
After her former father-in-law arrived this afternoon. Tama is getting cold with Kinara. He seemed to be avoiding Kinara. Even that night he asked to split up the room with Kinara. Although confused by the change, Kinara agreed. He did not want to confuse Tama. Let him pursue Tama's love in another way. Ask directly to the Creator. He was sure that the Creator would grant a prayer sincerely offered by every one of His servants.
That night, Tama slept in the guest room and allowed Kinara to stay asleep in their room.
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Tok tok!
Kinara msngetuk the door of the room occupied by her husband. However, I did not get a reply. Because of worry Kinara went straight into the room. It just so happens that the door to the room is not locked.
"Mas, Mas Tama," call Kinara as she breezed into the room.
"Mas Tama," call Kinara once more. But, there's no answer yet. Until finally Kinara pulled the corner of her lips to the side when she saw her husband was still sleeping.
He saw the husband sleeping with his head leaning on the table and the position of the laptop was still on.
"Definitely overnight he was overtime," muttered Kinara.
"You turned out to be very handsome huh, Mas," praised Kinara inwardly.
Kinara slightly shifted the laptop to see what her husband was working on. And it turns out that he is working on a new project with PT Permata Abadi.
"Hm. whereas the meeting with the company's leadership will only take place next month. Why did Mas Tama do it himself? It must be because he can't sleep. And because join him in doing a lot of work that should be able to be done in the next days." Again. Kinara.
"in 15 minutes I'll wake him up." Kinara pulled out a chair and placed it next to Tama. She put her head on the table so she could look at her husband's handsome face. Kinara's forehead creased as she saw her husband's lips move. Kinara immediately straightened her body and brought the ear closer to her husband's lips.
"Ciara... Kiara don't go! Don't leave me alone... Kiara's..... " Tama's delirious.
"Mas, wake! Mas. " call Kiara when she realizes that her husband is delirious.
"Near!" Tama instantly opened her eyes and reflexively hugged Kinara.
His breath was still stinged with sweat all over his body.
"Mas, are you okay?" ask Kinara.
Finally Tama realized that he was hugging Kinara quickly he released his wound.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean it" Tama said without looking into Kinara's eyes.
"You're having a nightmare, Mom?" Tama raised her face and looked at Kinara. From there he saw anxiety in the eyes of the woman who is now his wife.
Tama nodded. Almost every night he always dreamed of the moments before Kiara breathed her last. And it really smothered the chest.
Tama's eyes were rounded when Kinara suddenly hugged her.
"It must be very hard for you to remember all those events. Mas, let go of all the things that stuck in your heart about your late wife. He didn't die because of your fault, it was fate. So don't keep blaming yourself. Hm?" Kinara said that while patting Tama on the back.
"But he did die because he wanted to fulfill our desire to have children. If only I had known that the cancer was coming back, I wouldn't have asked him for it" Tama replied.
I don't know. Tama suddenly opens with Kinara. Even without realizing he was crying on the boat of the woman who had the status of his wife when telling the story that had five years passed.
"Mas, I'm sure it's not just you who want a child, but Ma'am Kiara too. So he kekeh maintained his thirst despite knowing that the cancer recurred again. I'm sure, she must be happy to have fulfilled your wishes by successfully giving birth to your two little angels. Please do not constantly blame yourself. Didn't all the things that happened to every human being in the world already exist before we were born in the world? So, stop feeling guilty because Mbak Kiara will definitely not like it," said Kinara at length.
Tama stretched out a hug and looked at Kinara's face. "What...is that right?" tanyakanya.
Kinara smiled then nodded. "I'm sure of that and now he must be happy to see the two little angels he left behind grow up to be good-looking and healthy children" he said.
Tama was silent. In his mind he thought again, is it true that Kiara is happy because our wishes have been fulfilled? Did he not blame himself for not saving her?
"Mas, believe me Kiara never blamed you for her choice. I'm sure he died happy. It's always better to send her a prayer because that's what Ma'am Kiara needs now" Kinara said, holding her husband's hand tightly.
Tama wiped the tears that had come out of the corner of her eyes. He held his body up while breathing.
"Oiya, why did you come into my room?" tanya Tama who returned to being jaim and cold-assed.
"Ck. Habit!" Kinara.
Tama cleared her throat so did not hear the words of Kinara just now.
Tama scans Kinara's body and turns out the woman is ready in her work suit.
"Are you going to work again?" tanya Tama makes sure.
Kinara nodded.
"Have the children given you permission?"
"It has. They've allowed me to work again" Kinara replied.
"Who are the kids going to school with?" tama asked again, she seemed to object to Kinara's decision to return to work.
"Mbak Mirna, who else? Mas Tama calm down, this time he will not dare to mess with the children."
Tama breathed a heavy breath. "Can't you just stop working? I can still meet all your needs."
"Will I be able to meet my biological needs?" Kinara was discussing something else.
Tama glanced at the cynics. "I'm not talking about that anymore" she said.
"But, I want to discuss that," Kinara replied casually. "Why? Am I wrong? Is it natural for a wife to ask her husband to meet her biological needs?"
"Here you go, I better take a shower first. You just wait in the dining room, I'll be right out!" exclamation Tama. Tired of arguing with Kinara. The woman never gave up on making Tama make herself the full wife of Tama.
"Want me to take a shower?" goda Kinara while raising his eyebrows.
Tama reflexes cross hands to the front of the chest. "Get out there! I'm gonna take a shower!"
"I'm serious, Mas with my offer," replied Kinara.
"It's out there!" Tama pulled Kinara from her seat and pushed her out of the room. After that, he closed the door to the room.
Kinara laughed out loud at Tama's behavior, which she found funny. "Mas, I'm really serious, you know" the god.
"Son" replied Tama from the inside.
Kinara smiled before finally walking towards the dining room. There are Taki and Maki.
"Where is it, Ma?" ask Taki.
"He's here soon. Now papa's taking a bath" replied Kinara.
"Why is that pouting anyway?" asked Kinara when she saw Maki's face bent. "What's the story with Mom?"
"So Mama's really going to work with papa today?" ask Maki who seems to dislike if her mother returns to work.
"Didn't we agree last night that Taki and Maki would be ngizinin mama to get back to work. And in the evening, Mama will accompany you to study and read fairy tales before going to bed" said Kinara. "Keep during the weekend we'll spend time for the holidays together. Aye right?"
Maki sighed, even so the boy then nodded and smiled.
"Well, that's dong. Pinter's son." Kinara kissed Maki's forehead.
"I want to be kissed too, Ma!" taki Protest. He was envious because only Maki was kissed.
Kinara then landed a kiss in Taki's favor. "Easy?" Taki smiled.
Tama who saw that from the middle of the stairs smiled. He was happy to see his two sons seem pleased with Kinara's presence by their side.
At the same time the bell rang.
"Let me, let me" Tama said as Kinara was about to get up from her seat.
Tama immediately went down the stairs and walked towards the door. "Sia.... " Tama did not continue his sentence when he saw who had come.
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