The Death Girl Guards
New beginning

The sun was still hiding in shame behind the clouds but it couldn't fool me, its rays bouncing on the clouds that had been white as white as cotton was now orange.

Like ordinary days this morning back dressed neatly as a schoolgirl.

The sound of my steps from the top of the stairs began to create a tone to fight against the silence and as usual they were all in the guest room, gosh why they did that I really feel weird being treated like a queen here even though this is my castle but they shouldn't behave like one.

“Let's go! Nhean”

“Baik”

“I hope you guys are good here” They are astonished and just mention the missus of their sweet lips. The glance of my eyes inexplicably scanned Zleris who was rubbing her neck either there with her, engraved a smile on the corner of my lips looking at her behavior this morning as it passed and began to cross from the doorstep of the castle, she said, along with that the door that had been wide open now he was closed tightly slowly.

Have you ever been ostracized?, looked down upon by others? Or is it called weird?. Disappointment, feeling inferior, heartache, and other unpleasant feelings must have been engraved in your heart to make a deep hole to stab into the depths of a weak red heart and create a painful nickname that is dark heart. You know what it feels like if someone else just thinks of you as a useless pencil scratch ready to be removed, or a small tree growing among the lush trees. It hurts so much that a breath from the chest no longer wants to go out to connect this complicated life to even say and I'm sure that you think nothing can understanding your feelings other than yourself and being silent about yourself is the best decision in your opinion. Smile even though the heart cries....

Well I suggest you forget about your sad life story, well actually I'm in it too.

That's a paragraph he wrote in his book, I mean the sweet girl. Mina, the book she held in class the other day, that's where she works. As usual he came earlier than the other students sitting alone in class made him feel comfortable and the element of life seemed to also really like himself his beautiful hair was blown by the morning breeze, the classroom window curtain also gets swept away in the comfort of the element of life. It's true that the morning atmosphere is so pleasant that anyone can fall asleep.

But. This mood is fucking again! Why the quiet atmosphere always follows wherever I go, damn really shit if the creatures that are beside me can make me feel the crowd even once. Only once. Oh please for what I dream it is just a delusion that does not mean just a cross imagination.

Still trapped in the desolate. Silencing the sky indicates if he is reluctant to relieve his sadness, pensive in class staring out the window alone and it seems like it has become my routine activity since becoming a transfer student in this academic. Being a strange person with an innocent gaze has become familiar in the eyes of others who often see me in academics and also those who had passed them staring in wonder but I do not care. From the back corner Nhean looked and tried to find myself in a state of thirst who was very trying to find a fruit of my mind but he did not get it.

“She just takes energy from nature then ignores all the sweet scent that is clearly smelled by her from the messenger wind.But why does this wind keep teasing her, damn it!” A touch in his own mind.

“How can it?” Her voice was trembling as she turned her head to look at me and Nean had suddenly been sitting sweetly in our respective seats.

“When are you here?”

“It was from an hour ago" replied Nean. Chilly.

“But I didn't see you guys in”

“Maybe you are too busy with your activities until you don't realize it”

“Ta.But I really didn't see you guys go in”

Surprised of course he was, I told him his proposal was not good but he did not listen to me.

“Tak need to think, sorry to surprise you” Shift the conversation to end a troublesome problem.

“Iya is okay” Said the sweet girl, she refocused on her book with a thousand questions in mind.

The hour of rest awakens the students of the boring world of school and makes the head become dizzy seven roving around, oh my goodness the name is also a moment that awaited them with great excitement queuing out of the bars aka class but their happiness is too excessive as a result of Mina was nudged by a student and almost fell off the floor but fortunately, Nhean swiftly restrained his body. Confused, awkward, shy, happy, shocked, awkward, heart pounding twice than usual all mixed into one like making cake batter with ingredients that should not be put into the dough so as to create a cake that does not taste, which is not because of the taste, that's how Mina feels right now.

“Thanks” Mina looks very embarrassed now because Nhean's face is very close to her.

“Be careful with your steps! Sloppy foundation”

“I'm sorry” She walked away from Mina and returned to her seat while glancing at me who had not had time to witness her romantic moment. When Mina was still watching Nhean the hero with a look.ais I did not know what that look was.

“Why did you do that?” Tanya Nhean.

“Do what do you mean?”

“Making my body move on its own to help that stupid girl, why are you doing something I don't like?”

“You mean that girl? Isn't she cute?” He was silent because he didn't know what to say.

“Why are you silent answer me! That girl is sweet, isn't she?. I can't possibly continue to shadow you with the dim shadow of my black image” My follow-up again made him silenced in his anger, he glanced at Mina who was still standing watching him. Cold, making Mina have to leave her seat leaving us both in class. We were silent not to say a word to start our conversation until the class started again.

The day is getting dusk. Already a few hours ago twilight back to the castle, I was still sitting on the sofa that was in the reading room once again I stroked my cheeks leaving them astonished. As usual and usually they all faithfully accompanied me without any tired words being thrown from their lips, I purposely awakened these damn demons only to find out how they responded when I was like this, and what I got they intended to help satisfy this demon.

“Stupid basis. You guys are really stupid”

“Nona?” Taein.

“Alright if that is your will, die silly for a vile demon like myself. But I can't do that watching you die is like flushing poison over my flower fields”. No longer able to withstand the turmoil of the demons forced to bite my hand and drink my own blood, of course they were really surprised and suddenly Nhean pulled my hand to escape from this sharp fangs.

“Do you realize what you're doing?” He said while looking at me strangely.

“You even ignored the drink we always gave you, you didn't even touch it when it was our blood. Honestly, I'm very disappointed in my lady, so it's the same that we're useless to you” Nios bit her hand and let her blood spill in vain.

“Bas stupid, what are you doing? Stop ku”

“What's up? It's not that you don't care about us”

“Stop!” Quickly I lay my hands in front of him and wrapped his hands in cloth, he did not let me bandage his wound to completion.

“What are you doing dressing a wound that can't heal, unless you treat it” He licked my wrist that was filled with my blood and stuck his fangs.

“What are you doing?” Snarling in pain trying to escape from his grip but it seemed like it was in vain that Nhean came and pulled my left hand that was trying to help my right hand escape, he also stuck his fangs in my neck. Seeing what Nhean and Nios did, they also stuck their fangs in my body. Fucking shit....

Still silent on the couch in the reading room. Sitting silently while staring at them, the above incident was the one that would happen if I hurt myself.

“Why are you still here? You don't have to pretend to submit to me just because you're helpless. I've always felt jealous when I hear a heartbeat ticking erratically, wanting to take it from them. Cih little devil base”

“Nona is not like that you misunderstood” Nios said suddenly.

“The wrinkle on your face is enough to explain it all to me” I said calmly and slowly. I immediately went and passed from them but before that I had a chance to say something that stuck in their hearts all as deep as a sea of red.

“I don't want to see you guys again in my castle tomorrow morning!” Continue me again before I completely pass from the front and sight of them all.

“Nona wait!”

“He won't listen to you. You better get ready to get out of here before dawn. Long before today you already know the nature of the lady how, you will never be able to understand the way of his thoughts” Prevent Nhean and then also pass.

Falling asleep in time, falling asleep quietly....

Happiness always passes so fast that I never realize I have experienced it....

Waking up in a world where I should be....

Had forgotten about this place because imagination had taken me away from my real world, it seemed like I had gone too far into the imagination without end.

His voice pierced through the conscious so soft and slightly gloomy.

“What's up? Aren't you always alone?”

“...”

“You're silent like this and just staring at me, that explains if you really feel that way. Look out the window, have we ever left you alone? We are always by your side, see the flower welcoming you they dance with the element of life. So let's play together”

His hands were cold and soft. He led me through the glass. Although she was just a red-patterned panda doll sitting in a chair every day staring at me that I named Kuma, but she was my friend, a friend who never left me.

By ourselves.