The Fate of Narendra Women
14. A Personal Satisfaction [REVISED]

Kamila coughed increasingly hard. His head hurts, but he now wishes Lily to come in even if her hair is grabbed.

"I know Young Master Iaros spent the night here."

Fear looms over Kamila. Even if he knew Narendra's wife was a slave and they were married not out of love, it would still be an insult to seize what should be theirs.

"Does Miss know what Miss Lily said about Miss?"

Helen looked at him flat.

"Miss Lily said that Miss Kamila is a lowly woman who seduces men for personal satisfaction."

"W-what?" Kamila struggled to sit down. Surprised and clearly heartbroken to hear the accusation.

Kamila had loved Iaros all her life. Never anyone else and only Iaros.

How does he tempt other men for personal satisfaction?

"I don't know if it's true or not, Miss, but does Miss think of me as a display?"

Kamila. "I-i ...."

"Young Master Iaros chose to come to your room on our first night. Then it looks like tonight and the night after that as long as you are here. Perhaps when you also return, Young Master will prefer to sleep with your shadow than me."

"...."

"Do you want me to be laughed at for being abandoned by my husband, whom I just married, for the sake of Miss? Is that a form of personal satisfaction, miss?"

Kamila was pale. His whole body suddenly itched but he shivered.

It's not.

He does not want to hurt anyone else.

Only, it just ....

What was he actually born for?

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It was clearly visible on his face. Especially to Helen.

Frankly, he had no problem with Kamila or with Iaros. Their business is also forbidden. But now Helen saw.

This kid .. has a weird trauma.

His reaction that was always cold sweat, his body that was shivering with fear and pallor, it was a physical reaction from a psychological disorder.

Helen had never heard of any violence experienced by the descendants of Narendra either pure or only half.

Why is he like this?

Helen was actually pity. It's not that he doesn't understand that Kamila is a lonely child.

She's locked up in the castle, Helen's locked up on the farm.

They are the same fate. Even though they are on a different path.

"Does Miss know how I fought to marry Young Master Iaros?" Helen had to do as she was told. "Miss is Narendra's daughter, so of course Miss doesn't know. I was downing poison every week, breaking my bones and dying every month since I was a child. I try to be the best, learn and learn, barely know what it's like to play or rest free, just so that I marry Young Master and change a little of my life from a nameless slave to a slave named Helen."

Kamila was shivering.

"If Miss wants to take it, then go ahead. Miss is Narendra. Of course whatever Miss wishes are orders." Helen made a gloomy face. "But if Miss wants to hear the plea, then please, give me my husband. Don't take it by the power of Miss. I can't have anything either."

After saying that, Helen decided to leave him.

Now it remains to see whether Kamila shunned Iaros or still needs an even harder push.

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