well mbok, but a little bit yes " said me later

I don't know why I have no taste for eating, but it's true said mbok Marni if the child in my stomach really needs to eat .

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Now I am sitting in the front seat of the house, waiting for the return of Rifki mas accompanied by Wowo and Popo bang.

"what's the matter ?" ask bang Popo

"i'm confused bang "I said

"why why ?" ask Popo again

"because of Rifki's attitude to you ? timpal Wowo

"hm" I said nodding

"why is it ?" bang Popo asked again

"lately his attitude changed, no longer warm, even he often silent me "I replied

"he changed because of him ..." Wowo's words came to a halt when a voice shocked me

"What are you doing?" ask the Goddess mama who just came, why am I not aware of her, murmured me

"you why daydream anyway, not good pregnant women dream outside like this, yuk enter , already afternoon also "take the mother Goddess

"somewhere around, Nuri wants to wait for Rifki to come home "my mouth

"yes it has been , but if half an hour has not come yet you also enter yes" said Mama Dewi

"iya ma "my sahut

Not long after a black sedan car stopped, I also smiled because what came was the mas Rifki .

"assalammualaikum"

"greetings waalaikum, mas" said as I reached for his hand and kissed the back of his hand, Rifki kissed my forehead as usual

"i miss you" said Mas Rifki suddenly

"what the hell mas, lebay ah " said me

Rifki's attitude warmed up to me again, and I hope Rifki's mas isn't as cold as last night to me .

"while I was ready for the water first yes" said I immediately moved but banned by mas Rifki

"don't, don't need, later you are tired, let's go by yourself, you just wait for ya "mas Rifki and then go to the bathroom.

"whether what happens to you mas , why your attitude changes , I hope you are no longer like last night , which turns rude to me "my inner

"loh mas, really take a bath" I said surprised when a wet hand wrapped his hand on my stomach

"so from then on you daydreamed hem, until you didn't realize I was out of the bathroom, look even I've spent almost twenty minutes in the bathroom" said mas Rifki

"however what the hell ?" ask her again

"mas" I said, flipping my body to face it

"you answered honestly "

"yes, what is it that you want to ask, like his serious "mas Rifki asked back

"wear first your clothes mas "pinta me

"alright" Rifki immediately put on her clothes

"it's already here "mas Rifki patted the side of the bed

"you want to ask what the hell, let's try to ask God willing I will answer honestly" he said

"who's Sabrina ?"

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