The Death Girl Guards
Sleep long #1

THE AUTHOR APOLOGIZES IF THERE IS A WRONG WORD

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We joined hands while walking down a path studded with small stones, on the left there are hordes of flowers where we enjoy the beauty of the night and on my right lined with large, shady trees that I look at cheerfully while tightening my hand, so sweet is the smile it feels like this heart becomes calm when with him like this. “Are you happy?” of course I feel happy, though, with you I was always happy but when I saw him happy like this I was just a hindrance to him maybe he was bored with me and decided to go where he was supposed to be, you're so perfect I'm sure there won't be anyone who refuses to be friends with you when compared to my self who is far from perfect what else is worth, I know your place is not here I also do not understand how you can enter my world this world without hope and right this is all wrong you should not be here but let it be because I know sooner or later this world will force you to return to your real world, fate is true and undeniable every time you smile at me it feels comfortable to see it but you can't lie to yourself that this world is not your real world your heart is divided whether you want to go or not.

It's hard but you have to decide which path you choose.

We are still walking hand in hand even though it is close to you like this but why does it feel like you are so far away from me? His hand was suddenly stretched out as if he did not want to let go of my hand, his face turned to worry we continued walking and we finally reached a three-branched road he stopped his steps and fell silent looking down at the road, looking at him and touching his right cheek he was shocked and then looking at me with a sad look.

Why are you sad? isn't this what you want? Honestly can't let go of you but what do you want to say is destiny in your line of hands that says something else but don't worry you'll forget me as soon as the wind passes.

“Why are you smiling? What is your smile for? You'll be alone again if I go” Don't worry that I'm used to being alone, you have to choose your path no need to care about this lousy me.

I slowly let go of his hand while stepping back step by step could only smile sweetly there was nothing I could do to stop his steps, this heart is fucked I can feel he is rebelling not accept what happened.

Still looking at me with the same gaze as a few minutes ago but I convinced him by waving a hand while carving a line of smile scratches that could make him believe that I was fine without him again. From the blur until finally I disappeared from his presence but the truth is he who vanished with a memory that was deliberately removed from him no parting words were thrown from him or from me it feels couldn't say it like someone was holding it.

Seeing that it had disappeared I decided to return.

Swinging this body I let the wind and rain that so fiercely wandered this place for a moment as if he was in pain, the sky did not let the spotlight crack his gray body.

Whatisthis? It feels used to.

“Didn't you sleep all night?” I said to him as I approached him and rubbed his head.

“...” But he just stared and smiled a little.

“Are you not bored here? Do you want to go out and see how things are going this morning?”

My best friend, the red teddy bear sitting on the chair while looking at me named Kuma. The smile on his face that made me still excited and had a reason to live even if only accompanied by him I held him and hugged him tightly while sitting on the front porch looking at the yellow flower fields dancing in the cold morning breeze.

“Aren't you bored here and just accompanying me? Let's go out to see a new world, a world so different from our present one” I told her who still hugged her tightly and saw the flowers blooming slowly.

“You're really going to go to a different world across there?” Suddenly a voice sounded but did not know where it came from, it sounded very soft and then slowly dissipated in the wind.

“Who is it?” Glanced to the right, left and back but found no one.

The wind blew violently playing this long hair.

“The world across there?” Say it again while looking at the irregular shape of the clouds.

It was getting late, still silent sitting watching the flowers dance in the wind.

The day has changed the night with the sky so bright, the moon shone brightly illuminated me in the darkness of the twinkling stars in their blue sky as if to be the night lanterns that adorned my lonely night looked at him and asked “Do you want to accompany me through the night this long one? I hope you don't leave me like they left me. Alone”. The fireflies were seen playing with their flashlights flying in the flower fields like decorating the flowers with the long silent Christmas night lights as if they had become friends to me and himself until whenever.