
After packing clothes, her belongings and her husband's help Mbok Jum .
After finishing Mbok Jum also went out of the room to prepare lunch because it was time .
Hana sat pensively in the room observing and reminiscing about the room for the last time that she might never step on again .
as a result of the beautiful memories that flashed in Hana's mind that made her chest feel very tight .
" God is this the end of my story and Fandi's journey ."
Hana also awoke from her daydream and took a deep breath and exhaled her .
" Yes Hana this is your destiny to live and enjoy the process, Hana Spirit ". said Hana gave her spirit to herself.
Hana also went to the sink to wash her face so that the rest of her crying was not visible. And went down to look for his children who had been invited to play with Pak Jaya .
After finding her child, Hana went to the kitchen to get food for her two sons .
" Mba Fani, Mbok "greet Hana when he found two other women of that generation in the kitchen to prepare lunch.
" uh Hay you happen to go down Han, let's have lunch and continue to be children where yaa" said Mba Fani.
" The children are on the back porch of Mba, this is Hana want to take food for the children want to bribe them there Mba, so Hana eat it later ya Mba ." hana said politely to her sister-in-law while glancing at the husband who was looking at her .
" why don't they usually call them to eat alone at Han's dinner table" said Mba Fani.
" Yes Mba but Hana again kepengen nyuapin on the back porch of this house for the last time Mbak Fani ". Hana's sweet smile covered her crumbling heart.
" DEG "
" oh that's ". said Fani nervously.
Hana immediately took food for her two sons and then switched to take the husband's plate and fill it according to the portion as usual without looking at the husband's face , after finishing Hana was immediately passed to go to the back porch of the house.
" It hurts your heart Hana to look at my face only you are reluctant, Forgive this stupid man Hana " fandi murmured inwardly by holding tightness in his chest and still looking at his wife's back away .
Hana walks with tears that occasionally drip after feeling close enough to her children, Hana also wipes her tears.
" Hay Hay children already manya, ayoo wash your hands first Mamam bribe Mamam noon." shouted Hana to her children who were busy playing .
" Jay sir just stay, there you eat first" Hana told Pak Jaya.
" Yes nok, you eat first yaa" replied Pak Jaya.
After Pak Jaya left Hana was sitting in a gazebo waiting for her children who were washing hands .
" It's clean haven't washed her hands" Hana said as her children arrived .
" it's mah , cool us in the mamah bribe "the eldest Rama exclaimed happily.
" Good yes, it has been a long time yes mamah not bribe brother equally adek here "said Hana .and his two children just nodded his head.
" Yaudah if so now read the prayer first yes before eating his "
Children also read prayer .
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" Alhamdulillah had finished eating his, uh very clever hero Mamah ". who was answered with a nod of the head by his two children because the food was still full in their tiny mouth .
Hana was still sitting in the gazebo according to the message of her firstborn while enjoying the air and reminiscing about every corner of this small garden for the last time until someone diverted attention.
" This is why you get food, you must be hungry" said Fandi .
Hana was a little surprised by the arrival of her husband who brought a tray containing various foods.
" Yes, thank you, "Hana answered, taking the tray without looking at her husband's face.
Hana also ate voraciously regardless of the husband who was still faithful sitting at the end of the gazebo .
" Alhamdulillah, eat a lot yes deck so healthy "say Hana after finishing her food and talk to her baby candidate by stroking her belly without looking at Fandi at all .
" DEG "fandi's heart was throbbing pain when hearing Hana's words to her future conceived baby .
" Excuse me mas , Hana wants to go inside first want to put this . Thank you for being so kind as Hana." without hearing Fandi's answer, Hana turned around and walked away .
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After Hana washed the dishes used by her food, Hana immediately invited her children to take a nap in their room while packing the clothes of her two sons.
In the middle he tidied up his son's clothes Hana remembered Fandi's attitude which was considerate of her .
" Why mas Fandi behaved like that Hana . or the attitude of mas Fandi just to give sweet memories in the last moment of our story ."
" Pardon her attitude Hana , Hana is just learning to live without seeing your face mas Fandi "murm Hana started to shed her tears.
It turns out that without realizing it there is one pair of beautiful eyes that are observing the face of his mother who began to shed tears.
" Mommy "
" Mama is crying, huh ..? " ask the eldest Rama on his mama by observing his Mama's face that is swollen.
" Gak alas mamah do not why-why ko, earlier Mama clean clothes and mamah eyes put dust nak a bit sore nih "Hana quibble on her firstborn smart .
" It's not because the baby is naughty in the belly mama right ?" ask Rama .
" no dear baby even good loh not fussy, sana brother bobo gih already noon adek Rafa aja already bobo." replied Hana with a sweet smile at her eldest son.
" Mom tomorrow we go to the old house ..?" ask brother Rama.
" Don't know if it all depends on my dear father, Oh yeah my brother doesn't want to have a baby brother Hem..? " ask Hana to the child while closing the suitcase after finishing packing her child's clothes.
" Seneng dong mah, I want a girl dedenya ya mah ", said the firstborn plain .
" Yes easy yes son because mamah does not know yet, nih mamah has finished come Mama's sister temenin her bobo yes" said Hana while inviting the eldest to bobo.
Hana began to lay her body by being in the middle of her two sons on the mattress and began to close her eyes
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Still in the last place he and his wife were sitting , a handsome man was feeling a chill in his heart .
" Hana this hasn't even been a day from the decision I've taken but why does my heart hurt so much when you don't want to see my face Hana , Can I separate from you Hana aaarrgg ". said Fandi frustrated .
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