The Ex
92. Trauma or Doubt?

"Sis, don't tell me you're really traumatized?." This time Feby asked with a worried look.

Obviously Raya and Feby are worried. Given the track record of Siska and Zidan who used to date with feelings of affection but instead ended up hurting each other until there was a drama of infidelity.

"Trauma?." Siska asked back.

"He'em. It could be trauma." Raya said.

"Why is it trauma? I guess it wasn't Ray. It's pure because I wasn't ready yesterday. I doubt I'm afraid not of trauma."

"Yes, because you doubt as much as I fear this, I say you are again traumatized. You are afraid that Zidan will be sick with you again by leaving you again and cheating on you again. I said gini, because inget how you guys are dating. You guys are the same - love each other but even cheating race. Then after that, after breaking up with Zidan, you immediately build a very high wall, as high as the castle wall to all the guys. All the guys are decked out the same lo, just a stretch of doang kayak car at a red light. If they have asked for your skinskip immediately tomorrow dizzy looking - find a reason to break up. If you know they're decking the same girl little lo also directly overthinking. Lo also immediately asked to break up unilaterally without waiting or dreading their reasons. From there, what is it if not the trauma of his name?." Raya explained everything at length.

"Okay, maybe I'm traumatized, but if I'm traumatized why would I be the same Zidan again continue to marry him as well? should I hurt Ray? I should have told him not to be the same - he was again. But now I'm with Zidan again." For this part Siska felt it was not right that he was said to be traumatized. Because it is not possible also traumatized people can even return the same person who made the trauma.

"Yes because you still love and love Zidan, Siska. You can marry her again, you can accept her again, you want to marry her, you want to live with her even though in your little heart you have the same fear of doubt." timpal Raya again is so hot - gebu. Hopefully Siska will come to her senses after she talks gini.

"So what's the point of Ray from this talk?." Feby tanya's.

"The bottom line, if you love Zidan throw away - far doubt as much fear lo it. I have enough cowardly thoughts. Change the same good mind - good." exclaimed Raya.

"Gue agrees with Raya. Bener Sis, you should be able to throw away your cowardly thoughts before it's too late. Apologize to Zidan."

Siska was silent. He was pervading every word of his sabbath.

"But, I guess, mommy's just as papa you know you don't take the pill?." Feby tanya's.

Siska shook her head to answer. "it seems they don't know yet."

"If your in-laws?." Feby asked again.

"It looks the same. You see Mama and Papa even Caca is still the same attitude to me, no change."

"Thank God that's it. Or maybe Zidan deliberately does not want to tell or tell your parents the same as him" said Feby.

"Okay, if so now go back to the core. We're looking for a solution together so that your problem is not protracted." Reminds them of their original purpose.

"If I think. First you have to stop ngutuk yourself Sis. Kayak Raya said. Throw away those negative thoughts. After that, ask Zidan deep talk, apologize and do not repeat this mistake a second time." Feby suggested.

"He'e, you really need deep talk so that what's on your mind can both be the same - just as know. You know 'the key to harmony in a relationship is to be open to each other."Raya added.

"But if I'm with Zidan, I've been talking about Zidan's attitude is still the same how is Ray, Feb?." Siska is worried that she will not be forgiven by Zidan.

"Em, don't give up" said Feby.

Siska did not answer that she was waiting for the continuation of Feby's words.

"Lo has to apologize until he's really sorry. Proof that you are sorry. And show me that you love him too." added Feby.

"How?."

"Use the way of a sholeha wife, Sis." It's straight away. He just got inspired.

"Shelu's wife?."

"Heem, who knows what. I just want to, when Krishna used me to use this way. Love Zidan more attention. It's usually as if nothing ever happened. Ready all her needs, ranging from eating, clothes or the slightest thing. I assure you he'll be devastated."

"If not too?."

"Hahaha, okay with your idea." Although amused but Feby must admit that the idea of this Kingdom is the best idea. Because it is undeniable, the skinskip is the most powerful way to heal cold relationships and change everything to be more romantic and harmonious.

Siska nodded. He knew quite well what his sabahat meant.

"Yes, that's it. Now mending you cepet back, do not let Zidan come first before lo." Raya does not want to be evicted only she wants her best friend to quickly do what she has said.

"Thank to Ray, Feb. You guys though know I'm wrong but you guys keep it next to me, help me, remember me. Though yesterday because of insecure, I'm ashamed to want to tell the same story you guys." Siska looked at her two best friends with a grateful look and also thanks. They were the best friends Siska had.

"Yes anyway you are not a drug dealer or a murderer deh Sis, I keep beside you when you need." timpal Raya not serious.

"Just a killer like a drug dealer? Though if Siska becomes a actor, I can be sure you will also not want to cement the same him again." said Feby who is now even under the word actor.

"Dih. Amit - amit deh, do not get, do not get. What else does Krina or Firman tick." Raya so shudderful.

"Jeez, it's you both why on the hook I become a strange - strange anyway?." Other protests.

"Disappearing, just afraid that you really want to be a actor because - because you can't get sorry Zidan." replied Raya.

"Gee! I'm not crazy, Ray!."

"Who knows, it's just crazy." The Kingdom is still nyaut.

"Ck! don't don't you also who is ready - ready to be the actor, I fight with Zidan, you've taken a show - shake him from me." reply Siska with her slash of eyes that look damp because too long crying earlier.

"Gue is ready - ready. Not the Raya." And not to be surprised how Feby answered.

"Gee! pregnant again, don't say - say the word." Siska reminds Feby.

"God, I forgot." Directly Feby grin and ngusuk - ngusuk stomach that contains a baby but still flat.

"Hahaha, dead fleas deh lo." timpal Raya with a crisp laugh.

"Lo also do not think macem - macem just because - because not pregnant!." This time to Raya.

"Gee! why am I getting scolding too?." Raya protest. "Eh but by the way I haven't told Sis to you about the Caca." And then Ray tried seriously again.

"M, why Caca?."

"Says Krishna the Caca the job is okay. He really works, doesn't leha leha."

"Good dong if that's it. I'm not ashamed of Zidan because he's already nitipin him."

"But" the utterance stopped and spontaneously made Siska frown. "It's like you're the same Zidan has to control him. He seems to have the same taste as Desta." added Raya.

"What do you mean?." The frown that was already wrinkled was getting more and more shriveled.

"Krisna is suspicious, Caca likes Desta and is now chasing after him." Raya made her speech clear.

"Huh?." Siska was shocked.

"The real Ray, too over thinking times the Krisnong." Feby misses the same - equally shocked when horrified.

"Ih, why do I also make - make. This serious. Krisna has also done several mergokin times. Win it, Sis. Better you meet the Caca, ask - ask the cake, lo fishing cake or how it is up to you so that later nothing happens - unwanted things. Caca is still only 17 years old ABG, but the Desta is old. Yes, even though he is still 27, but if the same Caca gap is not too far away?" said Raya while listening to her opinion.

Siska nodded. Now his brain is back thinking, must step how to make this Caca business. I don't know, how it feels Siska again standing on a thin rope that if nudged directly fell.