The Fox Goddes Love Struggle
CV Chapter - Feeling lost before making memories

I don't know how long Yi Changyin had been asleep for, but surely when he regained consciousness, the sunlight felt warm on his face. There was also a fine finger that gripped his hand tightly.

Yi Changyin slowly opened his eyes. The first to see him was the familiar room ceiling. Then he turned to the side with a frowning forehead. There was Yi Xuemei smiling towards him. It turned out that he was the one holding her palm.

"Sister?" Greeting cheerfully. Yi Xuemei's smile grew even more, but the girl did not reply.

"Why are you here?" Add it while trying to hold yourself. But he was so surprised when he saw his stomach that had not bloated.

He then turned his head towards Yi Xuemei who was still speechless, with a facial expression filled with question marks. "Have I given birth?"

Yi Xuemei looked at him for a moment. Yi Changyin grew astonished. Why didn't the girl answer?

"Yi Xuemei!" Yi Changyin shook his brother's body. But the girl sighed and rubbed the back of her hand.

"Yes, you gave birth." Yi Xuemei replied in a slow tone.

Hearing that Yi Changyin grew confused. He spread his eyes across the room looking for something. "Then where is my baby?"

Yi Xuemei was silent.

"Yi Xuemei!" Call him again. But the girl looked down even more, hiding a facial expression that must have implied something.

Yi Changyin's heart was pounding. He kept asking what happened but Yi Xuemei did not answer him. The girl looked even more moody.

"Could it be Xuan Chen who brought it?" Mumbled Yi Changyin. Then he left the bed, leaving Yi Xuemei quickly.

Unbeknownst to him, Yi Xuemei seemed to start shedding tears.

Yi Changyin slammed the exit of the room. And he immediately looked at Xuan Chen who seemed to have traveled somewhere.

His face looked gloomy and pale. But Yi Changyin did not care about it. He ran over and immediately smashed into Xuan Chen's body then clasped it.

"You're sober?" Xuan Chen asked in an uninspired tone though.

"Where..my baby?" Yi Changyin asked back while looking at him. While Xuan Chen only budged while looking slightly upwards. Dare to look him in the eyes.

"Xuan Chen?" Yi Changyin asked once again.

Xuan Chen blinked his eyes. He tried to stay calm even though his heart was shaken. Then hugged Yi Changyin tightly. Still not speaking, he could only pat her on the back.

"Xuan Chen I asked where is my baby? Didn't Yi Xuemei say I gave birth?!" Yi Changyin asked again impatiently. His heart began to worry about something uncertain.

"Was.. my baby taken to the concubine's mother's palace?" Yi Changyin muttered with such a confident tone. He pushed Xuan Chen and was about to run away towards where he was referring to.

However Xuan Chen suddenly blocked his hand. Make the steps stop. "Xuan Chen?"

"He wasn't there." He said without looking.

"Then? Where's she?!" Yi Changyin. Then he tugged at Xuan Chen's clothes. "Say where is he?!"

A bad feeling had already crossed many times in his head. It made him unable to bear to cry as he submerged his face into Xuan Chen's chest. Continually asking where the baby is.

"Is it.." Yi Changyin suddenly thought of one precise place. Although Xuan Chen continued to shake his head, he still said so. "Did Yi Wang's father have him taken?"

Now his eyes were shining with hope. "Really! I have to catch up with him!"

At that moment Xuan Chen held him back even more. "He's not everywhere!"

This made Yi Changyin stunned. But his heart still beats. His heart began to ache and worry. Then remembered with his dream, when someone seized Jinmi from his hand by force.

"Come on. I'll take you to. on." It was heavy for Xuan Chen to say it. "Our son.."

Yi Changyin nodded without hesitation. He followed where Xuan Chen had gone and ended up in his old mansion which was still in the mood like a few days ago.

But now he was faced with something under the peach tree. A tombstone and mound of earth, complete with incense that is still burning.

Yi Changyin looked up at him, but he was speechless. His heart was in chaos, his mind was in disarray. When looking at the carvings clearly stated in the stone inscribed, the,

...陈...

...锦...

...迷...

(Xuan Jinmi)

Then there was a row of small carvings on the right side, and,

...昭...

...阳...

...公...

...之...

...女...

(Daughter of Duke Zhaoyang)

And on the left, right,

...已...

...故...

...的...

...皇...

...孙...

(Living imperial grandchildren)

"It's just a dream, right?" Yi Changyin muttered in a raucous voice. Making Xuan Chen take the initiative to embrace him, he felt pain with the departure of his daughter.

"I'm sorry." That's all Xuan Chen said. He apologized for failing to protect his own son.

The flashback

He remembered last night, when the storm came. When Yi Changyin suddenly woke up and complained of pain. When the healer came, he exited the room leaving Yi Changyin.

With a heavy heart he closed the door, after staring at Yi Changyin who was surrounded by two female healers and two maids who were about to help. Their encouraging voices continue to be unpretentious.

There was no moaning and pain, there was only a mutual thunderbolt in the sky there. When the female healer reported that Yi Changyin had fallen unconscious, Yi Xuemei came and heard everything.

"Your highness, the Duke's consort fell unconscious but the baby was delivered. Even though tonight was far from expected, the baby was still trying to push out."

"So forgive us for having to forcefully remove the baby duchess. Because if not soon, the Empress will lose her life."

He and Yi Xuemei could only agree to the physician's suggestion. Although the symptoms are very strange, the baby is ready to be born but not yet the time, he still hopes for the best.

He waited outside with his sister-in-law for a long time. Yi Xuemei was unceasingly biting a finger. And he who paces at the door does not stop.

It's night, the atmosphere is gripping. With lightning continuously attacking the night sky and rain falling piercing the ground.

The sound of the baby's cry could be heard in the air. Making him and Yi Xuemei share a relieved smile. A waiter opened the door and reported that the baby was a girl.

Just then Yi Xuemei exclaimed cheerfully, "As per my guess!"

He immediately entered the room with impatient steps. The first one he saw was Yi Changyin. The girl lay pale on the bed. With a few busy waiters tidying up the rest.

Yi Xuemei entered the room when the female physician handed the baby girl over to Xuan Chen. He accepted it with pleasure. And the cry of the baby stopped when he was in his carrier.

He was happy, even though the sky was unhappy.

He put himself on the bed. "Yin'er, look at our baby." He said that even the person he was talking to did not hear it.

"Have you thought of his name?" Ask Yi Xuemei.

"Me and Yin'er have decided. This baby will be named Xuan Jinmi."

"What a great name." Puji Yi Xuemei enthusiastic.

"Congratulations to Duke Zhaoyang for the birth of princess Xuan Jinmi." Two female healers and two maids who helped deliver the delivery congratulated.

Yi Xuemei watched baby Yi Changyin with a smile. But soon his expression turned to astonishment.

"Why is he.." Yi Xuemei gouged towards him. He looked back at her in wonder. Then Yi Xuemei continued, "why doesn't he move anymore?"

His heart felt stupefied at hearing that, trying to calm his pounding heart, and trying to think of a good thing.

"Jinmi.." whispered as he slightly wiggled his daughter's tiny body.

His eyes began to turn red. "Jinmi, honey.. Did you hear your father's voice? If you hear, at least move your hand."

But the baby is still shaking.

The two female healers glanced at each other in wonder and worry. Before finally one of them came forward, and examined Jinmi closely.

Soon he backed off with a beautiful face color. Glanced at his partner and shook his head low.

"What's going on?!" Xuan Chen exclaimed as he stood up swiftly.

But the four of them prostrated themselves with trembling bodies.

"I forgive us your majesty! We are negligent in our work!"

Then the healer who examined Jinmi advanced first. His position was still bowing and he said, "Daughter Jinmi. We don't know the cause either, and when we cleaned up earlier, we didn't find any signs of this happening."

"Your Majesty, forgive us!"

Lightning snatched the tub piercing his heart. The heavy rain could now describe his heart that was crying. His heart was stuck to make his joints relax, unable to stand.

But in fact the cry overflowed so that he could not hold it until it melted in the eye fertilizer.

He could imagine how spoiled Yi Changyin was when she was pregnant with Jinmi. When this little baby is still kicking in the stomach that is able to make his happiness shoot.

In the middle of the night, still covered in rain, he had to bury his daughter in his old house.

However Jinmi is the descendant of the supreme Goddess of the fairy realm as well as the dominating queen. Without exception the baby had twelve souls and seven spirit cores. Which is now flying along with the disappearance of the tiny body in the lap.

Xuan Chen could only cry heavily feeling lost before making memories.

All that was left was white holy ash inside the white cloth. Which he put into a glass bottle and buried it properly.

Flashback off

What a force, he could not stop the departure, could only cry and regret. At the same time be full of emotion while thinking about who dares to do this.

There was no way the daughter of a Bai Suyue could die that easily.

He still grabbed onto Yi Changyin when he thought of Wen Yuexin's words yesterday.

"Take Yi Changyin off if you don't want anything to happen to her."

Did she? Was that woman really doing it? 'Damn it!' The meaning in the heart.

But a moment later he was surprised when he found Yi Changyin who ran away from his embrace. The girl approaches the mound and damages it, trying to dig it up.

"Jinmi, maybe I can bring you back to life.." He murmured with a hunting breath.

But success made Xuan Chen wide-eyed and tried to stop Yi Changyin's crazy actions by tugging at his hand to leave from there. "Yin'er, don't do such crazy! Realize, Jinmi won't be able to come back!"

"I can bring him back to life!" He cried out in tears, then blew Xuan Chen away with a spiritual wave until the man took a few steps back.

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