Terror Use

Terror Use
chapter 84


STILL HARIS POV


Now Nuri and I are sitting in the hospital garden seat .


"ehm..what do you want to say ?" asked Nuri glanced at me


"Nuri, I know I was wrong, wrong for hurting you first, a..."


"have Haris gone, I have forgiven you, I have forgotten "his words cut my words


"is I still in your heart, even a little ?" ask me to make her look at me quickly


"what kind of question is that ? " his words while frowning her


"i still love you Nuri" I said in my heart


"then what about Della, don't you think about her feelings ?" ask her


"i have never loved Nuri before, only you are here" I said again by pointing to my d*d*


"are I still in your heart ?" back I asked


" i'm so flattered to hear it, it feels so special to me, but you don't be selfish Ris, you've got a family, even though your wife doesn't currently exist, but one day she'll come back , keep his feelings "his words without glancing at me


"if you ask me if you are still in my heart then the answer is no, it would be very sinful for me if I still love the husband of the person" she said


"the first love can never be forgotten . Yes it's true that, all our memories I can't forget, but that doesn't mean I still have feelings for you like before" she replied, leaving me glued in silence


"then what's your relationship with Rifki ?" ask me a question that I really want to know the answer to


"we have nothing to do, but ...."


"but what ?" his speech stopped and it appeared he sighed


"there is something that connects us in the past, whether you want to believe it or not, which is obviously what happened" he said as he glanced at me


"you mean?" ask me who doesn't understand


"a man with a face similar to Rifki was always present in my dreams, long before I came here and met Rifki mas, even he was present when I was with you first " her speech


What does it mean someone with a face like Rifki ? I really did not understand and was about to ask again but suddenly Nuri moved


"it's been too long , I better be back , Tito and the others will be home soon" he said


From where did he know if they were going, not to mention I asked him he had spoken again


"live happily with your new family, sincerely all as I gave you to Della first, maybe it will be difficult, but trust me God's plan is more beautiful than we imagined , let's go inside again "his words while the road first leaves me who is still glued to where I sit.


I looked at Nuri who started to move away, I was stupid, I could have done like that , now all of it has happened , rice has become porridge, sorry was free , ' he said ,Nuri is now happy with other people, and even my name is no longer in her heart .


Well maybe we're destined not to be together, I'll try to recapitulate her as she said earlier,I moved and began dragging my feet to follow Nuri who might have gotten inside.


HARIS POV


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I walked ahead of Haris that he might be disappointed with my answer, but this was better than him hoping for more , it is also true of what I said that I no longer have any feelings for him.


When I entered Rifki's room at the hospital, I saw Tito and the others staring at me.


"why do you see me like that ?" ask me clumsy


"ah no, we're just wondering what Haris wants to talk to you about, where's Haris ?" ask Eko


"be it behind me" I said


I also sat in a plastic chair that I like to use in meatball stalls near the bathroom door.


"why sit there, here sit here "mas Rifki patting the side of his bed


"ah what the hell is Rifki, not ah here alone" I refused


"don't be whore-decker not muhrim" exclaimed Tito


"someone peeked behind the door, he noticed you" said Wowo ringing in my ears


I immediately looked at door & Rifki also noticed my point of view


"what's wrong?" ask me Rifki


"it's okay"


"this is the Haris where the hell we do not nongol-nongol we already want to go back too, what we just stay" said Bobi clucked annoyed


"tuh "pointing me with my chin at the door without making a sound


Bobi and the others also looked in the direction I pointed, making Eko move closer to him.


"woy was doing here, we're in waiting for you from earlier" Eko exclaimed in surprise to Haris


"you cry ?" ask her


Makes mas Rifki glance at me, but I just shrug my shoulders.


"whoever is crying, my man was just sleepy, most of the lurking so watering my eyes "his pretext


"oh, ah yes we want to go back, you want to go back too ?" ask Eko


"ehm ..ya I told Rifki first "his words I heard


Now Rifki mas friends have come home to me and Rifki mas here.


"what were you guys talking about ?" asked Rifki when I just laid my body on a long sofa, really on the first day I dapet it makes me uncomfortable ,the pain in my stomach and the upper part of my hip made me uncomfortable .


"certainly nostalgic dating time first huh ?'' accuse her


"what the heck who is nostalgic for "my mouth


"trus what did Haris talk to you about ?" ask her again


"mas Rifki kepo ya, later the story mas , my stomach hurts nih , not comfortable his taste, I want to sleep only" said I avoid his question


"you have a stomach ache, then I call the doctor "said mas Rifki panic


"it's okay no need, this abdominal pain is common, every month I feel it, earlier I've taken pain medication ko , I want to rest just " said I forbid the Rifki who want to call the doctor


"every month you feel the pain, it is not easy to be a woman yes, I am so sorry for always playing with the feelings of women "shrewd


I don't want to chim in on Rifki's words, I'm too late in my stomach pain 'til I sleep in my sleep too .


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