The Fate of Narendra Women
22. Don't Forgive Me [REVISED]

Disgustful?

Wh who?

Me?

Iaros smiled miris. How hard is he to be kind, even in this way he is disgusting?

"*What do you mean by getting married?!"

Will Iaros show him what's more disgusting to him?

"Kamila, I don't understand. Lily's the one who got married, why do you have to do that? You want to leave me*?"

Wasn't what was disgusting was Kamila's expression back then? As he stuck a knife in Iaros' chest through his sentence along with a calm and relaxed expression.

"What do you mean? Didn't you also leave me?"

Then he cheerfully continued to speak.

"It's okay, Young Master. I'll still be your best friend even if I get married. If later I have a child, I'll also ask you to give him a name directly."

Now he says Iaros is disgusting?

"All right." Iaros pulls Kamila away even though he rebelled against her. "Don't forgive me. I'm disgusting."

Iaros tried to hold his breath so as not to hunt by the feeling of tightness, pain and anger.

Encouraged Kamila to lie down, looking at her expressionlessly as Kamila seemed to be trying to breathe in between the tightness.

That habit, means the trauma is still there.

Whenever she felt threatened, Kamila would naturally be short of breath. Even if he didn't instantly realize it was a threat, his body would move first in order to be defensive.

"You're afraid of me?" Iaros was expressionless even though Kamila was crying. "What are you afraid of, Kamila? Am I not helpless before you?"

"...."

"I was disgusting, a long time ago. You insulted me, dumped me, thought I was just a nuisance to you, but I still disgustingly love you. Yep. That's gross."

Kamila shivered. "Young Master, please move aside—"

"I'm gonna stop being so disgusting now." Iaros forcibly pulled Kamila's clothes no matter how strangled she was. "I will behave as I am and be pure."

*

Ribia almost runs to stop Iaros in Kamila's room if Agav doesn't hold him back. How could he rape his own sister?!

Agav smiled meaningfully. "Can Miss handle Young Master's anger afterwards?"

"He's the one who won't be able to handle Brother Aether's anger!"

"Then after First Young Master scolded Young Master Iaros for raping Young Miss Kamila, would Young Master Iaros apologize and things improve?"

"But—"

"Dear Miss, there is always meaning in every action. The Young Master had a moment of panic when he said a memory, then his reaction to Miss Kamila's reaction was also strange. Me and Miss can't do anything even if Young Master rapes Young Miss Kamila, so it's best that Miss and I investigate about it."

But ....

"If something happens, never put one person as the victim and the perpetrator. Put both as victims as perpetrators. Both."

Ribia can't reply. Because he knew Agav and knew Agav would not do anything unless it was profitable.

But Kamila ....

*

Kamila was terrified at the figure of Iaros now.

Never once had he seen Iaros this scary. He did not smile, but continued to put a kiss on Kamila's body.

Her entire outfit was thrown away, then lowered her head to force Kamila to do so.

He's afraid.

He was afraid to choose to apologize.

"Young Master, I'm guilty." Kamila cried at the abuse. "I'm guilty. Im sorry. I'm guilty."

But Iaros did not stop. She looked at Kamila from above, stroked her cheek and whispered, "You're mine."

His head feels like it's going to break. Kamila soaked her own face with a cry, feeling excruciating pain.

Iaros did not beat or act rudely but Kamila's fear made her feel that it was all painful.

"Camila." Iaros whispered softly in his ear. "I'll never let you live without loving me."

Something inside Kamila was stirring. He suddenly felt his entire body being crawled by a disgusting beast.

Kamila kept begging Iaros to stop and let him breathe, but Iaros did not listen even a little, no matter what Kamila said.

*