Terror Use
chapter 37

I sat alone with the woman who is now legitimately the wife of Haris, the man who has made me feel her sweet and bitter love.

Long enough we were silent until I cleared my throat to neutralize my voice so as not to tremble.

"may you be happy" that's what came out of my mouth

"thank you " his mouth

"i hope your marriage lasts as long as it does, be a good wife to her" I said again

"of course I'll keep my marriage, I won't let someone take it away from me" she said with emphasis

Not that I don't know what he means, I understand very well, because Haris said they were betrothed but Haris refused.

Yes I know it is true that I made Haris refuse her matchmaking ,

but is it my fault that Haris loves me, am I wrong to love him too.

" i gave her back to you, maybe Haris and I haven't been matching "me said with the smile I forced

I moved on and Haris came closer to us

"again, I'm sorry, Nuri" she said with tears

"it's possible that we're not a match, I'll try for iklhas, you should too, I know it's going to be difficult, but believe me as time goes on , you and I can certainly go through this well, happy you guys, I say goodbye, thank you for everything, yes I forgot this I returned "I said as I gave him the phone he gave me back then

I immediately turned my body back to him because I really could not stand it anymore, I sobbed in my steps, without looking back at me I continued to step on my feet.

Walking gontai towards the streets, without caring for the astonished look of people seeing me crying at my every step.

While sitting waiting for public transport I was pensively staring blankly with my eyes that never stopped shedding tears.

"it turns out that it hurts so much God strengthen me" my mind screamed

It did not feel almost 2 hours I waited but there was no public transportation that passed, the sun had begun to lean to the west.

I decided to walk who knows in front of there is a motorcycle taxi driver who thinks I'm

It's been 1kilo I walk but I don't meet anyone on the road , maybe because the road is just teak forest on every left right of the road so there's no one around the place.

Thirst also sore on my feet I don't think maybe because of the pain in my heart that is more dominant, until finally I reached the residential area ,I sat down for a while to rest on a large rock on the side of the road.

I let my breath, I'm tired now I'm starting to feel

I saw in front not far from me there was a tavern, I decided to go to the tavern, to buy a drink.

"excuse me ma'am have a cold drink?" ask the mother of the seller

" Oalah has finished calling "the mother

"oh yes I have bought this one alone, but nothing is cold and "my heart is grabbing tea in a bottle

Immediately I opened and immediately I drank, until it ran out in one gulp, making the mother seller was stunned.

"jeez neng has run out, just now I want to nawarin use a glass" he exclaimed

"ah no matter what you don't have to use a glass of everything, I happen to be thirsty "my mouth said

"oh so indeed en'neng it runs out of where or where ? ask her

"i want to go home Mom but from earlier there was no public transportation or ojek so I walk away" I replied

"indeed en'neng this out of where and go home where? "ask her again

"out of Panghegar meet a friend, want to go home to Karang Jati village "I replied

"yes Ma'am"

"ay Allah pantesan it's face en'neng pale definitely en'neng kecapean yes, just this mother ask the mother's child to take en'neng home yes , after all, I also do not know until when there is an angkot or ojeg" exclaimed the mother was so worried about me

"don't Mom thank you" I'm not good

"what kind of ga, or let's just say en'neng is ngojek same mother's son" he persuaded

"yes, thank you, ma'am" I said again

the mother said goodbye for a while to call her son

A few moments later he came with a man, a teenager

that may be the mother's child.

"nih you anterin ya until his house "his orders on the boy

"iya ma'am come on sis" he replied, the boy turned on his motorbike and asked me to immediately ride his motorbike

I went straight to the bike and I did not forget to pay for the drink

"i say yes ma'am, assalammualaikum" said I who answered his greetings as well

My brief conversation with the shop seller's mother was able to erase a little memory earlier this afternoon ,but now on the way I sit on the motorbike with a cold afternoon breeze through my skin I remember the incident last afternoon, in silence I cry ,my tears didn't stop wetting my cheeks.

I wipe quickly my tears even after being wiped back sliding with his swift.

I finally got to my house ,I got off the bike and gave a little money to just replace the gasoline did not forget I increased the amount even though the boy refused it I still forced him by tucking his money in the pocket his clothes, he was finally willing to accept his more money, after which he went back to his village.

"nr ... Nuri..." Ifel shouted to me

"yes, what's the matter why you're screaming, and where are you going ?" ask me

"Nur let's hurry Nur, don't ask a lot, this is an emergency, hurry before it's too late" he shouted as he continued to pull my hand

"what the hell is it, and you want to take me where, this is the afternoon mom with dad nyariin loh" cried me while throwing my hand at his pull

"haduh Nur the same mother of the father from earlier also nyariin you, kak Haris also nyariin,ayo quickly there is no time" he said again

"Haris looking for me?" ask me

"yes let's hurry that Mak Ijah fainted said he had a heart attack, now he's aware he nyariin and nanyain you continue" he said

"WHAT!!!!" without ba bi bu I immediately ran away from Ifel, I continued running without seeing my footing I fell, I did not mind the pain in both my legs, I continued running and running

"hold granny" I said as I continued to run

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