Terror Use
chapter 42

It was getting late in the afternoon, and soon the 40-day event Ijah's grandmother began, I immediately prepared, wearing a white robe, and a veil like I approached mother.

"ayo ma'am, it's late" I said

"are you sure you want to come ? " ask mom to worry about me

"insya Allah Ma'am, Nuri sure "said me

"yes already then,yu departs, Fel watch over Dede huh ?" exclaim mom to Ifel

"siiip.ibu take it easy" he said.

we went together because Dad had gone first with the fathers

Until we finally arrived

I thought I would be fine but it turned out that after I saw Haris the pain and tightness returned I guess right, especially after our eyes met , I inhaled the air inside , then I exhaled .

"i should be able to, I am strong "my mind is self-sustaining

"Nuri.." Someone called me, I looked at Meta who called me

"i don't think you came" he said

"why is that?" ask me

"are you okay ?" ask her back

"indeed what's wrong with me, it's quiet already, I'm fine "my answer

"let's go you guys in on the 'entry, the show will start "excited my mother

I went in with Meta, and sat next to Haris' mother

The prayer began, and went on smoothly until it was over, after which I rushed out without touching a single banquet there ,this tightness asked me to quickly go outside, especially again I had to be presented with a scene that made me sick.

Della, her name is Della, can't stand her taste when seeing her keep clinging to Haris, she feeds Haris by continuing to look at me, while Haris she just bows her face , does he want to heat me up" I thought ,

When I was about to move accidentally I looked in front of me right behind Haris, I saw Grandma Ijah smiling at me by waving her hand , then she disappeared.

coincidentally, someone patted my shoulder

"KUNTILANAK" I was surprised

And suddenly I made all eyes point at me, I just smiled awkwardly while showing my teeth.

For those who know my habits they will only shake their heads, but for those who do not know of course I will be said strange

"waduh the real Nuri here there kun ..til ... kid" asked Bu iyet feeling terrified, who did know if I could see those who are invisible ,and it just so happens that this Mom is very scared of her people

"ah engga ko Bu, tadi Nuri just keceplosan only, hehehehe.." my grin.

I also immediately went outside following the meta who had returned to his house.

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Two days after that, I heard that Haris and his family today will return to the city ,

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One year passed, I started to forget Haris even though this pain still I guess, and it scared me enough to be in a relationship.

There were some men who came to propose to me but none that I accepted, because indeed I felt not ready ,not because I haven't been able to move on but I just don't want to feel her pain anymore.

I spent my savings to buy a motorbike, even if it was used, the important papers were complete and still taxed.

At first I bought a motorbike to make it easier for me when I want to go to the market, let's not wait for long angkot continues to jostle , but as time goes by , ' let's not wait for angkot , there are neighbors who ask to be brought there and here, I became a handyman, but only women, about his father does not allow me to carry male passengers.

I also began to get bored with my life like this continues, want to add to the experience of working in the city like my other peer things including Meta, Meta , Meta is currently working in bandung, he said he works as a waiters in a cafe in Bandung, but there are also those who say he works in a beauty salon, I don't know which one is right.

I began to express my wish to my father, because I was the closest to my father, in contrast to my two sisters who were closer to my mother, but I also asked my mother for her opinion at that time, and she asked me for her permission first.

"dad Nuri wants to work well" I said

"work?what work?"ask dad

"yes...What work can be?" my ask

"maybe but where's the work ?" ask dad again

"just look for a job for Nuri, in the city there must be a job vacancy, find out also from a friend of a coworker father "sahut mother gave a proposal

"continue later in the city where do you live? whochu?" ask dad again

"yes, I can stay with my father "so said

"yes, it's fine that I will find him who knows there are job vacancies that are suitable for you" said the father later

"yeeeeyyy.thank you dad "cried me while hugging my dad.

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Tonight was very bright, many stars scattered up there around the moon whose light penetrated into my bedroom window.

I put my body on my bed that is not so soft, then I close my eyes by always reading sholawat in my heart, slowly drowsiness began to I guess, and I began to sleep.

In a place that was somewhere out of nowhere, I sat on the green grass that spread wide, someone then came and sat beside me, slowly he spread his body ,and put his head on my lap.

I stroked her hair with my straight-forward gaze ,

"do you like the view ?" ask her

"yes, I really like her "my answer

"do you like me ?"

Degs....

I gasped when I heard the question, until I finally lowered my face to his face

"hah hah hah." I woke up with a pounding in my heart that was like running out.

"that weird dream again" my inner

"who is this guy, why is he always in my dreams?and why has that man always appeared in my dreams for a year?" my mind asked

I saw the clock showing the time of dawn prayer I rushed to purify myself, after which I performed my two rakaat prayers.

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