
The earth feels calm and soothing, fragrant universe
typical morning dew that pierces the cold sense of smell soothing cold .
not yet seen will appear too early for the sun to move from the footing
nya ... faithfully accompany the peaceful calm air .
But all of that is inversely proportional to the wrong atmosphere
one luxurious room in the house Dewantara precisely on the 3rd floor …
The uproar was repeated and again the commotion came from a person
the handsome man with four more children was at pains to take out
fill it in his stomach until his body feels limp without bones .
“ Huueek Hueek Hueek “. Dean still keeps putting out the contents inside
her stomach without rest .
“ Huuueek huuek …. “. Dean was busy with his stomach
which churned seconds later Dean raised his head when he arrived
felt a small hand kneel at his nape, When it caught a glimpse of people
the Dean smiled at a glance and re-emitted the contents in his stomach .
“ Huuuek huueekk “.
“ How is it still not better ?”. Ask her.
When the taste has begun to improve Dean immediately wash his mouth
which is very bitter and wash his face to make it fresher and not to forget
wiping the remaining water with a tissue available over the sink .
Dean's gaze shifted on the little boy beside himself who
still faithfully pay attention and accompany his habit in this blind morning .
Dean's outstretched hand rubbed his son's head with
dear “ Thank you for helping
Papah “. Said Dean with his sweet smile and was countered by his eldest son .
“ Yes Pah , Papah is better ?”.asked Rama the eldest son
new .
“ Would have been better Ka but Papah's head is still dizzy nak “.
Dean answered the son's question .
“ Yaudah ayok Brother help to bobo room again “. Pinta the son
attentive made Dean's heart filled with the attention of the son in
his presence ... Dean's heart trembled one side he felt very proud of
the attention given by the little boy in front of him whose incident is only Papah spliced for
his two sons however on the other hand Dean felt very guilty given how
his evil and sinned himself for already with the heart to make people marriage
the old little boy in front of her fell apart over her deeds and
resulting in the child in front of him and his sister lost a full family ,
until unknowingly Dean's eyes heat up and water pooled in his eye fertilizers
until one drop glides freely, all of it does not escape the observation of the eye
round with lashes that occasionally blink from his son exactly
belonging to his wife is very beautiful Dean thought .
“ Why Papah crying , still sore ?”. Ask the firstborn
Rama with a hand that wiped away the tears that dripped on his smooth cheek Papah
.
“ Ah no ko nak even Papah already better because in temenin
Sister gini …. “. Dean answered by stroking the arms of his son and the son
only mangosteen mangosteen with a sweet smile .
“ Ka can Papah ask in the embrace of Ka Rama ? (Task Dean
his eldest son who immediately poured into his deck that is still
sitting on a closet with hands gently stroking the head section
back and back of his son) Ka promise Papah yes son whatever
happens do not go ninggalin Papah Mamah yes want “.cap Dean sincerely on the
the current son released his embrace and directly in the head nods back on
the son .
“ Ready Boss ..”. Reply to the firstborn of Rama with a respectful hand
mana makes Dean laugh funny while ruining the hair of the eldest Rama .
“ Ayok Pah we go to the room let Brother help you “. Bring on
the son held his arm and Dean began to stand up and
walk slowly while holding on to the wall and do not forget small hands
it still faithfully guided himself until he managed to lay his body back
in his bed, Dean was surprised when he did not find a woman
who he loved so much .
The eldest Rama was still faithfully sitting next to his Papah
already lying down while turning his twin sister's toy back on
on the nightstand near his parents' second bed, when Dean's mouth began to open wanted to
ask the whereabouts of the woman who is the Wife and Mother of her child to the
firstborn but urung in doing it when seeing there is movement on the handle
the door of the room .
“ Ceklek “ door was open to see a beautiful woman
with a large bulging stomach carry a glass of cup in his hand with difficulty
lousy .
“ Wah turned out to be bobo an again .. has been better Mas ?”.
Hana asked the Husband who was staring at her while nodding his head
.
“ Yaudah wake up for a while to drink her lemon tea angel first
let her nausea subside “. Tell Hana while dropping her weight on the side bed
the husband and the firstborn quickly move to the other side when
His mother came .
“ Lagian you also do ngapain the yank even road bring
ginian again, there is an Aunt that you can ask for in please.
see you road without anyone damping it “. Omel Dean grimaced
something happened to Hana and started to sit down while receiving lemon tea
anget from his wife's hand and began to sip her little by little .
“ Thank you for helping Papah if you are still sleepy
Brother bobo again just next to Papah situ “. Hana said to her eldest son
did not answer the grunting scolding of the husband .
“ Yes Mah Kakar ngantuk again hoooaam “ replied the eldest while laying down
her body next to Papah Dean .
" Bobo again yes Ka , thank you earlier had helped Papah ", Dean said to his eldest son who nodded his head with a sweet smile before his eyes closed .
“ Don't get angry so ih Mas ugly tau “. Hana said when
glancing at the sour face of the Husband while stroking his sturdy jaw until down to
chest her field .
Dean caught the hand of his busy wife
rubbing his yoke jaw down to his neck up to his chest is not a dislike
with a touch of his wife but Dean's not
want if his weapon will wake up when getting a touch from the wife
because he realized he could not launch the action because currently in his room there is a si
the firstborn also slept in bed with them and two children
his twin who was still sleeping soundly in his place .. His brain is still quite sane.
to not do her where there is her son who would definitely be troubled by
his activity .
“ The same promise Mas , You did not walk alone rich earlier
whatever it is asking for help with Auntie who is in this house .. Mas grills look at you
yank walk with big belly so scared why napa “. Dean answered to the
The smiling wife heard the possessiveness of her Husband which Hana thought was very
nge gemesin .
Mas , I'm now pregnant again big soon will give birth and
The doctor also advised me to make a lot of motion and walk Mas let the process
her birth smoothly “. Hana said she would not lose .
“ If that Mas understand yank This is the only problem
you walk that way alone bring a hot glass where outside is also still dark in
add your stomach is so big this yank .. Mas just cringe fear you and Dede
baby why napa point Mas not nerima reason let alone objection “. Dean's Law
on Hana .
Hana sighed trying to understand what she was
fearing the Husband for his safety and their future child “. Ja
my dear is not that anymore, I just could not bear to see you again
nausea nausea is like Mas and there happened to be a brother coming yaudah I bikini lemon tea
make Mas let a little fun , so the story is “. Obviously Hana .
“ Yes Mas tau and understand Only next time even though it already exists
Brother Rama or no one you ask please do not get out
alone just get warm water that is already available in this room .
“. Said Dean firmly while pointing at the dispenser in the corner of his room with
his chin .
“ Understand .. Mas is good if it is sliding around dong Hana
want to sleep again still sleepy nih don't ngomel aja still early morning gini “. Hana answered with her typical grin look
dean's wife's behavior also scooped his wife's lips and began to shift the body
he made room for his wife .
“ Oya Mas , later turn in the morning after prayer
dawn ...”.Said Hana who had been lying down with Dean's burly arm pillow .
“ Yes definitely dong .. Eeem inget morning walk not morning snack
yes ...”. replied Dean insinuating Hana who pinched her lips while pinching
waist of Her Husband .
“ Iiih nyebelin .. stingy “. Sahut Hana is still a cradle mode .
“ Adduuuuh aching yank .. yes Sorry not his stingy, Mas
tuh rich it because Mas love you and our baby candidates let you healthy “.
Dean answered by rubbing his wife's hair by occasionally tucking the shoots
her head and Hana just nodded her head in the warm embrace
Husband .
The second time was silent with the thoughts of each
until Dean's voice broke the silence at the hour approaching 4am .
“ Yank ... “ call Dean slowly with a still loyal hand
stroking that long, fragrant black hair .
“ Heeem “. Answer Hana accordingly .
“ You don't sleep?”. Ask Dean .
“ Can't sleep again Mas .. “. Answer Hana .
“ Yank until when yes , Mas ngalamin nausea vomiting gini ?”.
Ask Dean .
“ Yes do not know , Kan Mas also used to be when Hana was pregnant with the twins
ngalamin exactly rich gini why is still surprised anyway or do not Mas
nyesel yes already made Hana pregnant again ?”. said Hana to the Husband .
“ Huuus don't ngaco yes …. There is no word on Niesel
heart Mas because you have ever impregnated Hana Fishera .. Yes also why
Mas forgot, At that time the nausea of vomiting that Mas Rasain lost after Mas to
Bali is racing with time to be able to accompany you to give birth to twins …. And
now Mas was playing again but in a different atmosphere .. ( Dean was silent for a moment.
before continuing his speech ) Yank sorry Mas yes you used to run a pregnancy
the twins alone are full of pressure must be very difficult huh ..?”.Dean said
with a sound .
Hana who heard the words of the husband was direct
raised her head so that her beautiful round eyes sat face to face with
sharp beads of eagle eyes that look glass.
in those sharp eyes he saw there was sincerity full of love and Hana was
replying to the bead is full of tenderness …. His clasped hands rubbed gently on his cheeks
Her husband until his hands were held tightly by Dean by not forgetting the man
full of love .
“ Sorry “ only that word escaped the lips of that man
he is now 33 years old and soon to be Papah
of 5 children .
“ Hey why so mellow gini Mas …. “. Hana said with
sweet smile .
“ Sorry “. Again Dean said the word .
“ Yes can not be denied you were so cruel Mas even
your treatment used to be no less sadistic than my ex-husband and it feels like what's in
do it it very reasonable, Hana sure not only Ka Fandi but all the
Husbands will do that way
it will definitely do the same as Ka Fandi did .
who would accept a broken and despicable wife like Hana is only one thousand men in
this world .
I think I'm too naive if I justify your actions
just because I love you now but the fact is you were for me
it was an extremely terrifying creature figure even worse than a monster
even though …. You repay my good intentions with your depraved deeds like wild beasts
, outside you in someone's trap …. Even after knowing about my pregnancy
your flesh and blood, you are still very cruel …. ( Dean tightens the deck
her in Hana's body as Hana recalls her depraved deeds ) . You know at that time if Hana does not remember the existence of Brother Rama
and Rafa feels like he wants to die so as not to be too heavy to undergo the ordeal but
in the ordeal Hana was still very grateful God sent people
good and sincere which makes Hana strong until you start to be present in my life
ravaging my fortress and trying patiently to convince
if you want to change and turn that hate into love like when
this is what I am rasain …. “ Hana said by bringing out everything she had ever done
accept and feel even though the tightness is still there when remembering the story of his poignancy
in the past when meeting a man who was embracing in his arms tightly there was no answer coming out of Dean's lips only a small stuffing of the lips of his Husband .
Hana sighed to relieve her wiping feeling
wipe the sturdy arm that is still faithfully coiled in his distended stomach “ . It's ahk
don't cry because we can't erase the past, the worst
we though but we also should not continue to drag on at that time because
life will continue all we need to do is promise to try
to be better and sincerely accept all of them so that we can move forward
getting better …. Yu Mas already at dawn we pray and meenin morning walk I yuk …. “.
Invite Hana to melt the atmosphere .
“ Mas do not want any appointment to you Hana Fishera but Mas
will always try to make you a queen in this heart
leaning on my shoulder under any circumstances …. Thank you, Hana Fishera, my wife
, Mother of my son ... Love yu “. Dean answered raising his wife's chin so he
you can look into those round eyes after saying a heartwarming word
Hana, Dean kisses Hana's forehead and lips briefly before getting up to
perform dawn prayers and continue to obey the will of his beloved wife .
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