The Disclosed Seed
Give birth

Now that I was struggling to give birth to my son accompanied by a bak siti and three midwives while pak toni was waiting outside, my tears did not stop flowing it was very painful, I've been trying for two hours but this baby won't come out.

" let's keep pushing slowly the baby's head is already visible ".

hearing the midwife's words I took a deep breath and exhaled slowly, then pushed back my baby to come out.

" let's miss larisa definitely can ".

Said the siti encouraging me, she grasped my hand tightly like channeling strength.

I kept trying fifteen and then the baby's voice sounded very loud, everyone in the room was breathing a sigh of relief including me.

" as long as the baby buk is a boy ".

I just smiled a little while adjusting my breath to see a baby boy still covered in blood held by a midwife.

After that midwife brought my baby to be cleaned, I also cleaned and sewn the former baby, again I screamed because it was very painful.

" what like this struggle mother used to give birth to dina ".

I said slowly remembering my mother, my tears came down first my father and mother always said I can't wait to hold their grandchildren born to me, I've given them grandchildren but they're not here.

" miss larisa why ? She should now be happy because she has given birth to a very handsome child ".

Bak siti wiped my tears with his hands slowly, I did not answer his question.

after I finished sewn and cleaned, pak toni entered the room with a very wide smile, my baby was already in her cradle.

" larisa look at my very handsome grandson ".

Said pak toni with a smile that did not fade from his wrinkled face.

" yes sir his mother is beautiful like this cook his son is not handsome ".

I smiled hearing the words bak siti.

" siti thank you for accompanying larisa giving birth ".

Said pak toni to bak siti.

" yes sir toni equally I am also very happy to be able to help miss Larisa ".

" siti can you come out first there is something I want to talk about with larisa ".

Bak siti only nodded when pak toni told him to come out.

" bak siti came out first yes non ".

Say bak siti.

I gave a small nod, after which the siti came out of the maternity room.

mr. Toni gave me my baby, I carried him, his eyes were very similar to the pride of his father, while his lips were exactly mine.

" Afan renandra ".

I looked at Tony with a confused face.

" my granddaughter's name is afan renandra ".

I looked at my baby who was now also looking at me, she was smiling very sweetly.

" is there any reason pak toni gave this child the name afan renandra ? ".

" angga and zafira have prepared a name for their son, Afan renandra ".

I don't like hearing Mr. Toni's words.

" no pak toni I will prepare my own name for my son ".

I said a little taut, pak toni let out a long sigh.

" dina did you forget if later this child will live with the mango and zafira, it is certain that he will be called as afan renandra the name that has been prepared by them ".

I fell silent and I forgot this child was not going to be with me, my heart hurt so much, how big my heart would do this to my own baby, made him live with others even with his biological father but still this child is not expected to be present.

" dina don't think too much about this name, forever he will remain your son, later you will live with him in the residence renandra ".

" i understand pak toni from now on the name of this child is afan renandra ".

mr. Toni nodded and smiled then he gently touched my head.

" thank you for giving birth to Renandra's blood, I swear I will keep my promise ".

" i believe in Tony ".

Suddenly the voice of pak toni's phone rang, he lifted it up and somewhat away from me and afan.

" afan renandra the mother's child must grow up to be a great child, strong and intelligent ".

I kissed her tiny face at first the tiny lips smiled but I grew even more anxious involuntarily kissing her more strongly every inch of her face, finally afan crying loudly made me surprised.

I gave her another breast, her crying stopped, her round eyes looking at me without blinking, I touched her eyelashes to make her blink.

" why do you stare at mom like that, you know son if later we will be far apart " ?.

My tears were dripping down his face.

" just calm down later if it's time we'll get back together ".

suddenly pak toni entered in a hurry, I was in a position to give milk to afan.

I cover my asi with a thin cloth that is spelled out whether the cloth is I already do not care, the face afan to be covered as well.

" dina we must go to the city, zafira will also give birth today ".

I was surprised, what kind of coincidence this is me and dina gave birth on the same day.

" i will immediately prepare for our departure ".

after saying that, Tony came out again.

I smiled softly.

" why so soon are we going to split up, son ? ".

I cried so bitterly that siti approached me.

" what's wrong lady larisa ".

I did not answer but continued to cry while looking at my baby's face.

After pak toni prepared everything now we are in the car to the city, this car is big and long pack toni even put a mattress here so I can sleep with afan because it finished giving birth it feels very painful if sitting.

Bak siti also came with us usually he was chatty but now he just kept his head down, he might be surprised because just now pak toni told me everything that happened to me including the baby exchange, he said, the goal is that pak Toni wants to be my companion from now on and help me in any situation.

I was also silent do not want to say anything, afan fast asleep I also tried to sleep in order to calm a little burden of my mind, it did not take long I slept.

I woke up not knowing how long I had been asleep, ifan no one beside me was already in the siti bath.

Bak siti smiled at me like never before who looked moody and agitated.

" the non-infant is given first, because it is only once every two hours to be given breast milk ".

" yes, just a moment ".

I tried to sit like a siti to help me, after that I gave breast milk to afan she was very greedy, I was happy to see my baby healthy.

" zafira can't give birth normally she has to do surgery ".

Said mr. toni.

I just keep quiet as well as the siti.