The Heart of Old Menjakaka
196. Impassivity
"Om has ...." Tian hung his words. Confused to answer what, because now he has nothing. But if honestly, it is the same as dropping self-esteem according to him. And it could be that the boy forbade that completely uncorrupted relationship. "Om has a company, Om a CEO."
"Said Mami, Om works as a manager at a restaurant."
"Yes, but just want to get some experience, Jun."
"Oh. How big is Om Steven's office?"
"Either."
"Tomorrow to take me to Om's office, okay? I want to see."
Tian swallowed the saliva. How could he take her to the office, while his own office had been confiscated by the bank?
"Tomorrow is not a working day. If it's not a work day .. don't go to the office, Jun," Tian replied.
"Then you can't. The office belongs to Om. My dad's on holiday still going back and forth to his office."
"Later on Monday, huh?"
"Yes already. So, besides the office, what else does Om have?"
"Puny—"
"Lho, how are you guys talking? Why not watch a movie?" nissa's sela just arrived. His arrival instantly made Tian breathe a sigh of relief. Really, he was depressed.
"Watch on, Mi. Juna just chatted with Om Tian for a second." Juna stared straight ahead and went back to watching.
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"Ti, thank you, yes, and I'm sorry that Juna is bothering you" Nissa said as Tian's car pulled up in front of Angga's gate. The woman decides to stay over, because Juna wants her too.
"I should be the one to thank you, for being allowed to come along," Tian replied with a red face.
Juna opens the door, and Janet goes out. Kevin hugged Tian's stomach first.
"Be Careful About Your Nose!" he shouted, then flew out.
"Yes, I'm going in first. You be careful, huh?" One of Nissa's legs had gone down, but her left arm was immediately blocked by Tian.
"I want to talk to you for a minute, Nis," she asked.
Nissa nodded, then she looked at Tian.
"But both can't?" Tian looked towards Juna, the boy was clasping his Mama's hand.
"Jun, you go in first, yeah, Mami's next." Nissa stroked her son's hair.
"What is it Om Tian wants to say, Mi? Juna also wants to know," said Juna curiously.
"It's adult talk, you can't know. It's in there first," woo Nissa.
"But beware, yes, that Om Tian macem-macem!" threaten Juna's. His eyes glared and then got out of the car. The boy just went inside the gate, not into the house. Waiting Nissa.
"Sorry Juna, yes, Ti. She's a possessive child sometimes."
"It's okay. That's a sign she loves you." Tian stuck his hand out backwards, to grab a bouquet of flowers. Before Nissa came, she moved the flower there. "I stopped by to buy flowers for you, Nis. But forget to be loved now."
"Forku?" Nissa looked at the beautiful looking bouquet of roses. But he hasn't taken it yet.
"Yes, for you."
"In what order? I don't have a birthday and I won something." Nissa took it and felt the flower.
"meaning?" Nissa doesn't understand. His forehead flinched.
"I mean girlfriend, Nis. You have a girlfriend?"
"Oh. If my boyfriend doesn't have me, I don't want to date either."
"No want to? Why?" Not even Tian shot, but the answer was immediately disappointing
"What a courtship, more sins. I am not an ABG. Especially having children. Shame as it is."
"That means you want a husband? You want to get married?"
"If I could .. I don't want to marry again."
Tian widened his eyes, surprised by Nissa's reply. "Lho, why? Juna must want a new Papi."
"For now he hasn't asked, but doesn't know if later." Nissa smiled faintly.
"But why don't you get married again? You're young, Nis. Beautiful and perfect. Any guy would like you."
"I'm traumatized, scared like that." Instantly, Nissa's tears flowed down her cheeks. But he quickly wiped it too. Tian's hand also rubbed.
"Fear why? Did your husband cheat on you?" tanya Tian was curious.
Nissa shakes. "Ah, don't talk about it. So what do you want to talk about?"
"Not so, tomorrow." Tian undoes his intention to shoot. Nissa's answer to not going out and not getting married made her doubtful. He must have been rejected. "I'm sorry that my question made you sad. I don't mean to, Nis," Tian said with a guilty face.
"It's okay. Yeah, I'm in first. See you tomorrow, yeah."
"Yes, good night Nissa." Tian stumbled a smile with a blushing face.
"Night." Nissa got out of the car, then stepped inside the gate.
Tian looked at Nissa who was holding hands with Juna into the house. The moment looks warm and sweet. It felt like Tian was among them.
"Pity Nissa, it looks like her husband used to hurt so much. Traumatized and afraid to remarry." Monologue Tian while clenching both of his hands, he suddenly had emotions. "That's a real ego, that's a guy. How can a woman as perfect as Nissa be hurt? You know so mah, you've been married to me, Nis!" snarl.
"Keep, now what's next? Do I just back off?" Tian was silent for a moment, thinking about the fate of his relationship with Nissa. "Ah if you back off like you don't want me, it's too much responsibility. Mumpung can deket again the same Nissa, when else try."
"But now, I have to have a lot of money first. Let Juna approve and maybe if I can get close to Juna ... Nissa will melt and open her heart again. Then we get married and live happily." Tian gave a smile while fantasizing. "Means I have to find a side business, don't pay a salary from working as a doang manager."
Tian picks up his cell phone in his pants pocket, and searches for the contact number of his college friend Thomi. After meeting, he called.
"Cummer, Thom. How are you?" tian asked as his call was picked up by the other side.
"Good news. What's up, Ti? Tumben phone?"
"I heard from the ministers he said you often give loans for business capital. Can I borrow money for capital? I'm gonna go find a side business."
"Can you borrow how much?"
"If it could be ten million. But how many flowers? Don't be so big, yeah, we're friends, '" he said.
"10 percent, Ti. What do you want to do on the side?"
"Don't know yet, I'll think that there's capital."
"Rernak catfish just mending. The capital does not need much, but fortunately good enough if it works," suggested Thomi.
"How much is Thom? Fortunately can make the marriage capital is not approximately?"
...Good, Om, if you have a side business. But the capital do not pinjem also time 🤣 aware dong, it already has a lot of debt 🙈...