The Journey of Pilu A Hana
Bag 20's

One month after the incident Hana became a victim of sexual abuse, and Hana was declared cured of her psychological trauma , thanks to the treatment of the psychiatrist Doctor Hana has begun to make peace with herself to accept the calamity that befell her.

During that time also Fandi's routine goes as usual, But unfortunately since the incident there is no harmony in their husband and wife relationship, which there is only a cold husband and wife relationship .

Their smiles and laughter are solely to cover up a relationship that is starting to stretch in front of the child, Fandi's parents and his family.

this relationship begins to feel uncomfortable when .

Flashbacks

For 10 days Hana was treated in the treatment of pskiater until it was declared cured, as long as Fandi never came even just to see the condition of the wife .

Only Doni and also mbok Jum who always Dateng to visit Hana and give motivation to recover for the sake of his family and children , Yes in the end mbok Jum knew Hana's condition and what happened to Hana from Fandi himself probably because mbok Jum the person closest to Fandi so he could feel there was something in the child it is taken care of . With a persuasion mbok Jum finally told about what happened to his beautiful wife and when mbok Jum heard the fact there was even a feeling of pity for Hana who was also considered as his own son .

On this day Hana can go home and for the first time Fandi met Hana in the room pskiaternya attitude Fandi was cold and untouchable no embrace of affection in can Hana from her husband to welcome her recovery. And Hana was well aware of the change in attitude of her wife from the way she spoke, looked and acted very distanced from Hana, Hana was only resigned to the attitude that her husband showed.

" Hana, can we talk for a second ." yes Fandi was no longer calling with a call of love just mention his wife's name alone Fandi's attitude did not escape the sight of Doni and mbok Jum who was there to pick up Hana

" can mas "answer Hana lowered her head because she did not dare to see the disappointed, angry and sad look from her husband's eyes .

" bro don't be hard on him pity the fan, need courage and perseverance to return to being him now bro " . Doni whispered to Fandi, and was countered with a nod of the head only .

" Hana, I would like if at home there are children and my family behave as usual 'but if only the two of us do not equate with the same habits as before ." said Fandi while giving his chest and looking flat at the wife .

" Ma..meaning Fandi ?" tanya Hana did not understand her husband's words .

" i mean, if we're just the two of you don't have to serve me either my birth or my bath needs but if there are children and my family behave as usual" said Fandi

" Deg .. why mas , what mas Fandi is now disgusted with Hana ..?" hana answered while wiping away the tears that came from hearing her husband's hurtful words.

" I think you know the reason ". Fandi also left his wife who was still sitting while crying bitterly, until followed by mbok Jum.

" dok let's wake up, already don't cry anymore dear, son Fandi need time to accept her yes, you are patient to remember pity children endure for the sake of children yes." mbok Jum calmed and encouraged the poor woman to stay afloat for the sake of her children.

" mbok, Hana is not strong mbok, mas Fandi mbok ". shoot Hana while squeezing his chest that feels tight .

" you have to be strong do not say like that do not listen to the words of your husband who is emotional son but you have to think about your child who is still a child they still need you very much

son ".

After a few seconds of absorbing what was said mbok Jum, Hannah began to calm down and wipe her tears and nodded her head justifying

words mbok Jum who reawakened his mind to be strong for the child he loved so much .

Hana and Mbok Jum immediately followed her husband and also Doni who was already in the car .

In the car no one speaks all silence with his mind each , similarly, Hana who leaned her head on the car glass while closing her eyes with tears that occasionally drip by itself , what Hana did did not escape the observation of Fandi who occasionally saw her from the glass hanging over her head .

Before reaching the house Doni has been delivered to his workplace so even mbok Jum has been dropped in the market for fear of the family Fandi suspicious of their arrival simultaneously .

While in the car, Hana has moved her seat next to Fandi, Hana Maaih is afraid to look at the face of her husband who is still very dear to her , what Hana did was just to see the scenery outside the car window until Hana's daydream was awakened to the sound of Fandi deheman .

" Remember Han in front of the family later you have to behave as usual and say that you came from your parents' house "Fandi commemorates Hana again .

And only being taken in by Hana by enduring the pain in her heart seeing her husband's attitude towards her.

At home, Hana's family had gathered, Hannah and Fandi got out of their car and entered the house .

" Assalamualaikum "

" waalaikumsalam "answer them all at once

" mbak Hana I miss ko return to her old Semarang si ", Hasti immediately rushed into Hana's embrace

" yes has sorry because yesterday there was an important business, thank you very much yes hasty hastain and take good care of children" said Hana sincerely

" yes the same mba "Hasti also rewinded his steps to give opportunity to others . Hana also came forward and greeted her two in-laws who sat down and rested in front of her mother Fandi.

" apology mother Hana went unseemly mother, sorry Hana ibuk father, Hana already.." before Hana continued her speech had been cut by her mother Fandi .

" hush it's okay son, mother knows ko already the important thing is your business is done your father's mother healthy you also come home healthy son it's enough for mother and father, '' '''mom , already wake up do not cry anymore pity your child has missed you son "said mother fandi sage .

Fandi just smiled bitterly and muttered inwardly

" what your attitude will be the same after knowing what really happened to Hana "

Hana went straight crouching and holding her two children while continuing to kiss the forehead of her two children alternately.

" Hay hotshot mama champ, there mamah more miss brother and sister, as long as there are no mama you are a good boy Hem..?",

Hana still holds her two children tightly while continuing to hold back the tears that will come out.

" yes, big brother and adek are not fussy so rich good boy who mama said ask the same Aunt Hesti ". replied the eldest

" okay mama believes mama's children must be good children ",

" have come to love your mama sit mama must be tired on the trip earlier" said hasty. mediate haru meeting between the child and his mother .

they also continue to eat together, play with children and watch tv until the sunlight is replaced with the dark night . All the Fandi family have returned home each lecture, Fandi's father's mother has returned to the back home to rest.

When Hana wants to take her children to sleep, they forbid Hana to accompany them .

" Ayok mama temenin bobok already tonight ni brother adek" said Hana to her children

" No no no mama we can bobo himself, mama bobo aja yes definitely mama cape", denied the firstborn and embraced by the youngest

" it's okay to run out mama nemenin adek rafa and brother Rama bobo ,mama also bobo ko" said Hana again

" no mama we've grown can bob yourself Mama's chest." they also kissed Hana's cheek together and immediately ran to her room .

Now live Hana herself in the tv room because the husband was ready first for her room. Hana was confused to enter her room because her body was also very tired but was also afraid to enter her room.

" Loh ndok kok haven't slept there rest you must be tired" said the mbok smooth

" do you want to do something ?" tanya mbok Jum offers to Hana

" yes mbok soon Hana entered the room, mbok Hana can ask for a warm orange drink no ?"

" it can be no, sek does not make yes" mbok Jum darted into the kitchen to make what Hana wanted and it only took a while mbok Jum was back with a glass of warm orange that Hana wanted.

" this is drunk and the hunt rests" said mbok Jum while giving up his warm orange juice.

" yes thank you yes, yaudah there mbok break first Hana want to spend this first.

" don't waste your drink and go into a new room to rest while carrying his dirty glass."

" eeembiya mbok" after finishing her drink and began to step into her room with a feeling of fear by her husband , Hana also began to hold the door handle and open her at the sight of Fandi had fallen asleep Hana went into the bathroom to wash her hands and feet and began to move her legs towards her bed . when he was sitting on the bed Fandi also woke up because there was a movement when Hana went up to his bed.

" heemnz Hana , who is your surub sleeping here" said Fandi as he sucked his back on the headboard.

" but mas ,Hana wants to rest" said Hana softly

" i've told you that being alone with me do not equate as before , now you wake up I don't want you to sleep in this bed is up to you want to sleep where the important thing is not in this bed and do not let anyone else know" said Fandi ketus

" i yes mas ,maafin Hana has been sassy to climb into this bed", after saying that Hana also began to wake up and bring her pillow and walk towards the closet to pick up the blanket she began to think will sleep where , because in that room there is no sofa there is only a single chair that is impossible to use sleep finally Hana entered her child's room2 through the door in her room to take a small folding mattress who used to wear Mbok Jum when accompanying children to sleep .and began to arrange the bed under the floor next to the closet in his room while shedding tears and a sense of tightness in his chest.

" O Lord why did Fandi turn out like this, O God please give me back my loving husband like I used to this is not my fault , do not punish me like this God hikks hyks ".

Hana also began to lay her body that felt tired by turning her back to Fandi who slept on the bed and facing the front of the closet . because of the effects of fatigue and tears that make Hana's eyes sore and swollen so that they can not open their eyes and fall asleep in deep sadness.

Fandi continued to see the motion of Hana's motion that was turning her back , by looking at the body of the wife who shook Fandi also found out that his wife was crying in silence after hearing the word of his word spicy things that he had never done to his wife first.

" I'm sorry baby, I can't help but feel angry, disappointed and sad and I can't forget what he did to you either, it hurt and hurt my heart and self-esteem Hana . Honestly this love is still there for you dear forgive me for my attitude." murmured Fandi inwardly as she shed her tears and went to sleep while looking at the back of the wife who slept on the floor.

Until dawn Hana was awake and saw the husband had performed the morning prayer without inviting himself with the steps of Gontai Hana directly to the bathroom to clean himself and ready to perform the prayer shabuh.

After finishing her business with Almighty God she saw her husband was braining Atik her cell phone, Hana was immediately preparing clothes for her husband to wear but.

" Just keep the shirt Hana, I can do it yourself you do not have to bother doing it because it is just wasted" said Fandi without seeing Hana

Hana immediately saw her husband who was indifferent to her and put back what she had prepared earlier into the closet back and immediately ran out of her room behind the door of the room Hana slumped down and back to crying bitterly lamenting his poor fate.

Fandi's cold attitude continued to last until the time that somehow until when.

Flashback end

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