The Ex
90. Contrition

Siska slowly reopened the suitcase in front of her. All the evidence of memories of dating Zidan back to see. One by one, those things touch his ego. Toying with her feelings and casting off her disbelief and making Siska feel good about herself.

This was the most tangible evidence he saw at the moment. The proof of Zidan's feelings of loving him long ago and hasn't even faded until now. But why did Siska forget so much about this?. He's seen this suitcase, right?. Oh, Siska you are the dumbest man in the world.

Sobbing, Siska grabbed her phone calling Zidan. Several times the experiment was done Siska, but during that time Zidan did not want to accept his call. Siska finally decided to follow Zidan to his office.

Siska circulated her gaze to the 5-story building before her. This was the first time she had come to Zidan's office after 5 months of marriage. His steps seemed doubtful, but even so Siska still went in there.

"Yes ma'am, what business is it, ma'am?" asked a woman, a receptionist.

And coincidentally, Siska had not yet answered the receptionist's question. From within appeared Egi who immediately greeted him.

"Loh Ma'am Siska, tumben here mbak? want to find Mas Zidan, okay?."

Siska smiled. "Yes Gi, he's coming, isn't he?."

"Yes, there's a new brother. He's in his room."

"Can I come in?."

"Yes, you can't cook. Yes, I have anterin his room" Egi told Siska.

Thanks to the help of Egi. Siska can also be directly with young into the office of her husband.

A little bit of his eyes. Her husband's office is the same as any other office. Many skats - skat rooms that may be as a differentiator between one field and another. And the employees also seemed busy doing something in front of their computers.

"This is Mas Zidan's room, just go in." show Egi after they arrived in front of a room whose door was closed. Not to forget also Egi knocked the door first for Siska.

Siska nodded then smiled faintly at Egi. "Let's Gi." Which then Egi immediately went away.

Siska opened the door to Zidan's room. And Zidan looked at him. At once also the cold look on Zidan's face welcomed his arrival.

"Zidan," Siska slowly approached. Her tears also fell just like that when she looked at her husband's cold face.

"Why did you come here?."

With doubtful steps, Siska approached Zidan. "I want to apologize. I'm wrong I'm wrong."

Siska. Her tears fell upon Zidan's refusal. His whole body was full of regret and regret.

Zidan breathed his rough breath. His disappointment is still in his heart. But seeing Siska who was crying like this, her heart was not really strong.

"Let me drive you home. You also have to work. Yesterday you took a vacation so don't let today you don't work because of me."

But how much Siska cares about it anymore. Now the important thing is Zidan who is angry with him. And can forgive himself immediately.

"Zidan, I'm sorry, I've gone too far. I feel the same love for you for me. I have committed a great sin on you. I shouldn't have been like that. Now I'm actually niesel. I was a fool yesterday. I was too anxious about my own ego. I'm just thinking to myself. All this time you have shown your love to me. So I'm sorry. I'm so sorry, please forgive me."

Zidan turned his face away. Again - again throwing his breath rough. Why he had to be weak in front of Siska when Siska had torn his pride so deeply.

"Your!! We'll talk later. Now you go home first. You have to work." For now Zidan prefers to avoid first until he can reduce his emotions. And can be calmer too.

Zidan moved his legs to get out and drove Siska. But his hand was blocked by Siska.

"No, I don't want to. I'm not leaving until you're sorry for me." Even Siska shook her head in frustration fearing that Zidan would not forgive her.

"Sis, today I really did a lot of work. This morning I still have a meeting, in the afternoon I have to check the construction site. I also have to meet again. So please for today let my mind calm down. On our business, we can talk later" Zidan said, taking off Siska's hand.

"Zidan, I'm really sorry. I'm sorry. I'm actually niesel. I was wrong, I took the pill without your knowledge. I also threw away all the pills. I promise I won't take those pills again. And if you want us to have children, I'm ready too. So I beg you, I'm sorry." Siska also wailed.

Unfortunately, Siska's pity even ignited Zidan's emotions. Look at it, Zidan's expression that had now turned into a cynical smile.

"You think you don't take those pills anymore everything could be okay?" asked Zidan in a cornered tone.

"You think you're gonna stop taking those pills and we've got a kid our marriage is gonna be happy? Siska. You forgot the reason you first dropped out to take the pill what is it? That's because you don't have any feelings for me."

"No, Zidan, you misunderstood me. It's not that." Siska again - again shaking in frustration.

"What's not it?." cut Zidan up quickly with his emotional tone.

"What don't you mean? all that is clear Sis, you never love me as much as I think you doubt and fear me. All this time you thought I was a jerk who just took his lust out on you. You should know that they are all tied to each other. I am so because I love you. Because I'm interested in you. Because I love you. I admit, I am sneaky I have benefited the circumstances to be able to marry you. But all that I did once again on the basis that I love you. Because I love you. Because I want to live with you. I want to be happy with you. Same woman who since I was 17 years old and until now even the feeling of affection is not lost but even dusty. But I now realize, I love you so much that I forget how you feel about me. I shouldn't have meant for you to marry me if in fact now you're suffering from marriage with me."