The Choice of Abah
Shaking the Sky

For the umpteenth time the sound of crying broke in the luxurious house full of Arabic calligraphy decoration, lately the house that has been inhabited by Abah for decades, looks somber and full of sorrow.

Nabila in prayer :

Yes Allaaah, as much as the life of the servant, if this is how You want to climb the degrees in my life, I sincerely live all. Truly, I take refuge in You from the bad destiny of life.

O Lord, as good as I complain, the Lord who is so tidy closes the disgrace of his servant, forgive me O Allah, if this suffering I have experienced is the fruit of the negligence of Your servant.

God, lord of my life, seal this tear, Lord Almighty, know what is best for His servant, give your servant the strength to face all the trials and rebukes of life.

It would be inappropriate if I considered what you gave this as a trial in life, because it is inappropriate for silver to claim to be gold, it is inappropriate for what is happening in my life, he said, I consider this a test, a servant is only a sinner, deserving of reproof, for my worship is far from being grateful for the favors You give, O Divine.

O Lord, who has all the secrets of the heavens and the earth, which this servant is limited from all sight, limited by space, limited by the senses he has, You are the All-Knowing God, God who is able to reveal all the veils of falsehood in life, I ask You, help Your servant in his limitations.

My life is hard, I have a God Who Freed me from the shackles of life. O sorrow, I have a God who can block tears, and rinse them with a smile. The crush of life, I believe my Lord, will help to rid myself of this unrest that continues to hunt and I cannot get away from it.

O God, in the name of the servant who is only able to redeem every problem with these tears, forgive the faults of those I love, forgive the negligence of those whose names are written in the depths of this heart, we are far from people who want evil.

Surely You are the owner of the kingdom of the earth and of the heavens, from which You created the prophet Job who was so patient with his pain, From You was an Apostle who was so steadfast with all the trials of his life, Muhammad Al Mustofa, it was by your will that Fatimah Azzahra was so steadfast in the face of his difficult times, I was nothing better than them, I was not as strong as them, I was not as strong as them, I am not as calm as they are in the face of all their sorrows, wounds and tears. Give, a radiance of fortitude as they are.

Strengthen the heart, and this step faces all the reprimands, slanders, and hearts of those who hold rottenness over me. May by Your permission O God, their hearts always be willing to forgive the servant, if the oral accidentally hurt their feelings, this attitude offends whoever they are, which I have no power to know, I hope this is my apology.

O Allah, sorry well Nabila many complains, Nabila is less grateful, Nabila is far from the word ta'at and soleha, Nabila far from the battle of worship, Nabila who is negligent, Nabila, and come to You if you are facing problems alone, Nabila rested if there is a will, forgive Nabila ya Rabb...

Now my efforts are not so much, you accept, only Your Ridho is the one that Nabila is looking for, if the worship of Nabila hindered only want to get Your heaven, but also, if Nabila worship is only afraid of torment in the realm of barzakh, and the heat of hellfire. Really, it was only your Ridho-an that I was looking for.

Accept the worship of the Servant...Amin yes Mujabisyaidin.

After Nabil finished his Duha prayer, Nabila prepared to go to the police station, to find out more about what caused her husband to deal with the law, accompanied by Abah and Ustadz Burhan.

When worried, this problem can interfere with Abah's health, still wet Umi's funeral, Abah again plagued by problems like this. Arriving at the police station, something surprised them.

"The son of Mr. Haji was entangled in article 284 delict a complaint from the complainant on charges of adultery, which Mr. Haji's son had done with a woman who was the wife of the complainant, who was the wife of the rapporteur, it is on this basis that we arrest the father's son, brother Fahrurrozi." Obviously the investigator, whose Id Card says the name is Imran SH.

"Yes Allaaaaah....Astarghfirullah....Oh!!!!" Crying mixed with resentment Abah filled the investigation room, he felt failed to educate children, he regretted the actions of the son who became his own flesh and blood, which he raised and hoped to be his successor later, he said, it has tarnished the good name that he has nurtured for decades, people out there managed to be Ustadz, while his own children do deeds that are far from religious values.

Abah looks weak when he finds out Ozi is entangled in an article that although state law will sentence him only a matter of months or years, but religious law is the consideration of Abah. Abah looked at Nabila's downcast face and held back tears.

"Well, I'm sorry Abah and Abah's son?"

"Yes Bah, before Abah apologizes insyallah Nabila has forgiven Abah and especially Kak Ozi." Speak words that will never come out of a woman's mouth, if her heart never comes into contact with the light of faith.

Another with Nabila, Ustadz Burhan heard what the investigator was saying so furious and held back emotions.

"Truly put to shame!!" Ustadz Burhan said in his heart with a flushed face.

"No idea what's lucky! It's easy to hurt people's feelings." Ustadz Burhan is still upset.

Abah was silent and did not know what else he had to do, not only ashamed of Nabila, but how he faced the disgrace that would be heard by the crowd, whether to put where his face. What else if this disgrace is heard by the pilgrims, the hardest times that Abah faced, after losing his wife, now he has to bear the shame.

"Iseeh, if you were here...." The screams of Abah's heart.

"If you and your family want to be with Ozi's brother, please give us Thirty Minutes." The chief investigator invited the family to visit Ozi.

"Well..." Nabila gave a signal to Abah who was still sitting pensive.

"Yes Biil..." Abah.

"Let's go with Brother Ozi."

"Ente and Burhan were Bil..."

"Yaudah Nabila said to meet Mr. Ozi."

"Please."

Even though her footsteps and heart were heavy to accept this fact, she forced herself however Ozi was still her husband, who needed support.

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