
Here comes Clarissa now. Standing in contemplation while hugging his sleeping daughter. His eyes stared blankly at the magnificent house before him. After saving Sandara from her father's cruel punishment, Clarissa decides to take her daughter to the country where her biological father is. He intended to meet Karim, then handed Sandara to be treated by him. Clarissa already had nowhere else she wanted to go, in her mind there was only Karim's name even though she had little doubt that her lover was willing to take care of their daughter.
'What should I do if Karim doesn't want to acknowledge Sandara as his daughter? I should have told her about my pregnancy first, not just waited for her to come back like a fool. God, please help me find the best place for my daughter. I know I'm wrong, but my daughter doesn't know anything. She was born into the world because of our despicable deeds, so I beg of you Lord, please do not punish this little girl. Please give her the happiness she deserves. Let me take all those sins. I beg you Lord, please grant this one I want...'
"Ma, why are you crying?."
Clarissa jerks. He immediately wiped off his tears then smiled towards his daughter who had woken up.
"Mama's not crying baby, but a flickering."
"Ma, don't be sad. I'm fine" Sandara said. "Is that Papa's house?."
Not yet Clarissa answered, the gate of the house was open. There appeared a beautiful woman who was holding a small man next to her. The woman then approached Clarissa and Sandara.
"Who are you?" asked the woman with a suspicious look.
"I'm sorry, ma'am, can I meet Karim?" ask Clarissa to doubt. His heart ached a little, he was not stupid to just realize who the woman standing before him was.
"What business do you want to see my husband? And who is this little girl? Why does his face look a little like my husband?."
Like a sword, Clarissa must accept the harsh reality that Karim is married and has a son. Trying to stay strong, Clarissa tried to explain the purpose of her arrival to the house.
"Madam, this little girl named Sandara, she's my daughter with Karim. The point of our arrival to this house was to ask Karim to take care of our daughter. L'm..
"What??? You shameless, how dare you call my husband the father of your daughter. You've lost your mind!" the woman was angry. "Go, take your son away from here. Just so you know, my husband never had another woman besides me, his wife. In her life, I was the only woman she ever had a relationship with. So please stop hallucinating, Karim has never had another woman in all this time!."
Clarissa was stunned, not expecting that the man she loved so much never admitted their relationship. With a deeply broken feeling Clarissa again asked where Karim was at the moment, she needed to speak privately with him.
"Madam, whether Karim acknowledges our relationship or not, please tell me where he is now. There's something very important that I have to tell him!."
"I told you to go. You lady j*lang, hurry up and leave my house or I'll ask the guards to kick you out of here. Get out of front of me now!" hardik the woman.
Sandara silently listened to the quarrel between her mother and the fierce woman. The look in his eyes then turned to the little man who was also looking at him. The two of them then both smiled, not caring about their parents who were having a big fight.
"I'm Bryan, what's your name?" said the little man with a lip gesture.
"I'm Sandara."
"You're so pretty. When I grow up, I will marry you. You're willing not to?."
Despite not understanding the man named Bryan's intentions, Sandara still nodded her head. A strange shadow suddenly appears that immediately makes Sandara stop her mother's quarrel with her mother Bryan.
"Ma, let's go!."
"Wait a minute, baby. Mama had to meet your father before she left" Clarissa said.
"Papa will not come Ma" said Sandara Lirih.
Clarissa's forehead shriveled. He then crouched down, cupping his daughter's sad-looking face. "Darling, how did you know that Papa wouldn't come to see us, hem? We'll wait a little while, Papa's gonna show up."
"Until death I will never let your son meet my husband. If you are determined to do so, then I will not hesitate to remove your daughter from this world. Remember that, Clarissa Wu!."
Tight, but also relieved because it turns out Karim did not really forget it. Looks like this woman deliberately said it just to make him feel hurt and then think badly of Karim. When Clarissa was pensive, it suddenly rained very heavily. He then pulled his daughter's hand towards the car they were riding in when he came to this house.
"Darling, what's wrong?" clarissa asked in surprise when her daughter refused to get in the car.
"Ma, go back to Grandpa's house. I'm fine here alone" Sandara replied.
"Sandara, what are you talking about. Mama could have left you alone here. It's a foreign place kid, too dangerous for a little girl like you!."
Clarissa panic. He realized that his daughter had a slightly different way of thinking to other little girls who were on par with her age. His heart began to be fierce to respond to the maturity of his daughter, Clarissa sure Sandara could feel the difficulties she was experiencing.
"Ma, it's okay Mama left me in this country. Grandpa is Mama's parents, so Mama should respect him. Once I grow up, I'll definitely find Papa. So Mama don't worry anymore..."
Little Sandara understood very well how difficult it was to be in her mother's position sandwiched between two options. If you can choose, Sandara is very unwilling to be separated from her mother, she certainly feels very afraid if she has to live alone in a country of people. But anyway little Sandara already knows that this separation will still happen. She and her mother will soon be separated by distance and time, just like what she has seen in her dreams.
Clarissa was stunned to hear her daughter's words. The hearts of parents who are not broken if forced to part with their own children. Under the rain, Clarissa's cries broke. Her voice sounded so heartbreaking, making the gate of her lover's house a witness to the pain she had to regress. His love wreaks havoc, and his daughter must be the victim.
"Nandara.... Ma, forgive Mama Nak. Sorry for putting you in such a difficult situation. Mama loves you so much, Mama loves you Sandara!" clarissa lamented as her daughter let go of their hand. Devastated, his heart shattered into pieces watching his daughter move away.
"I know my mom loves me very much. Go Ma, quickly go back home before Grandpa gets angry and beats Mama again" Sandara said, holding back her grief and fear.
"Sandara, Mama's daughter... Hikssss, I'm sorry dear Mama, sorry."
"It's okay, Ma, I understand the difficulties that Mama is feeling. It's Ma, I'm going first. The rain is getting heavier, the day is also getting night. I need to find a new place to live from now on!."
Like a madman Clarissa let out a bitter cry when she heard her daughter's words. His body fell to the ground, not caring about his dirty clothes exposed to splashes of rainwater. Clarissa's hands were outstretched, hoping that her daughter would come to hug her. But unfortunately, little Sandara ran away, leaving Clarissa almost dead while shouting her name.
"Papa, why would you do this to both of us Pa. I hate you Pa, I hate you!" clarissa shouted hysterically while beating the rain puddles.
I don't know how long Clarissa cried in that place until she was finally kicked out by the housekeeper. Before leaving, Clarissa looked long at the trees. He knew that his daughter was still hiding there, looking at him with sadness.
"Karim, I hope you can find Sandara's whereabouts soon. I'm sorry, this is the only way to keep our daughter alive. Karim, for the rest of my life I will continue to look forward to the arrival of you two. Until the time comes, I will lock this heart just for you!."
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