The Journey of the Love of the Haram Child
Chapter 35 Hug me!

"Emmhhbb don't...Aaaackk... Please...."

The sound of screaming woke the whole house. Hanan and Adelia immediately opened the room door, as did Aldian.

"Have you heard Al?" Ask Hanan.

"Iya Pah is like her from Ka Misela's room." Reply Aldian.

"Let's hurry Al." Take Hanan while running.

Tap for the sake of a knock is not considered by Misela. He kept screaming and asking for help.

"Tydaaakkk... Please...."

I don't know how many times the door was knocked and Misela didn't open it.

"Al, we're breaking it." Hanan.

"Yes Pah come on. One two three...."

Braaakkk.

Adelia immediately hugged the heavily sweaty Misela with disheveled hair.

"Misela is aware of Nak Misela Istighfar's Mother Nak." Adelia panicked because Misela was unconscious.

"Try Al you take one glass of water and splash it on your Kaka face." Hanan said back.

"Yes Pah." Al went straight to the kitchen to get some water.

"Ka's aware of Ka." Aldian shouted with a splash of water to Misela's face when Misela woke up.

"Your mother...!" Misela opened her eyes and hugged Adelia.

"Istighfar Nak istighfar you must be a nightmare?" Adelia said as she stroked Misela's back.

"You must be thinking strange things. So be airy." Ask Aldian.

"You think what son. Don't you usually yell hysterically like this while you sleep?" Adelia stroked Misela's hair.

"Sorry for you to worry. I don't know if it's just a dream." Answer Misela.

"Bun Ka Misela is actually often like this. Especially when in pesantren he was always away from his friends because often ngigau. Only Al knows now that it's this bad." Aldian.

"Do you know where Al is?" Ask Misela.

"I know why Kaka never sleeps at home when Kaka's mood is upset. This reasons. I also know why Kaka received an offer to stay at Pak Cipto's house. This is also the reason. Kaka was always great at hiding anything Bun. Mother knows that. Al know Ka Misel is still hiding something else." Aldian kept telling me what Misela had been hiding.

"Astaghfirullah Misela, what did your sister say really?" Ask Adelia.

"I'm sorry Misela Bun. But this is not serious. You don't have to raise this matter." Misela answered while looking down.

"Misela answered Mommy honestly, especially those you do not know, especially those you hide so you are always delirious and so hysterical that Misela?" Adelia felt very guilty for what her son was going through.

"Mother Misela was still a little traumatized by the events of that time. Mommy remembers the incident when Misela was still sitting in the High School, right? Misela is also still bright and that is the first meeting of Misela with Mr. Dzakir who used to be Misela ustadz. Misela is also still afraid to start a new life with Mr. Dzakir." Misela.

"Missile..." Hanan spoke very softly calling Misela.

"Yes Pih." Answer Misela.

"I'm sorry Papi if your childhood was so hard. Even Papi was once evil to you Misela. Really Papi's sorry." Hanan shed tears.

"What are you talking about?" Ask Adelia.

"Papi was mean to you Misela. Even Papi calls you an illegitimate child. Papi knows Papi's words at that time must have left a wound in your heart to make your sleep forever is not calm. Forgive Papi Misela." Hanan knelt on the side of Misela's bed. Adelia and Aldian were shocked.

"What's? So Papah is as evil as Kaka?" Aldian was so angry.

"I'm sorry Papah Al forgive Papah." Hanan was still kneeling and crying.

"Al thought Papah was a very worthy father for Al to be proud of because he was able to rival with all his heart a child who was not Papah's flesh blood. Al thinks...!" Misela immediately cut Aldian's words.

"Al enough. Don't talk impolitely to parents." Misela.

"Sister Papah...!" Al was very angry.

"Al, Kaka knows Papi Hanan is a good man. The proof is that Papi grew up Kaka and met all the needs of Kaka even regretted his actions that had been hidden decades. Kaka really needs Papi's apology. Misela please wake up Pih do not make Misela a child who is disobedient. Thank you very much Papi for apologizing in front of Mommy and Al. Misela, hope you don't hate Papi. God willing Misela is now sincere with all this destiny." Misela said as she held Hanan's arms together and helped her get up.

"Dear forgive me. I'm not a good husband nor am I a good father." Hanan hugged his wife Adelia.

"I'm sorry Papah Al. Forgive Papah who can't be an example for you." Hanan hugged Aldian.

The silent night turned sad. After all the business was done they returned to their respective rooms. In contrast to Misela he walked towards the bathroom to fetch water and carry out his worship routine.

The time is 03:00 am. After the completion of the tahajud prayer and the evening dzikir Misela sat silent at her prayer place. Misela lowered her head and closed her eyes while imagining Allah's lafadz SWT.

Misela also finished cleaning the prayer equipment and took the mobile phone that has been on the car since 9.00 pm.

WhatsApp opens to see that there are several messages coming in. But not how long Misela held her phone there was an incoming call.

"Huh? Mr. Dzakir calls night after night for what?" Misela was afraid to take the call and the call just ended.

"Why not adopt my future wife? I miss you so much."

Such is the short message that entered on WhatsApp Misela from Dzakir.

"Astaghfirullah lest he be a pervert?" Again Misela just talked to herself while biting a finger.

Feeling that the message was unrequited and only in read Dzakir returned to make a call.

"Have you called again, what the hell is this guy talking about?"

Misela raised the call.

"Assalamu'alaikum sir."

"Wa'alaikumsalam's chat. Finally you want to pick up my phone Misela."

"It's still early in the morning sir why call this hour?"

"Yes make you wake up to pray tahajjud, what do you think for?"

Deg.

"Yes Allah's servant is already su'udzon the same Mr. Dzakir." Bathin Misela's.

Dzakir was confused because Misela answered nothing.

"Hallo Misela, you're not sleeping, are you?"

"Ah yes Sir sorry I was daydreaming. I have prayed, sir. Just finished."

"Masyaallah Alhamdulillah my future wife is very diligent. Thank you for tucking my name in your prayer, right?" As soon as his pede Dzakir said to make Misela laugh.

"Heee how do you know?"

"It's true."

Misela was surprised because she was speechless."

"Ah Mr. Dzakir loves to mock me."

"Misela this time I want to talk seriously."

Misela fell silent.

"Misela tomorrow I'll propose to you. I've spoken to both of my parents and they strongly agree with this goodwill. But I forgot to ask your gynecologist Misela. I know your father can't get you married but has this news been passed on to your real father Misela?"

"As before Mr. Dzakir I was married without a father because indeed I could not marry my father but could only be married to a guardian judge. But Papah I live in Jakarta Pak, and Papah actually doesn't really care about my life."

"Even so I want after we get married we go to see Papah huh. I want to ask for his blessing because he's still your biological father Misela."

Misela was silent again. But this time he was silent with tears.

"Misela why are you quiet?"

"Pak Dzakir this time I really want to be embraced by the Father." Misela slightly sobbed to say it unconsciously because it was carried away.

"Do I have to go there right now?"

"Huh? What's it for, sir?"

"Say you want me to hug?"

"Did I really say that?"

Misela was so embarrassed and just cut off the phone call.

"Astaghfirullah Misela are you crazy?" Misela shook her head a few times.

Ting.

The sound of Misela's phone marked WhatsApp came in.

"Wait for me baby I'll hug you soon."

Misela smiled broadly reading the message.

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