The Missing Wife
#Meeting End of Farewell
"Mama? can you hear the words of Alvis? Did you miss Alvis? Alvis wanted to see my mother, but said Hana's mother, Mama will sleep very long in the ground, do you have no trouble sleeping underground like that? ma, as long as you know, Alvis was very happy with Hana's mother, Alvis knew Hana's mother very well, and sent Alvis to school, so even though she slept there for a long time, Mama don't have to worry about Alvis, because there's Mama Hana who will look after Alvis here, mama's fine there, yes, ma.." said the innocent child made Hana and Naira immediately shed tears both.
The pain and hurt in Naira and Hana's heart will not be contained. They deeply regret the nature of the two parents Alvis is very selfish. They are very sorry for Visha who always makes trouble, even until the end of her life.
Now the two can only close their eyes with sunglasses and a black scarf on their head, then sprinkle flowers on top of Visha's navel.
The pusara, which has now grown green grass, with a rose on it, rests on a beautiful photo of the late Visha, reminiscent of a tragedy that had befallen all their lives.
*If we had never been enemies, Vish, I might be very sad to see your face photo here*.
Benak Hana, honestly did regret what had happened between her and Visha in the past. Though both of them are just the victims of Allianz cunning, but their friendship should be the victim.
And now, he could only look at Visha's navel with sadness in his heart, making the tears could not be buried in his eyelids, just fall pooled on the surface of his cheeks.
Especially when he saw Alvis still put great hopes on the mother, hoping as if his favorite mother would soon wake up from the dead, and re-hugged her very tightly. To be honest the wounds were much more profound than the wounds from the hostility in the past.
But he immediately wiped off the trace of sadness on his cheek, then tried to hug Alvis affectionately.
"Alvis, come here baby" said Hana as she grabbed Alvis' body, and held him on her lap.
"You know? sometimes we have to let something we love go, just like your mother, she's gone, so there's no need to put any hope on your mother to come back here" Hana said, trying to be very gentle.
"Why did you say that? what do you mean Alvis' mom won't be back?" alvis asked, beginning to shed his tears.
After all, he was also an ordinary human child, he knew about the departure that would never come back, and he knew it would be very sad if the mother was so.
Hana immediately shook her head, tried to rub Alvis' cheeks very gently, and tried to strengthen Alvis's wounded heart.
"Honey, your mama is happy there, she is enough to love you, now there is God who gives mama happiness, you understand what mother means?" hana asked her adopted son.
"What does Hana's mother mean, you've been blessed by God? is God returning all of your kindness and affection?" asked Alvis innocently. He never even knew what death was, what true happiness was.
"Yes, you're right, baby, your mama is happy there, you also have to be happy for mama, your mama will be very happy if you are also happy and forget Mama Visha," hana tells Alvis in a lightly packaged language, and can be digested as easily as possible for a child of Alvis' age.
"So, by forgetting Mama Visha, you'll be happier there? will Mama Visha not be angry when she finds out Alvis forgot her?" ask the boy.
"Darling, like a mother who has to forget a dead mother's child, you are the same, you have to forget about Mama Visha who has passed away, that way, you will be happier, she said, and Mama Visha will be quiet there.."
"Well, then, Alvis will try to forget about Mama Visha, so that Mama Visha can be calm there, and Alvis will be happy here with Mama Hana." The little man even said it with his innocent smile.
Hearing the call *Mama* that just came out of Alvis' mouth, Hana and Naira were stunned. They were very surprised when they heard it, even the two had nailed for a while.
"My dear, Alvis, did you just call me Mama?" hana asked her little son.
"Yes, since Mama Hana is like Mama Visha, my real mama, can't Alvis call Mama Hana?" alvis asked again this time more cheerful.
And again Hana's tears on her cheeks, feeling sad when she looked into the eyes of Alvis who was still looking at her happily in front of him.
Hana quickly hugged the little boy very tightly, venting a happiness that seemed like there would never be a substitute in this world.
"Thank you, baby, you'll always love you, thank you for loving you." Hana said as she hugged her son, and rubbed the back of the son of Visha affectionately.
"Well, it's enough to be sad, we have to leave immediately, there's still a schedule to meet Alvis' father" Naira said.
Hearing Naira's words that had risen first from her seat, Hana finally began to flinch, took off her embrace on Alvis' body, and then wiped her tears, just to clear her sadness there.
"Yes, Aunt Naira is right, we must meet your father immediately." said Hana while rising up also following the friend.
Naira was seen turning her face away, silently wiping away the tears that were also dripping down her cheeks. He is also secretly moved by Alvis' call to Hana. He couldn't even help his sadness at seeing how hard Alvis was able to deal with all this.
With slow footsteps, the three men began to be seen leaving Visha's navel, and began to enter their car.
One by one they began to be seen entering Hana's car, until at some time later, the car began to be seen moving away from the cemetery area.
An hour spent on the highway, now they have been seen sitting in the waiting room.
Waiting for Allianz out of the holding cell did make them feel bored, but the desire of Hana and Naira to bring Alvis with Allianz made them put aside their saturation and boredom.
Until fifteen minutes passed, finally came out the figure of Allianz from behind bars, showing his thin and dry face as if suffering from pain all over his body.
Naira immediately got up from her seat, and greeted the elder sister attentively. But his eyes caught the odd thing of his brother, a pale face, plus a body that was somehow suddenly this thin, and even Allianz seems to have managed to lose weight very drastically.
"Sister, what's wrong with you? are you sick?" asked Naira worriedly.
"I'm good, you don't have to worry" Allianz replied, proving the man had lied.
"You're lying, obviously you're so thin and pale, how can we believe you're not sick?" naira asked as she sat Allianz in the seat opposite Alvis.
"Dad?!" call Alvis to look at the father with longing.
"Darling, you came too?" and in the end, Naira also had to be ignored and ignored by Allianz.
"Here, son, hug me" said Allianz, opening both hands, eager to be embraced by his beloved son.
The submissive simply slumped from his chair, and chased the father who was separated from him by a table in front of him.
Turn the boy around the table, then hug and hold the father very happily.
This time it was only Allianz who was not strong enough to hold back her tears. Falling down already along with the longing that he also spilled for his beloved son.
"Darling, I miss you so much, do you miss me too? until you came here to see Dad?" allianz asked to let her son be in her arms.
But the son first took off his father's embrace, then held his father's hands with a pitiful expression.
"Dad, Alvis kangen can be the same again as before, Alvis had come to the navel of mama, but Alvis did not meet Mama, said Mama Hana, should Alvis try to forget Mama Visha, Mama Visha, so Mama Visha can be calm and happy there, right, Mama Hana?" alvis asked while looking at Hana's face, making Hana wrong with it.
Hearing the words of his son, somehow the tightness in Allianz's chest grew. He has even made Alvis, his son, have to forget the figure of the mother who is very loved.
The sudden annoyance and anger on him slowly grew, and took control of his soul. He was very angry with himself, because it had to be the cause of all this, and became the destroyer of the lives of those around him, including for his son, Alvis.
He has even made Alvis a child without a mother, a child who has lost the affection of both parents since childhood. It's like that, is it still appropriate that he put his face in front of Alvis?
"Allianz, why are you quiet?" hana asked Allianz who was faithful to keep silent daydreaming about her actions.
"It's okay, in the future, please don't bring Alvis here again, I beg you, make him forget me too, lest he call me father in the future.." allianz said pleading with Hana, as if she did not want to come again one day and again make a sense of disappointment in her son.
"But, Brother.."
Quickly Allianz raised one hand, codifying Naira to silently listen to the words from her mouth.
"I don't know what I've decided this is true, but I don't want her to be disappointed in me someday, it's better if I die, than I should have seen the disappointment that flashed in Alvis's eyes.."
His little son was silent in Allianz's arms, not knowing what the adults around him were saying.
All he knew was that he would be a man growing up without any biological parents next to him for an indefinite period.
Seeing the sadness and regret in Allianz's eyes, accompanied by a very stifling cry of hurt. Hana was unable to endure her sadness. He did not know why the ex-husband did not even want to see his son forever, for whatever reason, so Allianz preferred to hold a longing for his son, rather than meet Alvis.
"What are you thinking, brother? don't you want to see her again?" naira asked firmly, but her tears were no less heavy than Hana and Allianz.
"Naira, I'm sorry to you, I've made a mess of our extended family, I'm just asking you, please take care of my son, Alvis, I'll never be able to look him in the eye, every time I looked into her eyes, all the past mistakes I had made seemed to be clearly reflected there, as if Visha's shadow was also residing in her two eyes, therefore, that was, that was, the reason why, I don't want to see him, I don't want to fall too deep into this pit of regret to go too far, please take care of my son, love him as much as you love Yuan and Anya," allianz said instantly made the roar of tears the three of them flowed even more profusely.
"Are you out of your mind? how could you forbid him to meet you? if you're busy imagining the past, then how do you make up for all your sins against Alvis? he needs a meeting with you, just to make himself feel like he still has parents" Naira said, still trying to maintain his heart.
"No! he'll just put his disappointment and hatred on his father, better, take him away immediately, I don't want him to go deeper and make my heart feel pain, and I don't want to put disappointment in her heart any deeper, son, go home with Mama Hana, go home and be happy with Mama Hana.."
Hix...
Isak's voice cried Hana heard her ex-husband's decision.
"But dad, Alvis still misses you, don't you want to see Alvis?" alvis looked at the father's eyes with sadness.
Never imagined how severe the wound that slashed in the heart of Alvis when the father asked him to leave immediately. Even children know what it feels like to be hurt.
"Darling, there's gonna be a time we meet again, look, Mr. Police are tired of waiting for you, you have to come back soon."
Now both Hana and Naira try to be quiet, to deal with this heartbreaking drama between father and son. The two of them could only turn their faces away, because of the wound in their hearts, they should be able to hide very tightly.
"Come, baby, we go home." said Naira grabbed Alvis' body from Allianz's lap.
"Allianz, I never expected you to make this kind of decision" Hana said, trying to hold back the tightness in her chest.
The man in front of him was only silent a thousand languages, as if he did not want to say anything he felt towards this situation.
"But, never forget, if one day you're free, the first person you should see is, Alvis!" hana continued by holding back her cries.
Hearing the words from Hana, Allianz could only nod dejectedly, "yes, I promise!"
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