The Journey of the Love of the Haram Child
Chapter 82 Self-Defense

pov Mina's

Mudzakir Alfaruq's.

You were the man who always interested me. Different age of four years does not discourage me to love you in silence.

Our first meeting at a PMII seminar in the city of Jakarta made me instantly fall in love with you. You were already in Ahir's semester while I was still in my early semester.

After the meeting it turned out that fate brought us back together, even though you didn't know me and paid attention to me but I'm so glad we could meet again.

It turned out that my destiny was very on my side and brought us together again, I was able to meet you for the third time at the same seminar.

From that moment on I was sure you were my soul mate. The soul mate that God encounters in accident. I've been hard-earned to find information about you up to your address. And all the things you like or not. I often ask your friends in the PMII force and they are happy to tell me.

I was even more excited when I found out that you live in Lampung and it turns out you are the son of a Lampung governor which means I can get a little into your life through my father who works in the department government too.

But baby, it turns out your hobby is not the same as your father. You prefer to teach and fill seminar events to motivate people. Finally I decided to accelerate my lecture from what should have been completed in five years I finished in just three years, luckily I had a smart brain back then because of my love for you.

I used my father's power to get me to intern at the green college where you teach, but dear thousands of dear ones even though we're one campus, even though you've never glanced at me.

I always try hard to be a little close to you until finally I became a permanent employee at the green campus. From my business employees did not relax, I tried hard to get closer to you, unfortunately suddenly you married a woman who turned out to be a widow. You'd rather be a widow than me who's single and a virgin.

I never knew that your woman went to college where I work, because you never exposed your relationship on social media.

I had indeed heard the frenzied gossip back then, but I was not one to care about cheap gossip anyway I was always indifferent and indifferent to the matter.

My determination is still strong to have you completely even though you are married and even though you never look at me at all. Divorce is very likely to happen. In fact, many men are tempted by other women than their wives.

Until the moment where you went for a very long time frustrates me and discourages me. Even my intention to become vice-rector became extinct because of your absence on that green campus.

A year after that you suddenly appeared and even on the list of potential chairman of the rector, I also volunteered to be your representative, of course, with the help of my father again.

I am very close to you now. My heart always beats when I see your handsome face and when I'm at your side. I'm sure my efforts won't be in vain. I can definitely snatch you from your wife.

"And again do not even try to tempt married men if you also do not want one day you have married your husband seduced by other women."

Your words yesterday so pierced my heart. Not just my heart, but it was as if all the knives were stuck in my body. I feel ashamed but I am so sad

your words. I don't want my husband to be seduced by another woman. I never even imagined that.

And now, I see happiness on your face along with your wife. My heart feels so guilty. I imagine that the position of your spoiled wife suddenly broke her heart into pieces when her husband, I snatched. I can't imagine the child in your wife's birth was born without a father. It must have been very painful.

But really, I'm jealous to see you smiling and having a good time with each other even looking so happy. I want to be in that position too. I really want to feel your love. But if I'm in your wife's position and you're taken by another woman, I'm sure it's only suicide I can do.

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The afternoon felt so fast for Mina. He tried hard to finish his work that afternoon as well. Mr. Reihan got a call from his wife to go home soon. And there was only Dzakir with Misela in the room.

Dzakir scrunched his forehead, folded his hands on his chest and leaned his body on the chair.

"Isn't your job done?" Ask Dzakir a little rough.

Mina did not answer. Several times Mina bit her lower lip. Mina was still hesitant, afraid and embarrassed to talk personal things with Dzakir. Finally with strong courage Mina thrust a white envelope in front of Dzakir.

Dzakir was confused as to what the contents of the envelope were. Dzakir still stared intently at the envelope and turned his gaze to Mina who was still nervous.

"Sa-I want to resign from here sir."

Dzakir sat straight up. Mina is one of the employees who is famous for being good and smart, although she likes to use her father's power but her ability is not in doubt.

"Why?" Ask Dzakir in a soft voice.

"I can't keep working here sir."

"Reason?"

"The reason is because I can't help my feelings towards Mr. Dzakir."

"You mean?"

"Ma-i mean... I have loved Mr. Dzakir for a long time, even since college and Mr. Dzakir filled PMII seminar in Jakarta."

"What's? So you...?"

"True sir, I have liked Mr. Dzakir ever since. I'm here because Mr. Dzakir is too."

"Why should you quit your job? Don't you love your job too?"

Dzakir's tone made Mina even more unable to bear. Very sweet and soft. It feels so hard to get away from him.

"I don't want to interfere with Mr. Dzakir's domestic relations. I am ashamed of Mr. Dzakir's words yesterday. I decided to go and find my true love, not by snatching people's husbands."

Dzakir. Mina blushed. Dzakir's smile certainly made Mina's heart melt.

"Thank you Mina, thank you so much for your honesty. I hope you get the best match and a good job."

"I'm sorry sir if I have malicious intentions towards Mr. Dzakir's wife."

"I forgive you Mina."

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