The Journey of Pilu A Hana
Chapter 91

..." Don't look at the past with regret, don't look at the future with fear . But look around you with full awareness "...

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Flashbacks

A beautiful middle-aged woman came crying sadly to the Dewantara residence which made a couple surprised .

" What's the matter why crying like that ..? mamih Esty said when she saw the arrival of her best friend who came with tears .

" Mas Dika, Esty help me, I beg help me ". pinta Mamah Sita .

" Yes you calm down Sit try to tell me what happened?". asked Papih Dika to Mamah Sita .

" Elis, Elis Huhuhu" said Mamah Sita still with tears .

" What's up with Elis, Sita ?" asked Mamih Esty in a worried tone .

" Elis has a brain cancer and has an end stage according to her Doctor Elis can not live long if it can only appear her miracle Es Huhuhu .. because her cancer cells have spread Esty ". mamah Sita said still with sobbing .

" DEG "

" ASTAGHFIRULLAH "squealing Mamih Esty and Papih Dika.

" Why is it late like that Sita ?" ask Papih Dika.

" Gak know Mas , all this time Elis always hid it from me by always using thick makeup so as not to look pale Mas ", replied Mamah Sita .

" Why not in the operation Sit first" said Mamih Esty.

" It can not be Ice, because Elis' condition is unstable and if desperate to perform the operation is more dangerous to his life" explained Mamah Sita .

" God, how do you keep dong Sit?". asked Mamih Esty .

" I'm here to ask you guys for help, for Elis, it's no secret that Elis loves Dean so much but is always ignored by Dean . Mas Dika, Esty". said Mamah Sita and was joined by two pairs of husband and wife .

" I want to realize the request of Elis who may be the last for his Mas , I beg your kindness with great favor for the sake of my daughter's only hyx hysterical hyx ". mama Sita said with still crying .

" What if we could help, we'd help Sita ."

" Please marry Dean and Elis" said Mamah Sita .

" DEG "Mamih Esty and Papih Dika look at each other.

feeling surprised and also unbearable to his best friend's daughter who has been considered as her daughter as well .

Papih Dika nodded his head .

"Well Sita, in the near future we will marry Dean and Elis" Papih Dika replied seriously.

" But what about Dean .." said mamah Sita cut off .

" So about Dean that's gonna be our business ,".

" Don't tell me about Elis's health to Dean ya Mas , This ice is a request from Elis ." pinta Mama Sita and nod by Papih Dika and Mamih Esty.

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5 Days after the arrival of mamah Sita, the wedding between Dean and Elis was held with full persuasion , rejection from Dean even threats made by Papih Dika and Mamih Esty for the sake of this marriage .

The wedding event was supposed to be a day of happiness for all pairs of brides but not for Elis and Dean . If Elis can smile so much and be printed clearly twinkle a deep love but not for Dean for the 27-year-old man, this marriage is a joke , fooling and doom no smile adorned his face.

Really seeing that the heart of Mamah Sita felt like screaming heartlessly at her daughter.

Formerly Dean and Elis' relationship was like a brother and sister and all changed when Dean found out that the beautiful woman who was considered his sister had feelings for him to change all the appearance that unfortunately made Dean even more fed up .

Arrive on the first night where the moment is always desired for all pairs of brides but not for Elis . When Elis is ready to give something of her worth to her beloved man , Elis had to swallow the bitter pill where Dean instead went to leave Elis who was crying in the midst of her pain .

Up to three months of her marriage Elis still always gets rejection from her husband , everything he does is always wrong in front of Dean and stupidly Elis agrees to Dean's invitation to live in Dean's private apartment, so that all the family does not know Dean's bad attitude towards his wife . Either stupid or crazy during the treatment is not good but never rude or play hands on Elis . Elis never cried or was angry about Dean's behavior, the woman only smiled as Dean moved away from her.

And when Elis felt his body was not strong enough to withstand the pain of the disease in his dream , Elis asked Dean for permission to stay at the Dewantara house and while at the Dewantara house Elis was not allowed to enter his private room on the 3rd floor by Dean .

If it was still afternoon Dean went into the room on the 1st floor which became the room Elis just silence each other by sitting in a different place but at midnight Dean also moved to his private room on the floor 3. Dean's attitude adds pain to Elis but Elis still survives because for him despite not being a real wife" but being able to see the face of the man he loved was more than enough.

Until Elis is critical when Dean has a job abroad and Dean is notified by Roy . Dean went home and went straight to the hospital where Elis was treated and entered the wife's nursery that had not been considered his seeing Elis with his original condition made Dean surprised and guilt inside Dean's heart .

Dean approached and immediately hugged his wife's thin body .

" El .. What happened?" asked Dean in a trembling voice .

" I'm fine dean, I'm sorry if all this time never made you happy" said Elis with his sweet smile.

" El since when is , why don't you tell me if you.." Dean asked .

" It's okay Dean , I'm happy to be your wife there's really no anger and resentment and instead I'm glad you treat what's in you instead of treating me like a sickly person, I like your demeanor Dean ", said Elis still with his trademark smile.

" EL .. WHY DO YOU KEEP MAKING ME A BAD PERSON, A FOOL TO MY OWN WIFE EL … IS THIS YOUR GOAL TO WANT ME TO BE THE GUILTY ONE FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE YES EL .. GOSH ELIS WHAT YOU'VE DONE ". dean shouted at Elis while squeezing his hair tightly and clutching Elis' body tightly .

" El why do you want to marry me if I end up just giving you wounds and tears?". Dean said slowly and deeply still holding Elis' body .

" Because I love you so much Dean." said Elis seriously .

" ELIS THIS IS NOT LOVE BUT THIS IS FOOLING EL .. You should be happy with the man who also loves you El not even like this .

" Hey Dean everything you give me is for me to be happy because you treat me as you are not a pretense that even makes me sicker De . I swear De was honest, " said Elis, holding Dean's face and kissing Dean's sensual lips for the first time.

" You love me El …?" dean and Elis asked, nodding their heads.

" If you are in love with me, I ask you to be healed instead of sleeping here do a wife's job for me" Dean said, staring at Elis with his eagle eyes.

And from then on Elis can go home to the House of the Gods even though still with a limp body and start doing what a wife does for her husband without any more rejection from Dean but for the affairs of the bed Dean still can not do it because Dean really does not have feelings of love for Elis.

But unfortunately Elis only gave 3 days for Dean to be a good husband and attention . Elis went for eternity leaving a tremendous sense of guilt and regret for a Dean .

Dean was sitting under the bed that was used for Elis to rest his body by holding a letter from Elis . slowly Dean began to read the contents.

" Hey husband who likes to be angry - angry but still does not reduce your good looks and I like it more . Sorry for being your wife your life is so uncomfortable and uncomfortable, and I'm sorry that I selfishly forced you to marry me which I obviously knew there was no love for me . it's okay Dean count charity for women with this disease hehehe .

You know why I meant you to marry me because I love you De and you're his man for who he is , than I married another man and would be full of pretense it really makes me hate it better as you are angry continue without any pretence .

Dean messages me 1 if tomorrow you already love someone please treat him as best you can never be in vain .

Goodbye Dean my poor husband, I love you ."

After reading Dean squeezed the letter .

" YOU WANT ME TO BE A VILLAIN AND HAVE TO FEEL REGRET EL ...ELIIISS "shout Dean .

And from that moment Dean became arrogant, cold to people outside, especially to the figure of a woman who looks sexy and thick makeup considering it on Elis .

the flashback end

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After telling all about his first wife Elis Dean's body was broken and crying ', Hana was swiftly hugging the body of the man who became her husband by gently stroking Dean's back and hair .

" Hay Dean don't cry, it's okay - it's Elis' choice and you don't know it either , for now always pray Elis yes so that he is happy and calm there .

But it seems like Elis is happy because her last wish was realized to live with her loved man.

" Have you ever dreamed of it ?" tanya hana and nodded by Dean .

" What's he doing ?"ask Hannah .

" Always laugh with her typical, running an in the flower garden and it's clearly visible Hana" replied Dean with her sweet smile amidst her cries.

" Well like her Elis is really happy Dean and now is the time you are happy out of your regret and guilt Okay ". Hana said with her sweet smile .

Dean immediately clutched Hana's body and slowly Dean kissed Hana's sweet lips deeply and gently as he felt relieved after telling about Elis .

Dean still kissed Hana's sweet lips and Hana accepted her until they stopped when they heard the sound .

" Oooeek oooeek"

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