The Fox Goddes Love Struggle
Chapter XLVII - I love her, don't block me..

The main hall of the academy was filled with scattering of disciples towards Zhisi's hall. Or rather a knowledge room place that had over a thousand scrolls and books.

Yi Changyin walked down the hallways that were bounded by wooden shelves with various scrolls and books. While occasionally looking at what the title of the book he met her, also the contents. But none of them could attract his attention.

Until now his mind was still filled with healing Xuan Chen. Somehow he always felt in this library there was a scroll that could answer all his curiosity. Even for three months, every time I come here, it just ends with reading the scrolls and other books as an addition to my knowledge.

From the first time this beautiful feeling grew to bloom, he felt like he was not putting it off again. He did not know if it could be eternal love. As in some Gods and Goddesses.

The more it traversed each of the passageways, the more desolate it became. There was not even a single disciple in the hallway to the right or left. He continued walking while continuing to occasionally read the little things in the scroll or book.

But up to the intersection, Yi Changyin and accidentally cross paths with Xuan Chen. Making them have to share a deep gaze with each other for a while. But before long they regained their senses and displayed awkward smiles to each other.

"Xuan Chen, what are you doing here?" Yi Changyin's question sounded stupid. What else but reading?

Xuan Chen cleared his throat. "I'm just looking for something really interesting to read. Until it's unconscious to get here."

Momentary silence.

"How..with you?" Xuan Chen asked breaking the silence.

Yi Changyin smiled as he moved his feet towards the passageway on the left. Xuan Chen followed him from the side. "Just like you.."

Xuan Chen smiled as well. But he suddenly pushed Yi Changyin's body until the shelves full of scrolls held his body. The girl was stunned. But it was back to drowning in his deep gaze.

"Xu.. Xuan Chen?" Yi Changyin tried to speak even though he felt dumb.

But the man did not answer. He smiled mischievously which made Yi Changyin slightly goosebumps. The girl hit her chest.

"Don't look for opportunities!" Her lips.

Xuan Chen again did not respond to his words. The man brought his face closer with a mischievous smile. Yi Changyin hurriedly pushed his chest back a few steps. Xuan Chen further widened his smile as Yi Changyin passed before him.

However Xuan Chen withdrew his hand until he stepped back. Then the man caught her, held her in a hug from behind. Yi Changyin revolted, trying to resist. Given their current position. A student or teacher could have passed by!

"Xuan Chen!!"

"Stay like this for a moment.." Xuan Chen's whisper was right on his earlobe. Until the gentle swish managed to make his ears reddened.

Yi Changyin could do nothing more. He could only be quiet this time. Letting this comfortable embrace cling to his body. Slowly his hands fell on the two hands that were coiled around his waist.

Xuan Chen placed his chin on Yi Changyin's shoulder comfortably. Enjoy the smell of peach blossoms on the girl's body. Calm his mind that constantly remembers the worst nightmares of all time. Comfortable, although he had to bend a little because this girl was quite short from him.

Yi Changyin could feel the heartbeat of the man behind him. That was pounding like the middle on the anxiety plate. He tried to glance sideways, looking at this huge, extremely handsome-looking face. Clearly, his face showed that he was calming down something that stuck in his mind.

Yi Changyin could guess. The last time he saw Xuan Chen let out a single tear as he woke up from his sleep. Did he really have a bad dream? That bad? To the point of not being able to hold back her tear dam. Yet Yi Changyin never dared to ask him.

"Xuan Chen's.." Finally Yi Changyin ventured to call out to him. And the man just opened his eyes.

"What are you worried about?" Asked Yi Changyin again. But immediately get a hug tighter than before.

"Xuan Chen?"

But Xuan Chen let go of his embrace and turned Yi Changyin's body around until he had looked at each other. Then again drowned the girl's face in her arms.

"Yin'er, promise me you'll never..." Xuan Chen's sentence came to a halt.

'Yin'er, I dreamed about it again last night...'

"Xuan Chen, there's a legend that a fox would be loyal to one mate.." Yi Changyin.

"You don't look at my father who has many wives.."

This time Xuan Chen was comforted by his words, he smiled.

"But, in fact my father only loved Madam Feng and my mother. Marriage to those women is just a matter of inter-clan politics." Added.

"And I won't follow in your father's footsteps." Xuan Chen's. "I'll just marry you and love you.."

"Promise?"

"sure.."

Suddenly Yi Changyin let go of his embrace. Pulling Xuan Chen back to walk down the hallway. Read some book titles and scrolls while smiling to yourself.

"Oh yes, Xuan Chen. I have something to ask you." Said Yi Changyin still while checking the books and scrolls.

"What's that?"

"What did grandfather moon give you?"

Xuan Chen smiled. "Caller stone only. It would serve to call the miss Hua Mu Dan or the miss Yue Xingfei, even the moon grandfather himself." Yi Changyin nodded in understanding. "What about you?"

"The teleportation stone." Recalling the stone made Yi Changyin scratch his nape. "That brings me to your room.."

Xuan Chen chuckled, "we should thank the stone." Hearing that made Yi Changyin hit Xuan Chen's arm. And the man laughed again.

But suddenly Yi Changyin's eyes were fixated on one place. Make him sparkle a little and run towards him. Didn't expect them to be in the very corner of this vast space of knowledge.

From the breadth of the room, there are only bookshelves and scrolls neatly arranged. He had never seen these two cabinets before him. It must have contained rare knowledge.

This place is so quiet. It might be too far from the entrance that made the disciples lazy. Some are close, why choose the far? That is the thought of almost all students.

The difference in place attracted Yi Changyin to open one. Then told Xuan Chen to open the other one. Now they were busy looking for what they were looking for.

In his mind they were just, 'May be here.may be here..'

Yi Changyin was definitely hoping to find a scroll useful for Xuan Chen's recovery. As for Xuan Chen, he was searching for information on 'dreams'.

Long time no find anything. Maybe if there are students or teachers who see them, will pat the eel in frustration. Just read, no need to be picky.

Yet Yi Changyin pulled one of the fairly thin scrolls. He hesitated to open it. But the real purpose of coming here is to know something, not find something interesting to read.

On the other hand Xuan Chen had found a single scroll. But his was three times thicker than the one Yi Changyin was holding. They both open the scroll even though they do not know what each is doing.

Yi Changyin immediately looked up as he read a little. Then he glanced at Xuan Chen who was also reading something. He secretly inserted the scroll into the spiritual ring. Relax, no one will know..

While Xuan Chen was able to see the title of the scroll he obtained. Book of 'dreams', by the Night Goddess Qing Feiyu. It seems like this is the Goddess of the previous generation's night. Not the one now. Unable to read it, Xuan Chen hurriedly hid the scroll. Asking Feng'er to hide it without Yi Changyin's knowledge.

Then both of them take random reels. Then read it in a hurry. It was as if they did not want everyone to know about his actions. Including Yi Changyin or Xuan Chen himself.

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"Shen Lan's.."

The call made him turn around. Staring at Yi Changyin who came with a smile puffed up. Shen Lan returned her smile.

Yi Changyin tightened his warm robe, dispelling the coldness in the middle of the dark forest. Then he aligned his steps with Shen Lan, and gave her a scroll.

It was a wonder, but Shen Lan immediately accepted it even though she was still unsure. A few moments later, he fell asleep after reading it.

"This formation?" He muttered with a slightly incredulous face.

Yi Changyin nodded with a smile.

Shen Lan who looked at him grew confused. "Why are you smiling?"

"Of course I can cure him.." Yi Changyin replied enthusiastically making Shen Lan sigh.

The all-blue man ruffled the top of Yi Changyin's head. "Foolish boy, do you think you can do it with this level of strength?"

"I can be the highest Goddess.."

Shen Lan chuckled. "You're double stupid. You think being the supreme Goddess can only be a fleeting moment of time? It took thousands even..."

"Shen Lan's!" Cut Yi Changyin. "Didn't I say I can!" He said with certainty. Making Shen Lan sigh in frustration.

Then Yi Changyin continued. "And all of you, I can form new vocal cords with my fox blood."

"Stupid!" The Shen Lan. "The ceremony in the book that princess Xuan Rong gave him couldn't be entirely useful.."

Making Yi Changyin snatch. "Then?"

"You still need green algae in the river of the afterlife. A river filled with spirit spirits that will eat your flesh. Or drown you in there!"

"I'll take it when I become the highest Goddess!"

"You think being the supreme Goddess is easy?!" Flinch Shen Lan. "Why do you think about how he suffered and struggled in his brackets in that purgatory pagoda? Which could even make you die in vain.

"Not to mention that you have to accept fifty lashes of lightning, will you be strong at this young age of yours?"

"Shen Lan, I.."

"After that you will sacrifice the sacred blood of your fox?! Then drain half the spiritual energy to break the formation?" Shen Lan clucked in annoyance. "I'm really not sure you'd survive like that.."

"And I'm afraid that what you're fighting for will go to waste.."

Making Yi Changyin puff up, his eyes started to tear up.

Inexhaustibly, Shen Lan did not even know what was on the girl's mind. The shadow of Shen Lan, in Yi Changyin's brain there were already tangled threads that could no longer be separated. It's been really fucked up!

He was still trying to be patient, considering the girl was about to cry. His heart is so unbearable. Then he asked in a gentle tone, "little brother, on what basis do you want to sacrifice so much for him. Do you owe him?"

"I love her! Please don't stop me!" Yi Changyin cried out in the fog.

Making Shen Lan wrinkle in wonder. "Love?!" He grunts. "Indeed, people who are drunk on love will be just like you are today. I'm not even sure that man will understand your struggle!"

"What care?!" Yi Changyin.

"Shen Lan, you don't understand my heart.."

"You also don't understand what love is.."

"My whole life just wanted to do whatever I wanted. If I'm going to die. Why are you still blocking him?"

"You?!" Shen Lan was wide. The girl's words had completely lost her mind.

"Shen Lan, the more time goes by, the faster time goes by. I don't want it to just pass you by.." He added while holding back the crying.

"I will change the laws of the heavens! I can't believe being the supreme Goddess will take that long!"

"I can hold everything! I'm sure!"

"And I'm sure it won't go to waste!"

"I understand how you feel. But give me four years."

"Four years?!" Shen Lan could no longer control her emotions. He ended up having to swallow his anger again, with the reason not bear. Of course he was very surprised. Given in history, no early stage Goddess could become the highest Goddess within four years.

"I can't believe you're gonna finish it anytime soon.." Shen Lan added sounding cold.

Yi Changyin bent his knees, holding onto Shen Lan's nonchalant leg. "I don't know why, feeling like if you don't get your permission it'll all be messed up." The Jeda. "So, please allow me.."

Shen Lan tightened her jaw. He pushed Yi Changyin using his spiritual energy until it bounced backwards. Then he wants to attack it. But Yi Changyin hurriedly woke up and resisted Shen Lan's attack.

The two lights between the light blue and the dark blue were fused together with the darkness. The wind around him blew hard to make their hair fly to each other.

Yet Shen Lan felt unbearable to Yi Changyin. He finally released his energy. Letting Yi Changyin's attack hit his body.

Shen Lan then bounced. His back hit the tree trunk until a mouthful of blood spewed out. Yi Changyin was wide-eyed and immediately ran up to him.

"Shen Lan's?! You all right?! Why did you even accept my attack?"

Shen Lan did not answer. Making Yi Changyin take the initiative to embrace her. "Why did you hurt yourself?"

"Sorry.." Shen Lan rubbed the top of Yi Changyin's head. "I'm just punishing myself for making my sister cry."

Yi Changyin chuckled softly.

"All right, I'll let you.."

"REally?!" Yi Changyin's voice looked overjoyed.

"Yes. After graduating from the academy, we will head to the celestial realm to ask for purification. Once you become the supreme Goddess, we go to the afterlife to look for green algae. I hear there's also a spirit silkworm that can suck contract blood."

"Thank you Shen Lan.." That was all he could say out of thousands of words to praise his flower spirit. He was really very happy that Shen Lan or the sky had allowed him to.

But believe me, Shen Lan said like that just to win her 'little brother. The bottom of his heart still felt unaccepted with Yi Changyin's desire and love ego.

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