The Death Girl Guards
Long sleep

I don't know how to start and end this story.

Always trying to end it all but can't because he's always there and muddled in the mind, making it a complete darkness confused what's more, what's more, when there is an opportunity to try to forget it but it is unbearable to hold back like this. Like something tickled this dirty dark little heart to always remember it shaking it back in the mind.

You fucker. You always hang in my mind swinging by yourself under a tree without the rush of life, don't want to see your face but you always and always force me to look at you more and longer without trying to turn away from you and if only I could run away from the place I'm staring at you. The glare of his eyes made me fixated restless, restless, angry, chaotic. Oh.. I beg of you stop locking me up like this I want to wake up from this long sleep wanting to see the colorful world you always promised me.

You always tell me that I'm your only friend nothing else and when you find out I have someone I call a friend then you alone will eliminate him from life me, you always tell me no one can touch my shadow but you. Does it sound selfish to be angry? Pissed off? All those feelings he would erase from me for a moment because he wanted to protect me from the soul god who was about to possess the inner being and master it so that he could do things he loved without caring the one who was the target, no?.

The days just passed you still wouldn't let me wake up, you make me forget how the life I lived first seemed like you purposely did it all you said I wouldn't be able to accept it if I knew so I tried to forget it and didn't ask again to her, smiling sweetly and you like her she hugged me tightly on her bed feeling her embrace so warm and comfortable, he stroked my hair gently and said “What if you hate me it's natural but I hope you know what I'm doing this is not the wrong destination”. Again, again, he smiled and took my hand and led me out we ran in a beautiful yellow flower field and let our bodies hang out with him, but all we felt was a soft feeling and smell of her. When it was dusk was not the right time to enjoy the sunset?, the twilight sky is so charming coupled with a gentle breeze makes anyone become very calm and happy.

Slowly but surely the sky became dark and the little stars now began to appear with the dim moonlight as well as the night animals began to sing as if they were holding a concert, beautiful little animals named fireflies are dancing around us with a cheerful welcome night.

I looked at the night sky while pensive and laughing, looking at me he asked “Are you happy?” she stroked my hair once more gently. “Let's go home this late, tomorrow we'll be back here before sunrise”. Then again, grabbing my hand and grilling it tightly, we returned home. “Sleep! Tomorrow it will be very pleasant for us” he exclaimed at me while carving a sweet smile on his lips. I don't know what happened to both eyes I felt very tired and wanted to close the window that always protected him from danger, the drowsiness became more and more unbearable and finally these two windows of eyes were tightly closed even very tightly while she continued to gently caress my hair that was lying down beside this weak body.

Time seemed to pass so fast that I did not realize the sun had risen from an hour ago, when these eyes realized the first thing I saw was her sweet smile again I flickered to get perfect vision then hurried to get up from sleep looking out the window and surprised to see the sun that had already rising, I looked at him once more in confusion but he only blushed laughing at me while waking up from his sleep, shouldn't we be outside when the sun hasn't risen yet? Why didn't he wake me?. That's a question that comes from my mind that can only be internalized. “Sorry I didn't wake you up couldn't feel it anyway I really liked it when you were fast asleep like that. Are you mad at me?”. How could I possibly be angry at you aren't you the single most precious thing I have?.

I looked at him deeply once in a while I blinked this eye to see if he was really here with me and would not disappear leaving me alone with all the fear, loneliness, darkness, darkness, and frigid?.

The question I asked him was why are we alone and nothing else? I never asked him again because there was a frown on his forehead there was sadness when I threw the celebration but only satin but he knew what I wanted to say to him before I get that out of my lips.

“Do you feel bored with me? Maybe it's better if I get away from you. Is that what you want?” That's not what I really want, how can I think like that without it I can't do anything. I hugged him tightly and cried it was like these tears would not roll down my cheeks, this feeling I did not understand at all.

“Sorry, it makes you cry bitterly like this” He hugged me tightly while stroking this hair hoping I would immediately stop my crying which made him drift away.

“Do you want to take a walk?” Asking me while thrusting her soft hand, she got off the swing and grabbed her hand while coming down from the swing.

We joined hands while walking down a path studded with small stones, on the left there are hordes of flowers where we enjoy the beauty of the night and on my right lined with large, shady trees that I look at cheerfully while tightening my hand, so sweet is the smile it feels like this heart becomes calm when with him like this. “Are you happy?” of course I feel happy, though, with you I was always happy but when I saw him happy like this I was just a hindrance to him maybe he was bored with me and decided to go where he was supposed to be, you're so perfect I'm sure there won't be anyone who refuses to be friends with you when compared to my self who is far from perfect what else is worth, I know your place is not here I also do not understand how you can enter my world this world without hope and right this is all wrong you should not be here but let it be because I know sooner or later this world will force you to return to your real world, fate is true and undeniable every time you smile at me it feels comfortable to see it but you can't lie to yourself that this world is not your real world your heart is divided whether you want to go or not.

It's hard but you have to decide which path you choose.