
Onci begins to feel something is missing from his habit, which he used to always shuttle Dhea, now the girl often goes and drives herself.
"This is the second time I've prepared time and offered to deliver Dhea, but strangely she's determined to walk on her own, what's wrong?" Onci keeps the question that he thinks, Dhea is not used to walking alone and surely he always invites her.
"Sometimes if we know it will hurt more, let me try not to find out, rather than get sick later. Heeem, but curious too." In Onci's mind kept wondering.
When Onci asks for a reason, "Ah is not what yank, you attend school only. And that's important, I can be alone and there's no problem anything yaank, you don't be so bad or suudzon like me." That's what Dhea used to say.
"Have it, I believe he will guard his heart, if I continue to suspect he will feel uncomfortable again. And keep going."
__________________Dhea ⁇ ________________
Early in the morning the girl left the house, and came home late at night. It's been almost three nights in a row.
"I can't give up and get tired, what I got today was an opportunity that won't come a second time. Sometimes wanting to ask Onci for a pick-up, it would certainly interfere with his business. Let him also have the right to achieve what he dreams of. And his parents put more hope in him. This is what's best for me and him." Sometimes the feeling of fatigue also appeared, Thea tried to become an independent girl, and did not want to disturb Onci's future.
"To be honest, Onci is perfect to be a life partner, his face looks like an Arab, tall, white and surrounded by parents and people who support his future, well but the issue of faith that we can not fight against, as far as mamah and papah do not want akh to be a dancer. Because of the kick with the teachings of Christ.Well what to say, if it's a hobby no one can hinder me.It's my way, my life's choices and nothing can stand in the way of my dreams, it's my, well including Onci and mamah-papah." Along the way Dhea thought about it.
"I'm sorry yank, you have faith you have to defend. So do I, what would happen if my extended family found out, see I moved faith. Just saw the Muslim dress at home aja mamah in the fog and consider me shifted beliefs. Relax mom, this daughter of yours is an adult and knows what's right in his life. And every religion teaches love, not hostility. Religion is for peace for every one, isn't it?"
Well, Dhea is an adult and knows what is best in her life, including determining a belief or faith in her life.
"Honey, maybe in this way you can forget me, and you can't be stubborn when it comes to faith, and confidence."
Perhaps in this way, Onci realized that no matter how hard maintaining relationships that stood on different grounds of belief would never come together.
"You should know that the diversity of religion in this country is respected and appreciated, but it is not to unite hearts over differences in believe, and you should know that!"
Well, indeed in this country religious diversity is so appreciated and respected. But not to unite hearts above differences of belief.
Until finally, it makes Dhea feel tired to explain it to Onci, assuming that maybe in the way both have busyness, and dreams in his life are able to melt the feelings and eventually just disappear.
Forced Dhea to make a choice like this, so that Onci understands and he does not want Onci to lose the opportunity in him, to achieve dreams and hopes in life, he said, for Thea it was okay if she was seen as evil and so steadfast, whenever Onci wanted to meet but she got in her way.
"You think you're the only one who's tormented with this kind of attitude? I also have tears, I have a yaank heart." Tears spilled and he did not care his condition was driving the car, his battery was quite disturbed when he heard his phone ringing, again the name Onci who appeared, and he resisted his desire to pick up the phone from him, even to open WhatsApp if not forced to very, Dhea did not want to open it.
"I had to reach out for my dreams.even if I had to repay them with tears. and love's sacrifice was so painful."
Dhea realized that she had to pursue her dream even though she had to make up for it with tears and sacrifice her love.
If Jonathan calls someone else he might pick him up, because the future of Dhea's career is at the end of the contract he has signed.
"The day after tomorrow we are ready to go to Malaysia, then we go to Singapore, there is even a concert schedule also in Australia. You please prepare the photo, let us take care of your passports." Jonathan's voice rang out from behind his handhponenya speaker.
"Yes, sister, will I send the picture?"
In the next two days Dhea has left her homeland and participated in an album promo tour from famous singers in Indonesia. Even in addition to one more country they will visit. More or less, three months of their promo tour schedule.
After being contacted by Jhonathan, Dhea ventured to contact Onci and explain to him about the schedule he would follow. The plan, tomorrow he will meet Onci and his family, after taking care of the administration of state, preparing the files for his departure, health checks and preparing all the needs during in some countries.
"Yank, tomorrow I'll take you to your house, and I'll pay my respects to abah and umi ayank. But I don't know what time it is."
"Yes yaank, I'm waiting for you to succeed."
"Thank you honey."
By holding back the feelings that he keeps well and no one knows how he feels, when he has to remove his habits and leave the homeland, well leave all the good memories, leave the love story, leave the love story, and leave the homeland, leaving the closest people, family and others, for a dream that all dance professionals want, and lucky Dhea who secretly and often meet in some performance, Brother Jonathan pay attention to his appearance, without auditioning and without having to queue for registration, he was asked by EO and management artists. Syukrulah Dhea according to the criteria.
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