
We are still walking hand in hand even though it is close to you like this but why does it feel like you are so far away from me? His hand was suddenly stretched out as if he did not want to let go of my hand, his face turned to worry we continued walking and we finally reached a three-branched road he stopped his steps and fell silent looking down at the road, looking at him and touching his right cheek he was shocked and then looking at me with a sad look.
Why are you sad? isn't this what you want? Honestly can't let go of you but what do you want to say is destiny in your line of hands that says something else but don't worry you'll forget me as soon as the wind passes.
“Why are you smiling? What is your smile for? You'll be alone again if I go” Don't worry that I'm used to being alone, you have to choose your path no need to care about this lousy me.
I slowly let go of his hand while stepping back step by step could only smile sweetly there was nothing I could do to stop his steps, this heart is fucked I can feel he is rebelling not accept what happened.
Still looking at me with the same gaze as a few minutes ago but I convinced him by waving a hand while carving a line of smile scratches that could make him believe that I was fine without him again. From the blur until finally I disappeared from his presence but the truth is he who vanished with a memory that was deliberately removed from him no parting words were thrown from him or from me it feels couldn't say it like someone was holding it.
Seeing that it had disappeared I decided to return.
Swinging this body I let the wind and rain that so fiercely wandered this place for a moment as if he was in pain, the sky did not let the spotlight crack his gray body.
Whatisthis? It feels used to.
These faint eyes looked around who was still laying this body on the small bed, the light of the morning sun entered through the window that opened half the wind carrying the blessing of flying with him the chirping of birds was heard singing melodious so that it added to the atmosphere of a quiet morning but pleasant for me. I saw that he was still sitting in his chair staring at him as he looked like he was up all night waiting for the morning to see me reverberate.
“Didn't you sleep all night?” I said to him as I approached him and rubbed his head.
“Are you not bored here? Do you want to go out and see how things are going this morning?”
My best friend, the red teddy bear sitting on the chair while looking at me named Kuma. Seyum on his face that makes me still excited and has a reason to live even if only accompanied by him I hold him and hug him eret while sitting on the front porch looking at the yellow flower fields dancing in the cold morning breeze.
“Aren't you bored here and just accompanying me? Let's go out to see a new world, a world very different from our world now” said I to him who still hugged him tightly and saw the flowers blooming slowly.
“You're really going to go to a different world across there?” Suddenly a voice sounded but did not know where it came from, it sounded very soft and then slowly dissipated in the wind.
“Who is it?” Glanced to the right, left and back but found no one.
The wind blew violently playing this long hair.
“The world across there?” Say it again while looking at the irregular shape of the clouds.
It was getting late, still silent sitting watching the flowers dance in the wind.
The day changed with the sky so bright, the moon shone brightly illuminated me in the darkness of the twinkling stars in their blue sky as if to be the night lanterns that adorned my lonely night looked at him and asked “Do you want to accompany me through the night this long one? I hope you don't leave me like they left me. Alone”. The fireflies were seen playing with their flashlights flying in the flower fields like decorating the flowers with the long silent Christmas night lights as if they had become friends to me and himself until whenever.