THE NIGHT THAT MISSES THE SKY
Chapters 18. The Shackles of the Past

Bitter or sweet memories are the best way to learn to be a better person. Memories in the heart can be forgotten. However, it is very difficult to remove from the heart.

Bitter memories are usually medicine, make it a lesson. Sweet memories can be toxic. Dissipate. Then, careful.

Tonight, the sky was sitting alone on the balcony of the house accompanied by a cup of hot coffee. The man was busy with his cell phone, not to take care of work, but was looking at the photo of Dusk that he managed to take with the origin. Despite that, Sky greatly admired the beautiful face of Dusk. He only realized that there was not much change in the woman's face, still looking youthful.

His conversation with Dusk in the park was back to mind, when it was indeed the answer of Dusk was very cold to him, even impressed indifferent. However, Sky could see from the eyes of the woman was hiding something, he was sure that Seja actually still missed him. It made Heaven confident to continue approaching Dusk and melt the woman's heart.

"It turns out you're here." The voice instantly made Sky turn off his phone and put it on the table.

The rose came with a plate of biscuits and a cup of tea.The woman sat down on the chair next to the Sky, then smiled faintly at her husband.

While the sky itself did not turn a single look to the Rose, the man instead preferred to go back to sipping his coffee. The sky actually wanted to be alone on the balcony, but the Rose suddenly came, ruining his mood.

"I was alone inside and didn't know what to do, nor was I sleepy. So, I decided to join here with you" said the Rose. He drank the tea he brought. "It feels like we've never been alone like this on the balcony, this is the first time. Although it's a simple thing like this, but I like it very much."

The sky was silent, he stared at the night sky filled with stars. Inwardly he felt a little guilty for continuing to ignore the Rose, but he was indeed not in any sense with the woman. At the moment Sky felt like a man who was having an affair, he secretly wanted to return with Dusk when obviously now he already had a Rose in his life.

If only Heaven dared to speak the truth to the Rose at this very moment, but he was still not ready. After all, if she told Rose, she would clearly tell her parents this, and it would be even more confusing. Let this be his secret for a while, when it is time the Roses will know.

"I brought you biscuits. It'd be weird if it was just coffee, that's why I brought it here." The rose again voiced, the woman was very hopeful that her words were responded.

"I don't really like biscuits" replied the Flat Sky.

"Ah, like that. You never say what your likes or dislikes are, that's why I don't know." Rose said it calmly, as much as possible she did not get carried away by the sad atmosphere because the sky was very cold to her. "Tonight we sit here, relaxed, can you say what well you like and dislike? This way we can get to know each other better. I also want to make you a lot of things, but I'm afraid that you don't like it."

"Even though we are in the same house, but rarely interact, will it make us understand each other? All this time we were just like two strangers inside this house, you had your own life. While me? I'm just a spectator watching you do something, go to work, go home, and relax. Have you never considered my presence in this house?" ask the rose with teary eyes.

Unwilling to respond to what the Rose said, Heaven preferred to stand up from his chair and leave the place. But, just three steps away he was about to leave, the sound of the Rose came back to stop him.

"You've always been like this. If I express my complaint, you always leave. I have always not been considered in this house, all this time I have been very patient in dealing with your cold attitude towards me. What do you expect in this conversation?" Rose was still sitting on the chair, nor did she look the slightest bit at Heaven. The woman's tears were pouring down her cheeks, she was already very tired of facing all of this.

"Eitherway. I just want a good-bye. From the beginning I did not like this wedding," Sky replied just like that. After that, he stepped back to leave the Rose on the balcony.

Just then also the Rose's heart felt like it was being squeezed firmly, such a sentence lightly came out from the mouth of Heaven. Roses are confused as to what kind of behavior, various ways he has done to take the heart of Heaven. But, none of them managed to melt the heart of Heaven. Whether he had to use the Rose to clear the distance between himself and the sky, the man was like putting up a thick and large wall for himself.

"Why? Why are you like this Sky? What exactly is my lack until you don't accept me?" monologue Rose looked down, the woman's cry broke as her chest became more and more claustrophobic after finding out that Heaven did not expect her in her life.

Roses know their marriage is the result of an arranged marriage, but Roses are sure that he can make Heaven fall in love with him someday. But, in fact until this second Heaven has not changed at all to him, even now his attitude is getting cold and indifferent to him.

The rose did hear from the mouth of Heaven itself if she already had another woman before her, but that was long enough. That is why the Rose accepts Heaven, believing that the man will forget his past and start a new life with him. Now Rose slightly regretted her decision to be with Sky, if only she could turn back the time she did not want to marry the man.

Right now he could only accept everything, for some time. He also still did not dare to tell this matter to his parents, he was afraid of making everyone worry. Roses wanted to try once more to be able to make the Sky change, he still thought positively if it would succeed in changing the attitude of the Sky.

Rose raised her head, she rubbed the rough tears that drenched her cheeks. He must not be weak at times like this, he must prove to the heavens that he must be cherished.

"My name is Rose, I do not want to be underestimated and ignored at all. I'm sure it can blow you to me, Sky. I will also make you forget the past that you think you cannot forget, I sincerely say this" the monologue Rose diligently.

"If I can't have you either, I swear whatever way you won't be able to have your past either. I need to find out who your past is!"

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