The Choice of Abah
The Mihrab Love
Whether until when this drama will end, being him is not good, he must respect and obey both. It is impossible in Onci to lie to his parents, because it is stuck in the situation until Onci has to stand at a crossroads.
Well, at a crossroads, with Dhea he was already in love. It was not easy to get it, not just the material but the time he had gone through with the girl. Unlike the girl in general, it comes like a drought soaked in rain, when Onci's heart has lost the spirit to fall in love again.
Precisely the presence of Dhea opened her eyes, that there are still people who want to share the meaning in life. Not to mention his parents who were so good with Onci, Aunt Lee who never looked at religious status, skin color, and tribe. It was impossible for her to end this relationship, just because of differences in beliefs, just because of the parents who had given birth and raised her.
In a third of the night, when man is lulled in his long dream, when man lengthens his snoring, when man dissolves in sleep. He woke up, just like a man in general. Having the same tears, having the same heart, and having the same feelings.
Onci also wants to have a normal relationship, have a partner who is the same life, a partner who not only accepts he has something, but what it is. The girl who does not see the material, does not look at the background of who she is. And didn't see what his parents had inherited.
To be honest Dhea was the right girl, she came not to see who she was, her background, material, skin color and really only knew Onci as a worker at the Event Organizer, he chose to end the profession for the sake of both parents and time with the Chinese girl, as well as the basis of the discipline he had.
In the silence of the night he prayed :
O God, who in lahul mahfudz has inherited the destiny of human life. God has a destiny both good and bad in your grasp,...
Yes Divine...
Truly this self is helpless and has no effort with the decree that You will determine.
Forgive yourself, Lord...
The self that always hides from disgrace and error, the self that feels the most right, the self that rejects the truth that comes to him.
Truly, I take refuge in the provisions and bad destiny of this life. Give me determination even though it hurts, so I accept the pain, for the best choice in my life, the choice of life You make is not the choice I want. I'm sure you want the best in everyone's life.
It is only the ego that compels man to fight against the Qadha that You determine until the fall of Qadr or the absolute decree that man gets from those who choose.
O God whose forgiveness is earlier than his wrath,...
Forgive this speech that always hurts, misleads, incites people just for the sake of saving themselves, and turns away and tries to avoid honesty and conscience.
O God whose word is always true and whose promise you always keep...
I'm sure You will grant what your servant needs, not what your servant wants. Pray for your servant at the right time and the right choice.
Yes divine, grant it
In the Mihrab of Love, You are the Most Loving.
After he finished the service in one third of the night, the chant of the divine kalam he also laid, so heartbreaking until the dawn came, he also fulfilled the morning worship activity. Continued with Dhuha prayers and immediately he left for school to do his act as the person expected of both parents.
"I did all this, for the sake of my parents Ridho, so Ridhoilah my life." He said the prayer before walking out of the house.
Today's view is a little different than it used to be. Even if he arrived early at school and was already sitting in the administration room.
"Assalamu'alikum Brother."
"Wa'alikum greetings Nabila, you go to my room for a moment." Onci Sayings.
"What's up, huh? How early in the morning did Brother Onci tell Bila to enter the room?" ask Nabila in heart.
He also strengthened himself to be able to enter the Onci work space, because there was not a single person present.
"What's wrong, brother?"
"There is nothing, there is nothing in my heart. If the attitude and pronounce Kan Onci is wrong please open the door sorry well?"
Onci seemed to be waving a white flag that a few days ago had a row with him.
"Oh, that's natural to me."
"Yesterday you will apply the terms well if I want to ask for help with you."
Nabila was nervous to reveal the requirements that Onci must meet if at one time he asked Nabila to arrange his schedule or cover the information if Abah came to the foundation while Onci's position was leveled at outward.
Nabila was the informer and helped Onci to complete what became his task. And there has been no reward or contribution that Onci has made. Now is a good time to talk about it.
"Tell me what Nabila wants?"
"Totally? Brother Ozi wants to fulfill whatever Nabila wants."
"Well, insyallah."
Nabila also recalled what Ustadz Burhan said, that in Islam it is okay to reveal the contents of his heart and love.
"Oh Allah, why are these lips suddenly shriveled?" he said in his heart.
"Of Nabila, this is the right time for you to express your feelings, isn't this the right time for you to express all?" Inner calls.
"Heeem...."
"Quick what do you want?" Onci continued to search for it.
"Bismillah, you can Nabila." He encouraged himself to fight fear.
"Actually...."
"What actually? Say it!"
"I.ii.iya This When again hump the courage to express all. Lf..."
"When what?"
"Kalaaaauu...."
And all of a sudden,"Assalamu'alikum." The voice shakes the silence.
"Wa'alikum salam, come in."
Ustadz Burhan enters Onci's workspace and carries a blue map.
"Sorry to interrupt."
"Oh it's okay Stadz is also willing to meet you, after a discussion with Nabila."
"Ustadz's daily lopore and some of the files that must be submitted to Kanwil." Ustadz Burhan gave the file.
"Eh there's Nabila." Sapa Ustadz Burhan, and Nabila only blushed in embarrassment, as if to say, "Aaah Ustadz Burhan bothered me!"
"Yes Ustadz." When I say hello back.
After Onci checked and reread the file given Ustadz Burhan, "Syukron stadz." Syukron if interpreted into Indonesian is thank you.
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