The Crown
Tom and Jerry

"Well, are we going to celebrate this Sunday?" asked Fateeh when she saw Mama slicing a water guava. There is a sambal next to the water guava container.

Not only guava, there are also other fruits.

"Pedes, no, huh?"

"No, mama deliberately lots of sugar as nuts."

"We should have made it goofy, Ma. Nice times, yeah."

"Totally, Si. How if next Sunday we make a show liwetan, eat it with banana leaves. Exclaim it. Later Fateeh and Arzhan bring your girlfriends here, it must be more exciting."

Uhuk!

I choked.

"Be careful, kid. Eating water guava does like choking."

Uhuk! Uhuk!

"It's a drink." Fateeh gave me a glass of water.

"Oh, hot my nose."

"Udah, don't eat much, son."

"Yes, Pah."

"Mama too. Shrimp eat his prairie. Not most of the stomach pain. I think people are pregnant."

"Pregnant? Well, I'm so happy that if you get pregnant again, it means I'm going to have a new sister. Bosen's the same old sister."

"Sister!" I climbed on top of Fateeh's body and did the struggle as before.

"Udah, stop!" Arzhan's angry. Me and Fateeh immediately stopped the fierce struggle.

"Couldn't be, you guys don't act like that. Shame of age."

"Yes, you don't have to shout at everything. Like Lu's mother, brother."

"Udah, already, why even fight anyway. You are yes, like a kind of kid. The two joke, the other isolated and angry. Maybe you really should have another child."

"Yes, Ma. Agree! Let Iksia for Arzhan's sister."

I'm getting ready to hit Fateeh again. However, seeing Arzhan's sharp gaze on me immediately I undo the intention.

The atmosphere calmed down after. Papa and Arzhan talk about work issues. While Mama went to pick up some vegetables. Fateeh was busy with her phone while she was grinning.

Sometimes I stare at Arzhan. There was a longing that suddenly struck in the heart.

What am I supposed to do now? ah, true. I'm going to be with him. Maybe it will work ....

I got up and walked up to him. Sitting next to her then hugging Arzhan's body. Papa who was talking immediately stopped, even Fateeh whose focus immediately turned to me.

"Curtain! there must be a wish. You're afraid of being yelled at earlier." Fateeh.

"Sorry, yes, Brother."

Papa smiled to see me whining.

"You guys are so close, but why fight so often?"

"Well, right, Pah. I told you they were like cats and dogs."

I kicked Fateeh's leg.

"Sister, don't let it go, anyway. I'm really sorry."

"You know, I left my job just because I was afraid I would be late to pick you up for school. You go with Papa and Mama."

"Finally bad brother!"

Arzhan ignored me, he didn't even return the hug from me.

"Well, if you don't want to be sorry!" I feel so upset about being ignored. I desperately threw away the pride to apologize in front of everyone but in fact I did not respond at all.

"Males!"

I finally left them.

"Well, right. Angry again he. Brother, it's hard to just say yes." Fateeh.

"Where are you going?" Mom yelling.

Really sucks!

Get in the house, climb the stairs to my room. Shocked is not a bitch as soon as I turn the body about to close the door of the room. Arzhan was standing there.

He just stood there while looking at me. I left the door open without letting her go or telling her to leave.

He walked into the room and closed the door.

We were still silent while sitting in a chair. Confused what to say.

"Why were you so scared when you saw me back then?"

"I don't like taking a fast car. Brother even ignored me who was scared. I cried myself into neglect."

"Before school. You run to the car like a criminal is chasing you."

"I don't know, but I'm really lazy and don't want to see my sister."

Arzhan. "Then I'm gone."

I ran after Arzhan until at the door, his hand was ready on the door handle to open it.

"Don't go." I hugged Arzhan from behind.

I miss this body. I miss the smell of his body. I miss everything that sticks with him.

Arzhan turned around and let go of my embrace.

"If you're upset, if you're angry, if you hate, say. Don't go dodging because it makes me feel useless. Hmm?"

I'm nodding.

"You know, I miss you so much." Arzhan pulled my body into his arms.

"I miss my sister too." I returned his embrace.

My relationship with Arzhan has improved, and he is back as my personal driver. We made a deal to have a reasonable love affair. No more doing 'mistakes' like that time.

"You wanna go see? Oh, aye. We have never been on vacation for a long time. Wanna go?"

"To where? both?"

"If both, later something can happen that you want," he said with a faint smile.

"meaning?"

"It's nothing." Arzhan ruffled my hair.

"We're on vacation with the family, how? I guess Papa has no time, huh?"

"There will be for you. Sometimes I wonder Papa, he loves you more than me. I feel like I'm the kid."

"I'm really special, right? Papa loves me so much, I also have two good sisters. Well, even though Fateeh likes to bummer, but he's considerate."

"Two sisters? Am I one of them?"

"Who else?"

"Oooh, so it's just brother doang all this time?"

"Didnit, idih. Brother ngambek. Nannabennya ...." I pinched Arzhan's cheek before kissing him fat.

Everything went as it was, we were familiar like sister brother at home, and friendly when outside the house. Trying to avoid the moment that makes the desire arise and make mistakes again.

If that moment exists, as much as possible I will divert it to something else. I know, Arzhan may be disappointed, several times he was seen squeezing his head violently. However, I have promised myself not to fall in the same hole.

"We went to the cafe, yeah." I took Arzhan out of his apartment. Looking for a more open space.

"Darling ...."

"We have a deal, brother. Brother must keep the promise of brother."

Arzhan left me to get the car keys, he also walked out first with his face off.

Not enough to get there, even at the cafe he still looks angry and reluctant to talk to me. He just focused on the phone screen. I don't know what he's looking at.

"Then, stay here with the phone. I'll go home if it's not needed."

"Let's go home."

Again he walked ahead of me.