
Fandi Efendi
I really did not expect that the household I built almost 7 years it would run aground shamefully after the disaster came crashing and destroying by leaving a big wound between me and my wife .
Now I'm turning into a very selfish and heartless man after discovering that my wife Hana Fishera was the victim of a rape by a jerk we don't know , I saw a video recording of the incident where my wife was being braved by her brutality by the rotten man made me angry , disappointed and disgusted at the woman I love so much regardless of the chaotic face full of cuts and bruises and the screams of pain Hana cried because of the actions of the jerk man.
After Hana was discharged from the hospital after recovering her injuries, I treated Hana very badly from me who did not want to talk to her, ignoring Hana who prepared all my needs ,
telling her to sleep on the floor in our room badly again I used to play with her … I want to talk or behave properly Husband Wife who is doing well only when in front of my family and our two sons .
This heart is further broken when that painful new fact comes … The pregnant Hannah that I made sure was not my seed but the seed of that jerk man because long before and after that incident I had not touched her …. When Hana's slumped without feeling and again because of my unusually high ego I dropped a talaq on her in front of all my family members without thinking about how devastated Hana felt …
Not until then the next day after getting information if Hana is pregnant I drive her home to her parents and again because of this ego when in front of both parents Hana … I dropped 2nd and 3rd not on the woman I used to admire so much regardless of how scary my in-laws were .
The divorce that left the wound was quick and I believe there was interference from the man … Yes before I got divorced I had met that jerk guy who turned out not to be a random person seen from his appearance and Info from my best friend Doni .
After the divorce from Hana my life became a bad somersault … Honestly this love is still very big but because of my extraordinary ego now I just used to enjoy the regret that is more open
in my sanubari can be said I am a man who does not know shame after with his heart I wasted it … Now I want her back in my arms after I met Hana back after the divorce , I see she looks more beautiful and charming even though Hana has just given birth to twins who are very beautiful just like Hana but it is not possible because Hana's heart is already sick and injured deep with my behavior in times of slump .
And now I can only smile wryly when I get the news that my ex-wife has officially married the man who raped her first , I could see that Dean loved Hana and my two sons as well as my two sons who also loved her Papah made me even more frustrated .
With my frustration .. I re-married a woman whom I had not known religiously … Whether unlucky or karma I married a woman who has the status of a widow with children 1 and worse again it turns out she is the daughter of a woman who turned out to have been a thorn in the household
my parents made my mother angry by not giving me my blessing and disappointed because I was desperate to marry a woman whose behavior was not much different from her mother .
My new marriage of corn and religion must again run aground after the arrival of the man who claimed to be the father of my stepson and funny again My new wife with a challenge said if he still loves the man so much that he makes my pride trampled – step and choose to end my second household with nothing more tragic than my first household .
Tragic because after marriage with the second wife, most of my savings were exhausted and my personal car was sold which I gave to my wife's mother was very poor.
coming home to my parents with a sense of guilt and regret I rested at the feet of my mother who was getting older and weaker because of several times her illness recurred because of the thought of me being married to a woman who did not in his blessing .. Jeez I am an ungodly and useless child .
In this big house now I just stay with Mom and Mba Siti the person who helps clean this house who comes home every afternoon … because Mba Fani and her husband had to return home to Semarang after getting the news that his father-in-law was also very sick and no one else took care of him as well as Mbok Jum and his Husband who chose stop working in this house because of his old age .
After the divorce from Fika my second ex-wife I often disturb Hana's household with her shamelessness by using my two sons so I often lie to Hana her good woman outside usual until I get a hard warning from my mom and Dean Hana's new husband .
Because seeing the unplayful attitude of Hana's new husband and seeing if Dean's attitude towards my two sons is very good … I also chose to withdraw to no longer disturb the household of my first ex-wife
Hana Fishera and start to organize my life better .
My days are filled with work and work or hanging out with Doni and going to an Orphanage not far from my workplace just to share a little of the sustenance I have and treating my longing for my two sons who lived well with his new Papah .
Tipper tubs together when I need someone to care for and accompany my mother who began to have difficulty doing her own activities . Suddenly a woman I see a lot at this place is helping the mother of the home
by taking care of the children here came to me sitting in the small garden of the orphanage while watching a bunch of children playing .
With his shame he asked for a job from me to help the economy of this home where he lived as a child … But I was confused to find a job for him because even diploma he had no , not because he did not go to school but when a few years ago this house got a great fire accident made all the rest of this house burned so much as his diploma …
When thinking about finding a job for the woman sitting next to me that I estimate her age is not much different from Hana's, I remembered Mother who was in need of someone to help her activities … I slowly offered him the job I did not expect with pleasure and excitement he accepted it .
That same day I took him home after asking permission from Mom and Father Panti … one month he did his duty very painstakingly and gently in caring for Mother made me who saw him happy .
Over time because I live on one roof I often chatted casually with Reni to make this heart gelenyar slightly warm every see her sweet face as well as Reni who often I find being stolen
the sight of looking at me timidly .. Our attitude like that made my mother realize that there was a sense between me and Reni … He also asked me if it is serious with Reni then it must be quick to inaugurate it because he was afraid of something happening because we live on one roof .
In my third marriage there is great hope to build a lasting and happy household like the household of Hana my ex-wife who is now very happy with her new family …..
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My daydream came to a halt after I felt my arm in a soft corner by a woman with typical bridal makeup adding to the beautiful woman sitting beside me looking at me in wonder looks from the folds
on his forehead .
With a quick motion I wiped away the tears that welled up in the corner of my eyes adding wonder and confusion to the beautiful woman who is now officially my wife .
“ What's up Mas ?”. The question does not understand .
“ Akh no Sorry Ren I was daydreaming ..”. Answer Fandi honestly to Reni Agusty .
“ Mas daydreaming is ko sad so his face .. or Mas nyesel yes marry Reni ?”. Reni asked Fandi who immediately shook her head firmly .
“ Do not ngaco yes .. no words regret marrying you ... I put it this way after seeing the arrival of the woman ..”. Fandi replied with eyes to the beautiful and graceful woman who was chatting with Mbok Jum .
Reni followed the direction of Fandi's eyes and immediately Reni covered her mouth with both hands to make Fandi surprised .
“ Geez Mas it is not Mba Hana yes His Wife Mas Fandi …. More beautiful than the photo …” said Reni amazed without turning her eyes on Hana makes Fandi breathe a sigh of relief it turns out his wife is not angry but instead amazed to see the arrival of Hana who incidentally is his ex-wife at her wedding makes Fandi sure he chose the right woman to make his wife .
" Abject to you he's my ex-wife ... ". Word Fandi .
Yes Reni often saw photos of Hana who is still stored in Fandi's room when she cleaned the man's room after getting permission from the owner and also in the room of her mother-in-law who still loves her ex her daughter-in-law because she often told a lot about Hana long before she became her daughter-in-law, making Reni believe that the woman named Hana Fishera was really a good woman who had bad luck .
“ Mas ko stupid si can release women as beautiful as mba Hana ?”. Reni asks Fandi to make Fandi grimace in light of her stupidity that dumped Hana .
“ Yes it is I Ren a selfish and pretentious man ..” replied Fandi softly making Reni aware if her words offended her Husband .
“ Em sorry yes mas not my intention so .. Yes maybe it is mba Hana it is not a match of God for Mas Fandi ..”. Reni said that she was not feeling well
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“ Iya taka pa is indeed his reality as it .. yes you are right maybe we are not a match and soul mate Hana the man .” said Fandi with a sincere smile and the view of Reni was immediately fixed on two handsome boys who were not far from Hana and the man with a sturdy stature that he pstikan it Husband Hana.
“ Mas that Brother Rama and Rafa yes .. jeez handsome really ..”. exclaimed Reni by pointing Rama and Rafa .
“ Yes handsome is you do not see if his father is handsome like this ..” replied Fandi proudly while hitting his left chest .
“ Huh PD really handsome they really know .. Mas you don't want to know me the same they anyway the show is also finished right ..”. Pinta Reni with interest .
“ Let's meet them and I hope you accept them all yes .... “ said Fandi expectantly .
“ Surely dong with pleasure ...” Reni replied 100% sure make Fandi happy and grateful to be able to marry the sweet and kind woman .
“ Thank you my wife ..”. Said Fandi and Reni nodding shyly and smiling .
Fandi also gently held Reni's hand to take her down from the stage pelaminan towards her two sons who were chatting with the child Mbak Fani .
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