
"Where is Iksia, Ar?" ask Mama. Luckily, we heard his steps towards the room. If not, maybe Mama will faint to see her children making out.
"Just need a break, Mah. It'll be better, too."
"Do we have to take him to the doctor?"
"No want! Iksia wants bobo, Ma. Please ask Rere to make you an angel sweet tea water."
"Are you sure it's okay, son?"
"No, Ma."
"Yes, mama came out first want to run Rere."
Mom came back out and closed the door. I pinched Arzhan's waist tight enough that he complained of pain.
"Yank, what's wrong with you? Sick tau."
"Thankfully your voice is heard, if not?"
"If we get caught, we get married."
"Sister!"
Arzhan laughed. Then he went back to doing what he did before Mama came.
"Udah, ah! Long breaths." I pushed Arzhan's body.
"Yes, I'm upstairs first. If you need anything, tell me right away."
"Yes, Cayanggg, the gumusshnya!" I pinched both of Arzhan's cheeks. Then he came out.
Now I live alone in the room, not how long Remi came to bring warm sweet tea. Tastes refreshing.
"You guys just get out. I'm gonna take a break."
"Non, said Madam sanitary napkin Miss still there or not? Last time Non said Miss's stomach was cramping, said Madam it might be a sign to come the moon."
"I've...."
Wait, is the moon coming?
I immediately went down to see the calendar that I had marked especially for menstrual reminders.
"Re, get me the pads that make the night, yeah."
"Yes, No."
They both came out of my room. My body felt weak, I collapsed on the floor crying in fear.
How'this? Why haven't I been to the moon for two months?
I immediately went back to the bed, covered the body with a blanket so they thought I was sleeping and nothing would bother them.
"Dear, Son." I faintly heard Papa's voice. Sure enough, he's right next to me. Apparently I overslept.
"Wake up, have dinner first."
"Night?"
Papa helped me get up to sit down.
"Why are your eyes careless? You're crying?"
"So my head was so dizzy, I wasn't strong that I cried."
"Why don't you call me Papa, Mama, or Arzhan. Why feel alone? If it hurts, we'll see a doctor."
"I'd like to take you to the pharmacy, Pah. Let Fateeh's brother nganter."
"Yes, but you eat first. Here papa gendong."
"No, Pah. I'm not a laper. I'll be with Brother Fateeh."
"Yes, papa call Fateeh first. You wait here."
While waiting for Fateeh, I changed clothes and tidied myself up.
"Come, Deck."
"Out of the pharmacy, we're snacking."
"Don't be expensive but, my card confiscated papa all."
"Why? Must be a big bill again yes. What else is that for that girl?"
"Vesmet with the latest iPhone."
"Sister is really tilting. Yes, I asked for the money first to Brother Arzhan."
"Don't ask for money, just ask for a black card. Unlimited got him, anyway."
"Relieve it! Martabak snack period should bring any black card. Uda, ah, hunted."
Fateeh and I went down the stairs and approached the family who were having dinner.
"Be careful on the road, yeah, Fateeh. Take care of you."
"Ready, Pah."
"Sister, I want a snack. Ask for money." I raise my hands together0paa stacked.
Arzhan reached into his pants pocket, he gave me his wallet.
"Bring all. The cash is just a little, you can take it at the ATM."
"Did he know your brother's ATM pin?"
"Hmm." Arzhan answered briefly. From the look on his face he must be angry that I chose to go with Fateeh.
"Well, you have ATM and credit cards, right?"
"Kak Arzhan said my money was saved. Cost of living my responsible brother. Yes, I'm leaving first. Afraid of night hunting. It's all."
"Why should he?"
I expected, Arzhan was upset that I went with Fateeh.
I did not reply even though he sent her repeatedly.
"The parking is full, Dek. How's this?"
"Son't wait here first, let me go in by myself. I'm afraid there'll be a car going through, right?"
"Yes, you said you wanted to buy the medicine. That's my recipe."
"Yes, it's been sent to my WA?"
"Udah."
This is what I mean. If he goes with Arzhan, he won't let me down by himself. That means my goal to the pharmacy will be discovered as well.
After buying the medicine, Fateeh and I went to buy some food. We both haven't had dinner yet.
"Sir Arzhan wants to come here he said?" fateeh said as we ate.
I was surprised, but tried to make it look normal and natural.
"Could take the wallet. He's afraid we're missing the contents. He was a stingy know. Not a stingy, anyway, but a calculation."
Why not in my opinion.
When the food we ordered ran out, Arzhan came with a woman. He greeted us for a while and sat at a separate table.
Fateeh said he just took his wallet.
"Sister, our food is already abis, go back first. Fear Iksia even more pain on the outside."
"You're Arzhan's sister, right? Join me here. Or moving somewhere?"
"What's up, Brother Alea. We go home because Iksia's not feeling well."
"Oh, are you sick? What pain?"
Women smile, but I can feel if that smile is not sincere. His eyes on me also look cynical.
I did not answer, and chose to leave.
Getting angry? No, I'm not mad at anyone. It's just ....
The next day, in the morning blind my room was pounded so hard. Someone called my name many times. That's Mama's voice.
"What's up, Ma. Just clock-in"
Plaque!
A hard slap landed on my cheek. I just opened my eyes in shock instead of playing.
I'm tumbling. It felt like a pain in the corner of my lips. Salty and warm. I could see on the floor the shadow of my own face. Bleeding lips. That hard Mama slapped me.
"What's this?" mama asked while pulling my body violently. There's something in Mama's hand.
Jeezoo!
"Why did you buy this? Explain it!" My mom was screaming hysterically.
Why is the test pack in your hand?
"Java!"
"Where did you get that?"
"It doesn't matter where you come from, just answer Iksia! Why did you buy a pregnancy test? Answer!"
"Ma ... I-i."
Plaque!
This time Mama slapped the other cheek It felt the same. It's just that the pain is in the cheekbones. Heat.
"Iksiaaa, what's wrong with you? Answer Mama. Give me a reason." This time Mama roared while shaking my body.
"Ma, stop, Ma. Please."
"Why Iksia, tell mom." Mom was crying. We both sat on the floor.
"Don't shake my body too strong, Ma. In my stomach is a baby."
Papa, who had just arrived in my room, was silent for a moment. Even with Mama. She no longer shook my body, but now my mother was in great shock.
"What the hell is it, early in the morning it's been a storm. It sounds up to tau." Fateeh came while scratching his head.
I shook my head at Mama and Papa not to say anything to Fateeh.
"You're ashamed of Fateeh? Then what about us? Do you think we're not shy, huh!"
"Ma ... Iksia apologized. Pa, Iksia's sorry." I'm resting at papa's feet. But papa did not move at all.
"Ma ...."
"Don't touch Mama again!"
"Ma?"
"Fateeh, go downstairs and tell the driver to get the car ready."
"Mama's going to ma-"
"Repaay!" Mom yells at Fateeh.
The fear that eventually came true. Those who love me, accept the humiliation of their son whom they have been spoiling.