The Ex
52. Afraid

The days are going on as usual. LDRs are as they were before. Routine videocall, send messages and calls to let each other know.

Even now the intensity is even more frequent. Siska is also not ashamed - embarrassed again or prestige and wants to contact Zidan first sometimes. Yes, maybe the effect of being married.

In addition, Siska has also run her daily routine with work. Then sometimes go home to see his father's mother or visit the house of the in-laws if asked to stop by.

But especially today, Siska again relaxed with Raya and Feby, chatting in Zidan's apartment which is now automatically also his apartment.

"Crazy lo Sis, the same true Zidan, until the lie using the show came all month on the first night. Pantesan lo I cant help but haheho only. It turns out that she's still a virgin lo. ckckck!." Raya directly chimed in Siska because he could not think with the way of the mind of the friend. Siska turned out yesterday just pura - pura again came the moon. Gosh darn.

"Yes, how very lo. Are you the same as Zidan? Though he has poured everything Sis for you. But why are you still nunda - nunda to serve him? where was your perverted soul before marriage? why does marriage not have passion? don't don't you have a disease, do you?." Feby also did not want to lose when chiming Siska.

"Sis, your mind really why? I'm surprised, I swear! why do I have to come to the moon? ckck!." Again Raya clucked and now even geleng - geleng.

"Emang lo again think what the hell is Siska? you still aren't sure about Zidan? or you really don't want to marry her, is that it? so you've been lying about pretending to come to the moon?." Feby nambahi's.

"Gue also do not know why, I still feel nervous just as afraid" replied Siska with a face that could be said to feel guilty.

"Oh my God, Siska, you're just as nervous as scared why? you afraid Zidan ninggalin you again the same cheating you again? or is Zidan still lacking the same attention?." Raya asked with a probing view trying to find out what was behind Siska's mind to the point of lying.

"No, not that. I'm absolutely convinced that Zidan. I'm just not ready, Ray, too."

"Why not ready yet? what do you have to do, until you have to think about it? or do you intend to defend your virginity as you said before?." Nyaut while tanya.

Siska sighed. His face was also embarrassed. "Guys, I'm scared."

Raya and Feby were astonished by Siska's unusual expression. Even really impressed - embarrassed.

"Fear why?." Feby tanya's.

"Fear of pain." replied Siska with her innocent look, even her face until red.

"Hahaha!!!." Feby laughed.

"Huh?." while the Kingdom speech. This is really what he's suffering, just because he's afraid of getting sick, is that it?"

"gue fear. You said it hurt. I'm embarrassed too, anyway." Siska explained with a confused face to say what but looks funny in the eyes of Ray and Feby.

"Haha! oh, my God, Siska, you exist - is there any?." Feby was still laughing. Oh my God, Siska could have delayed the first night just because she was afraid of getting sick.

"Bentar deh Sis, so it turns out you are so just because - because you are afraid of pain, so? not because you're not sure about Zidan or afraid of being left out?." Raya wants to reinforce Siska's thinking.

"Yes, I'm scared, embarrassed, nervous too. I am am amused by Ray, Feb." replied Siska shuddering.

"Ckckckl!." Raya finally can only whisper while ringing - geleng.

"Well, how come you're my boyfriend anyway?." Siska chimed Feby.

"Yes, it's funny. It could - usually just because - for fear of continuing to make excuses to come to the moon. Good thing not caught lo, if it gets caught Zidan wants what reason you." Feby answered.

"Say I'm not ready!."Siska is sewot.

"Where can it be Sis. Strange - strange. If you say you're not ready, he'll think strangely." Feby answered.

"So far from now I ask, when are you ready? this has been a month for Sis lo to marry. You also can't avoid. Now you can avoid because you are lucky again because you are again LDR." Reminded.

"Yes, I'm not kasian lo same Zidan. As long as you know yes, he always calls the Word every night while whining because LDRan same loah, because it can not enjoy the same time you are. Because you don't want to come to Jogja. There are many more anyway. Until I knew the horror, she made my time with the Word so we know!." snorted Feby, so upset again if you remember Zidan who every night called her husband.

"Eh, Krisna also likes the phone. The same thing again. God, it's like he's lonely really Sis." said Raya.

"Ckckl! the chair." Feby clucking.

"Udah deh Sis, I think you should immediately nyusulin Zidan to Jogja deh. Kasian him, it was very tormented because he had to be far away from you. These are all husbands - our husbands have been victims of his impingement as well. He's really lonely like that. Don't be long, not good to know." said Raya.

"Gue agrees with Raya. If you can this weekend, you have to leave. Inget also, you have become his wife so it is your obligation to serve the husband. Fear later you delay even become something that is not good for your marriage. Pumpung si Zidan again ngarep so do not be disappointed. Afraid later if he was already disappointed and he even looked for a pass to someone else, how? you want that to happen?." Feby nakut - nakuti.

"Eh, how do you say that?." Siska was obviously scared.

"Yes end you too think of yourself until you forget the same people who love you. Inget lo Sis, what's in the brains of the men is 90% about s-e-k-s. So before what I said earlier actually happened mending lo move fast." Feby interrupting.

"Udah no thought - think again. Tomorrow is the weekend. Now you pack there. Depart tomorrow, also take the cut if necessary let in Jogjanya a little long. Be satisfied with your husband too. Kangen - kangean. Don't forget, too, that gift of mine was worn." Raya started to get up.

"That's right, you're cheating." Siska protested in a sulking tone.

"Hahaha, my God Siska. How do you become a cute gini? usually I am also a regular ledekin. The effect of the first night is it, so hot cold? hahaa." Raya is getting more and more literate.

"Haha. Just be normal Sis, don't strain it. It's good to believe in me. Make nagih. Once you know, I guarantee your perverted soul goes straight back." Feby is getting sucked.

"Gee! crazy you on."

"Maha."

Malamannya. After thinking long on the bed. Siska decided to pull her suitcase and put it on the bed. Siska also then opened the width of her wardrobe and stared for a moment at the clothes on the hanger to determine which clothes were appropriate and not to be under.

Initially Siska chose ordinary clothes - ordinary and impressed covered. But then, the choice changed on her sexy, revealing clothes. Remember that his mission tomorrow is to become a wife completely while venting his longing that has been separated for 1 month.

Packing mepecking is done. Then Siska grabbed the ponse and pressed the screen to tell her husband.

"Zidan, pick me up tomorrow .. I'm going to Jogja tomorrow."