The Missing Wife
#Sorry You're No Longer Useful To Me

Allianz read the letter given by his ex-wife, Hana. His eyes bulged with surprise at the sight of the letter landing on his palm, with content he could never forgive.

"Sorry, I have to fire you from the company." Hana said without looking at Allianz in the slightest.

Hearing and seeing evidence of dishonorable dismissal from his superiors, who were none other than his own ex-wife, of course Allianz did not accept.

His hands trembled withstanding emotions that he would not be able to control if he escaped from custody.

Her heart ached hot to see an irritating treatment from Hana for her.

Was it that bad, until Hana chose to get rid of him? But back again, none of this would have happened if Visha had not intervened to take care of her work.

Wasn't he fired for Visha yesterday morning?

"I can't defend someone as incompetent as you!" Hana said with her cruelty, even the look in her eyes did not emit any feelings of pity at all.

"You fired me? Just because you fought with Visha yesterday?" Allianz asked to make sure everything was right.

"No!" Hana replied somewhat lying indeed, "i don't like it when a man works without his professionalism, it's better to just back away than not being able to be assertive!"

"So you're blaming me because I can't be strict with my own wife?" Ask Allianz this time in a rather high tone.

Hearing the question from Allianz, Hana had to take her eyes off some files on the table that she had to check.

Closed some files on the table with both hands, and he tried to turn his eyes towards Allianz's face.

"I don't want to get in trouble from your personal problems and Visha's too! I also have to think about my company, think of myself who could have been dragged into trouble because of yesterday, I don't want my name to be polluted because of you!" Hana replied very firmly, even straightforwardly.

"Huhhh!" Allianz let out a very rude breath, not accepting Hana's treatment which she thought was unprofessional as a superior, "you fired me because of my personal problems? What kind of person are you?"

"Your personal matter will drag my name along as well, so before it's too late, I have to make this decision!" Hana answered again, as if she did not run out of words to answer the answers to all of Allianz's questions, "after all why are you worried? Do you really have no money, to the point of losing your job at my company you can be that depressed? Or are you no longer able to work for another company, because they know your case in the past?" Tanya Hana is dating her ex-husband.

Feeling contemptuously, Allianz finally roused his body. Just hit the face of the table in front of him, causing a very loud sound.

Brak!

But Hana did not flinch, nor was she surprised. Presumably both ears are no stranger to hearing such things in the past, until carried away until now, if Allianz detonated a bomb in front of him he was no longer surprised or closed his eyes.

The man slowly drew closer to Hana, curled up in front of the woman, staring at both Hana's eyes filled with anger, disappointment, and various feelings that he could not express one by one.

He knew that everything he had alone in his heart would be of no use if he were to reveal it in front of this woman. After all, everything that was on him now had turned dark no longer colored and decorated with happiness like before.

Now he is dark, dark in the eyes, dark in the heart. He looks backward, realising that he no longer has any self-respect and sinks into a world of perverse pleasures.

I don't know why the consciousness suddenly approached his brain when he looked at Hana's face very close, even closer than when he was with Visha.

Although the woman turned her face away, as if she was disgusted even to just look at her face, but that's why she felt sober, aware of everything, aware of her self-esteem that fell just because of the money, but that's why she felt sober, so conscious of everything, aware of her self-esteem that she fell just because of the money, and women!

He releases both hands from the chair where Hana is leaning, in order to keep her body that was originally leaning to lock Hana with her snare.

"All right, I'm sorry..."

I don't know why his mouth said that. His tongue is also synchronous can not be controlled when saying simple but meaningful sentences.

After a long time they never get along, just always arguing and blaming each other, if met there is only a spotlight of hatred and misunderstanding, and now, those words make both tremble in horror.

There were feelings that were unable to be understood by the two, mixed feelings strengthening his heart which was actually still very hurt due to the past events between them.

But the words of apology from Allianz just now seemed to break everything. Breaking down the pent-up feelings over the past few years, uncovering all kinds of heart contents that have been unable to be revealed.

But whatever the power, both are equally helpless. The two could only shut up and could not reveal anything there, only to be able to nail each other in shock at Allianz's apology.

Feeling awkward about this incident, Hana hurriedly refocused her mind and eyes towards the several files on the table, as if also implying an order on Allianz to leave immediately.

Because he didn't want this feeling for too long.

Wouldn't it be better to stay away, to be close and to remind him of his terrible past?

Feeling subtly expelled by Hana, Allianz realized it. he immediately turned around and thought to leave immediately.

But he was very surprised, when he found a woman standing at the exit, putting on a sad face and her injuries were terrible.

"Visha?" Allianz muttered softly, instantly making Hana have to look up and see who came out there.

But the woman at the exit was seen crying as she ran quickly leaving Allianz and Hana there, making Hana also have to get up from her seat and look at her away.

The man did not move from his place. He even nailed it to not intend to pursue the wife at all, making Hana stunned when she saw it.

"Why don't you go after him?" Ask Hana to Allianz.

The man did not answer. He could only see her tears, and then cry bitterly in front of Hana, with her back to Hana, back to Hana, until Hana could not see how much pain she was crying.

Hana became silent a thousand languages. His originally thrashed feeling of wanting to overflow his anger at this man, was suddenly dim, along with his body collapsing on the back seat, describing how his feelings this time could not be understood.

But again and again he was silent, not having the strength to ask Allianz. Didn't he have the right to ask the man again?

To him, that question was disgusting!

Hiks hyks..

The man's cry grew even more furious, dropping his owner's body to the floor, slamming Allianz's body with regret, killing Allianz with a complicated feeling that flourished in his heart.

But Hana didn't touch him. He did not turn his head in the direction of Allianz, although his eyes could not lie, he was eager to shed his tears that had been welled up to make both look teary.

"Hana, is it wrong if I still love you... Hiks.."

The deg!

Hana's heart rumbled very quickly, representing her heart that also could not stand still wriggling, when she heard Allianz's words just now. A speech that would make him paralyzed and become the most despicable person in this world if he were to retaliate.

"I still love you, I married Visha because you betrayed me, I married her but my brain still thinks about you, I tried to forget you, I tried to forget you, I tried to betray you to take my revenge on you, ignore you who are tormented in the bars, hoping that by doing so I would hate you even more, divorce you, and then love Visha with all my heart, butwhy? Why is it that your shadows are haunting my brain more and more after you return and bring up your face in front of me?" Allianz said crowded.

"You were even in my dreams every night, when I should have hated you for betraying me in the past, but why couldn't I hate you? Even when you insulted me when you were on top, I even accepted it with pleasure, as if it were better for you to be happy than myself.."

Hix...

This time Hana could no longer hold back her tears. Throw away the clear diamond from her eyes, falling down her sweet and graceful cheeks.

He heard a direct answer from Allianz about the question that was holding in his heart he could not express.

But should he be happy? Will he be very satisfied when he gets an answer that suits his feelings?

Nay!

He hated the man in front of him even more. He no longer had pity or perhaps just compassion for Allianz. For him the example of a man like this does not deserve his sympathy.

All the words that Allianz said to him just now, did not make his heart move at all, did not make his direction turn, let alone turn to him.

Until whenever it never happens!

"Why do I feel guilty after finding myself taking revenge on you for betraying me with the late Lu Zamorgan? Why am I now the one who feels the least human?"

"Because you are despicable! You don't deserve me to forgive, you're the most guilty person here! You made me drift in blind love, love that blinded my eyes, and love that in the end must also kill my feelings! And now, you're going to do the same thing to Visha, you're holding her in a bond until she falls in love and can't escape that feeling, but secretly you betrayed his love, you even thought of marrying him to take revenge on me! Now look who's despicable here! Me or you?!"

Allianz silenced her cries. However she feels ashamed to be in front of Hana, revealing everything she has felt over the past few years, restrained in the marriage she planned to have with Visha herself, the attempted revenge on Hana's figure for some reason was now in her eyes even just a woman who was forced to get the accusation from her.

And now he rose up, reviving his body contemptuously, strengthening himself even as if he had died.

Died before death!

In the face of Hana who was still turned away from the gaze of her two eyes, maybe the woman really felt disgusted with her.

Yeah, maybe it's true.

He finally began to move out of the room, let his legs limp and almost dazed to immediately leave the place.

He never had any intention of catching up with Visha even though where the woman was, all he did next was, try to straighten out the path that had turned.

I hope he doesn't lose both.

That's how the greedy man thought, thought a man who, despite being made aware of a situation, still did not want to lose the war, he does not want his desires to collapse and must succumb to the cruelty of destiny. After all, if not Hana, then at least Visha should still be in her hands.

From here, the question began to arise, whether the words of regret above were true he felt himself, or he was just pretending to say it, making a defense for himself, he said it, as if he was never wrong, he never expected Hana emotionally, only to be able to get a position back beside Hana, because Hana who is now is not Hana whom he met in the past.

Yeah, I don't know why now that kind of thinking happens in Hana's brain. Whether the thought is true, or maybe just a feeling, but his feeling says, Allianz is not a sincere man saying sorry in his mouth.

There must have been a point why Allianz said all that to him just now, yes, that's how Hana thinks now.

I've probably wondered how you could have loved me that deep in the past, and how you could have ignored me so quickly with Visha..

But apparently I was too stupid to even try to think about it, when I should have known, your feelings for me, and your feelings for Visha, never really came from your heart..

All this time I've known you, I've never heard an apology from your mouth, unless you really need someone beside you, and support, or rather, help you in everything, including...

The money!

And ever since I had such thoughts, then my heart closed suddenly though to be honest, there was still a little bit of feeling in my heart for you...

Why did that happen?

Since I am not the woman who can be blinded by love as I once was, the eyes of my heart have now opened, and I, choosing to defeat my feelings of love, must appeal to repeat the wound for the second time..

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