Terror Use
chapter 36

I really feel very happy after yesterday the doctor said that my mother was completely healed.

Now my family and I are going to do a mother's thanksgiving study, helping Mak Entin and a few other neighbors prepare food.

On the sidelines of my busy life my phone rang, and I saw Haris covering me not for long I raised his call

"hallo, assalammualaikum.." I answered the phone.

"................"

"callo,Haris....?"

"................"

"hallo Ris,Haris hello ...."

I see my phone screen is still connected but there's no voice from her

"has...Tut Tut...."

" it's been cut off "my mumbling

I don't know why I feel bad, it's like there's pain, bad, anxious, everything's mixed up .

"why are you Nur?"reproof mom

"ga nothing ko Bu maybe just soy sauce "my excuse

"yes you rest there"mom told me, I went to my room to rest for a while

"The Queen woke up the mothers of the study had come , the event is soon to start" said mother build my ku

"ah sorry Miss Nuri overslept "my words while yawning

"yes there you take a shower first "command mom

I also brought a dress shirt with her veil to the bathroom.

After I finished with my bath ritual, the recitation began with the lead of kyai Abdul as a prayer reader, apparently the uncle who invited him.

The event took place solemn until finally his studies were completed right before the Maghrib adhan reverberated.

Now the house has been deserted, Pak kyai Abdul has returned home after performing Maghrib prayers congregate in my house.

Suddenly I felt my d*d* throbbing and felt like I was at a high altitude, whatever was wrong with me ,my feeling became so upset that I was shocked by the fried banana that fell right on my face

"uh.." I was surprised.

"bengong mulu tuh his fried banana runs out"

ifel pranks me

"ko in the end "complaints me

"who told bengong to keep kirain watching tv earlier, tuh already on the other side of one" he said

pointing at the fried banana that was in my hand.

"on the sidelines anyway on the sisain but do not throw also "upset me while I eat his fried banana

"huaa.....Bu fried bananas her in the same mak Nur "jerit Febry while crying

"loh ko brother is not the brother of Ifel who ngabisin, kak Nuri just eat this one ko" said I defend myself

"haaaahh....Ifel Ifel this habit of yours yes, just play , not want another" complained father sighed his long breath.

"yes it's Dede with father yu, we buy martabak want not?" bargain dad who instantly made Febry stop his crying

"sister Ifel will ask yes de" exclaimed Ifel

"don't let your stomach be full of fried bananas" Febry said, imitating my style of speaking to Ifel

"the boy "Ifhel laughed

"Nuri drowsiness Nuri to the room ya ma'am" said I

and mom just nodded

After being in the room I reached for Haris's cell phone, it turned out that there was a message coming in from an hour ago,

I opened the message and started reading.

"assalammualaikum, Nuri ,how is your day today , sorry before her , if I hurt you, tomorrow I will meet you , we have to talk , there is something I want to talk about , ' he said ,let's meet at the place where I express my feelings to you, we meet there at one o'clock in the afternoon I wait for your arrival 'wasalam" said the message

"what does he mean, why does he apologize, why does he also ask to meet there, why don't you just pick him up anyway, what does he want to talk about ?" my mind asked

I fell asleep, but only a few minutes I fell asleep I blinked my eyes because I felt glare, I saw around me there were many flower plants ,the various shapes and types are all embedded neatly and tasty in view , the air was cool despite the scorching heat in addition to the smell of flowers blown by the wind about my sense of smell was able to calm my mind .

"what is this place, why am I here ?"muttered

I spread my eyes all over this place, my eyes stopped on a white flower, what a flower it was, because I had just seen it first.

I approached and I picked up, the smell was very fragrant, I breathed deeply in the aroma, but suddenly a beam of green light shimmered in front of me and showed a man of tall stature ,chest field looks dashing, he wore clothes like kingdom-royal clothes a long time ago, his handsome face with firm eyebrows, his eyes are a bit narrow, as well as reddish lips, ' he said ,he smiled at me there was a dimple on his left cheek as he smiled warmly at me

"who areyou?" ask me

Without answering the man even pulled me in his arms, he held me, why did it feel so comfortable it was so different when Haris hugged me at that time .

I woke up when I heard the dawn Adhan

"just a dream "my mumbling

I did not think about the problem of the dream earlier, I immediately rushed to clean myself, take ablution water and perform dawn prayers.

Time was running fast 'now I'm in the place where Haris used to say his feelings to me , I asked the taxi driver who brought me back because I thought he would come home with Haris.

Not long after came a black Avanza car, the car stopped not far from where I stood.

Long enough his people out of his car, I step my foot into the saung not far from here , just now I sit someone approaching me , I smiled looking at her but I was confused over her usual attitude she always smiled warmly at me but this time she only displayed an ordinary smile with a slightly moody look ,he looked sad but I couldn't guess what was wrong with him.

"sorry, it makes you wait "his words

"don't I'm new until "my words

"here sit ,pegel know stand up , what the hell is tumben ngajakin meet here , usually you are also home" asked me a little shift from my seat

"heeh.."he sighed.

"before that I apologize to you "his words

"sorry for what?"ask me confused

"actually I don't want to do this, I don't want to hurt you, I love you, Nur, I love you too?" his words made me wrinkle my forehead

"actually what the hell are you why ?" ask me confused

"i was yesterday as I was yesterday".

"you yesterday why, talk slowly, what's wrong ?" ask me while grabbing hands

nya, but he hugged me instead, I felt his body vibrate and sound a sob of his, what is he crying 'my inner

I put my hand on his back and said

"do you have a problem ?" ask me slowly

"excuse me Nur , forgive me , I don't really want to do this , but I was forced to do it , I was forced " he said as he sobbed

"what's up ?" ask me again

"yesterday I ...married " said yes after pausing his sentence.

Like being struck by lightning in broad daylight, I jolted to escape from his embrace

"impossible" my inner scream

I shook my head

"you're kidding, aren't you?" ask me with a vibrating voice

"forgive me, I'm forced" he said looking down regretfully

"but why, what's my fault?" I asked, and my tears just escaped

"you're not wrong, I'm wrong, forgive me "he said

"what do you mean ?" much

"a I I accidentally slept with her, I was drunk, I was betrothed by my parents especially my papa with her but I refused I only love you , ' I love you ,but that night I really did not accidentally do that with her , forgive me Nuri , forgive me "

Which woman will not be sick to find out the fact that her lover married another woman, really my heart really feels broken, sick and tight, I cried bitterly in front of her ,when he was about to hug me again I refused him, I stood staring at him blankly.

"thank you for giving me happiness, hope and pain that will somehow get well, thank you "say I wirih

I saw a glimpse on the black Avanza car earlier, apparently it's Haris' car because looking from the license plate his vehicle number shows his hometown

inside her was a person, and it could be confirmed that it was Haris' wife

"you're here with her, your wife ?" ask me to stare blankly ahead , his feeling is very heavy to say the word wife

"i want to meet her, can't I?" say

"u for what?"ask her tergugu

"i just want to talk to her, between the girls, you take it easy I won't do anything to her, get used to it ?" my ask

Haris also went to his car , it was seen he was talking to the person who was in his car , shortly afterwards he had to come with a beautiful woman, beside her.

I forced a smile to see it even though my heart was so broken, but I had to be strong.

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